shit got me getting sturdy on a thursday evening

prod by yonklolz.

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/overodd
https://soundcloud.com/dead4cf
https://soundcloud.com/rouri404
https://soundcloud.com/t1gerstar

hellhole (ft. oddie, 4cf, rouri404 & tigerstar)

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Wbg22Ncz4Y
swazy
dylan
maiko
ghostsocial
nyquik
sudbath
kaihaunted
(niz & ericdoa cameo)
plural bands

apples and bananas (fts. in desc) [prod. shambomba]

blah blah blah

set a reminder for the seabreeze video premier:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxH-G5y20sY&ab_channel=MikieMayo

seabreeze merch:
https://mikiemayo.bigcartel.com/

seabreeze (austyn with a y)

feat-
swazy
solderis
aziz
koa
sudbath
vaeo

4cf Bday

whatcha say (ft. siilent) [cover]

prod: z3nny!
feat and mixing: @dthxrgt

Relying on a memory
To bring me back 
I wish I could see the unseen
Apart of that
You’re red and blue like you’re 3d
I’m about that
And I just wanna feel release
I could relax

Now you act different around me
I dont get that
It’s cold but we’re still on the beach
The sand is black 
Heating up with every degree
And the tide catches
The sea is aquamarine
And I like that

If you’re forcing me to leave then you really
Dont deserve to ask me where I’ll go 
Cus you really don’t deserve to ever hear from me
You have no tact 
When did we become enemies? 
We have have no chance

We would share some
Pure moments
The soul
Perfectly in balance 
I should know
Better
Than to befriend of a ghost
The aches are repeating again

Feels like I’m living in a dream
Or a flashback
I didn’t even fall asleep
My beds intact 
You should clarify what you mean
I dont get that
But u just keep on distancing
Im getting sad

And if you’re opening up wounds that were older
Scar that’s on my shoulder with 
Bruise that I sewed up 
Only cus I trusted and believed
You had my back
But you keep leaving me to bleed
Why’d you do that

How is that looking out for me?
What’s up with that?
You really dont know everything
So take it back
You really got me bout to freak
Out about that

I just crave some permanence
The Earth splitting off its axis
I should know 
Better than to befriend a ghost
The ache is repeating again

And now im waiting on some rain
To clear the fog before I hit the wall
I dont get it all

I remember that over and over again
I would write the ink out of my pen
And never face the consequence
Of my actions

Teal

everything by me
out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/more-than-me

lyrics:
it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i been feeling
stuck inside my head
for the longest ive been waiting
for something to end the dread
could you be there for me
when i need a pick me up
i just need a little something
to kick start the adrenaline rush

if you could take it all back would you do that
because i think you need it more than me
my dreams started catching more than sleep
was it out of boredom or necessity
think i got the best of me
by thinking it was best to be someone who i wasnt

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i was a little bit too high strung
in the past i had ignored the signs
ignored the things i've done and
maybe i thought a little too much
i can't handle what they hand to me
need a break from all the fronts
and do you think for the past few (months)
that i didnt spend a second thinking how to confront you
know it hurts me and it hurts you too
you don't wanna see me hurting and ill fix that soon
and ill keep on trying cleaning up my room
and im doing my best waking up 'fore noon
when im heading to bed i can see the moon
gotta keep it up gotta do it for you

it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

more than me

verses in order
@staggyucrazy
@blissom
@1sloan
@saffilikesotters
@puyuprincess
@ih8cubn
@theockyway
@leastfavorite
@thrmls
@xcxvxc
@futureseeker
@bluemoth5

prod me
art by @staggyucrazy

i love this song everyone went so crazy on it

fists up!! (feats in description)

i miss my grandma

when u said
that i'd see
you again
didn't think
that it'd be
this long
but i hope
you look down
on me
with a smile
you can see
just how much
ive grown

but i hope
that you're proud
of me
and you smile
once you've seen
just how much
i've grown

smile

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