@loveushiyoko:
i wish i had friends to talk too
it hurts 
when you ignore me
i really wanna text u  
all my friends hate me
im feeling anxious i need a xanax
were soo far apart 
i really miss u 
so i start stalking you on insta 
wish i had an iphone soo i could facetime 
everytime i call your phone u always just decline 
im soo hurt i dont even know what i did wrong 
i wanna kiss like i miss u
i wish i had friends to talk too
it hurts when you ignore me 
i dont really wanna text u 
im feeling anxious i need a xanax 
were soo far apart 
i really miss u 
so i start stalking your insta 
wish i had a iphone soo i could facetime
everytime i call your phone u always just decline

@cryjn
call my phone im gna press decline
dont hmu if u aint one of mines
i cant ever trust u after u did dat
cross me now u always so different 
back n forth with the lies idec
all so much i dont even wanna bare
ion even wanna see u again
all these lies make me wanna b so distant

@misalivee:
i swear ill die
hit me up baby call me up on facetime 
im not enuff ive been poppin percs 
think i love the drugs
am i not the one shawty do you give a fuck
i could be enough you should give me trust
ive been poppin molly think i might just take a bus 
i aint gna stop hit me when youre home 
baby im the one the way you hate me all alone 
this time im so done and i feel so fucked up now

@bvrdencr:
she was sending love notes
I could not give a fuck
I was In my room
Steady gettin drunk
If I never woke up
That'd be good luck
Cuts on my body
I'm cold and this sucks
I don't wanna live like this
It's way easier gettin pissed
Miss my friends when they understood what I meant
Now we all older it gets darker than than this
I JUST WANNA SLEEP I DON'T WANNA DIE
I SWEAR ON MY MOMMA THAT I TRIED
NO ONE WAS THERE WHEN I CRIED
SO WHY WOULD THEY BE THERE
WHEN I DIE

imisswhenithinkofher w/ veil misalive & bvrden (xmichaelwarren)

but i don't wanna be friends

prod. IHATEPARTIES!

@bvrdencr check him out pls pls pls 

This song would’ve not been this swag without him <3

✧ihatemyselfmore2✧ (feat. Bvrden.CR)

moving on

lyrics: 

and whenever its pouring I'm walking 
did you trust me?
I'm so lonely 
whenever the leaves fall from above 
i start to miss you 
baby i loved you 
it hurts thinking that ur happy without me
did you trust me 
I'm so lonely 
baby call me :(
whenever the leaves fall from above i start miss you :/
i get homesick without you 
hold my hand and tell me i'm the one for u 
i loved you
it hurts thinking that your happy without me 
and whenever its pouring I'm walking 
did you trust me 
I'm so lonely :(

iwishwecouldtalkagain (prod. Dead Spyro)

losing it ft bvrden.CR (prod. deadat18)

Late night staying up cause for you I’ll try 

And i know I’m shy  these xans don’t hit me right 

Wish you would just reply

discord girlfriend

@bvrdencr
@bvrdencr

She got me sipping thinking of you

she said she laced it

phantasy star 2 ft bvrden.CR (prod. 8th)

a cover that meant a lot to me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBUAez6w5ec

highschoolsweetheart

outcast

i wish you knew how much i cared 
now that ur gone 
i'm missing you 
ik i tried :(
now that ur gone 
i cant help but cry :'(
i wish you knew i cared 
now that ur gone 
you wont remember me
now that im gone 
will i get to see you again

WindowsXP

Should of Never Left that night ft Bvrden.CR (PROD.OLIFYE)

light novels ft Bvrden.CR (PROD.OLIFYE)

She got me thinking like what’s the point of living 

I cut myself cause this pain is never ending

i'lljustpiercemyself

Dearpanda ft Bvrden.CR (PROD.OLIFYE)

imissmybrodys

陷阱电话 (prod. number48 & Nothernlights)

sincerely yours shy

kms ft Bvrden.CR

moelovestory (prod. wixxy)

a song i made about a girl i really liked in 2024

ange

@loveushiyoko

im so sick 

at least i tried to make it better 

it makes me sadder 

at least i tried to make it work 

im so sick 

im sorry :/

when you look into my eyes it makes me think of her 

it makes me sadder 

i still got cuts on my thighs 










@bvrdencr

i should be better 

you left me feeling under the weather 

i just cant keep it together 

my heart is grounded will not matter 

cuts on my wrist and blood on my sweater 

i dont want us to get hurt

but i think thats what we deserve 

im so lost please find me 

with my heart crushed it will end me

shy ft Bvrden.CR

justfriendswithbenefits ft Bvrden.CR (PROD.OLIFYE)

special guest :D
@bvrdencr
@user-526560725

icantstaysober w Bvrden.CR & Ki0

back when i was on my anime chud life

lyrics: 

I cant let you go girl
everybody's so fake
I wipe my tears on your sleeves
cut marks on my wrist they never seem to go away
now I'm falling for you
you look soo cute you don't have to try
now I'm falling for you
tears drops fall
rape me ive been suicidal
everybody's the same
I wipe my tears on your sleeves
cut marks on my wrist they never seem to go away
I trusted you
my hearts into two
now I'm falling for you

Fallingforyou prod. Kibo

i need me a girl like shiina :(

@shiyokoxoxo

no it hasn't been the same since you last called me 
everything i did back then i regret it 
thought you forgot about me 
but you sent a message 
i check back and its not there :(
you took it back and unsent it 
all the times i resent it 
all the stuff i said i didn't meant it 
nowadays i see things different 
screw the cup and i kicked it 
i said no to Xanax
all these bucks i ran it

@bvrdencr

I want it to be over
I don't feel anything 
Poppin 30's steady since I was 16
I want you to break me
I want you to change me
Lie through my teeth I be steady faking
I'm the only person that you should be hating
I feel lost and I think I'm breaking
I wanna dream I don't wanna be waking up anymore 
Kill me bury me under your floor
For the past I'm such a whore
In love with the memories 
I need more and more
Cut me drain me let's see some gore
Oxy with the Addy
I'm up then I'm down I don't know anymore

🎄 don't go... ft Bvrden.CR (prod. dead at 18)

its pronounced shy-oko 

will and always will be shy

shiyoko

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