Name: i want my life back by shlain
Duration: 2 min 8 s
Description: Beat was made live on my utube https://www.youtube.com/@shlain2717

@violetxx9

Second chance, second life
Can't decide, you or I
Fingers locked, intertwined
Love and hate, suicide
What's the price? I don't mind
Take my soul, it isn't mine
Better luck another time
Send me up, I'm paralyzed
Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

Skin to skin, bruise to bruise
What's it like being you?
I can't think, I'm confused
I cant speak, my words removed
Wait for spring, my heart will bloom
& hold you like we didn't move
Nothing changed, inhale the fumes
and realize I'll always lose

Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

bruise prod violet

nada ft crusafix (rhekdens)

say what you want to say to me then go away
if you're praying for me then pray for me
go your separate ways
it's better than telling me
is this how it's supposed to be
i want to make it out
pulling me deeper than i've ever been down before
waves from the outpost
tears from the alcove
say you're coming back for me
say you're coming back for me
and pull me out
violence breeds violence
it's destiny it's meant to be
it's nothing it's nothing
i would've said it regardless
of whatever promises made
aren't as simple as it gets
i wanted autonomy
over my life you see
take from me what you want but you won't rest
brick by brick build it up 'til it's crumbling down
('til it's crumbling down)
but the only outcome that made me stronger
was thinking that i had to hold out longer
when faith gets a little farther i'm still holding on
so pull me out (oh)
this deafening silence means nothing
nothing at all
(it's nothing, it's nothing)
(it's nothing at all)

tears from the alcove (prod.sai)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1asNof9SxA

tear my wings off (mental)

It's #comeback szn, love all of U <333
Produced by @ddertbag & @makemeapromise
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Wake up in the morning sippin red not coffee
Got that LV sweater vest on my body yea
And she dont eat sugar but she sweet like toffee
Get that butterfly stomach when she call me
It's all in the past baby tell me what u holdin on for?
Got that juicy bag for u, but i know u want #more
I know we goin fast, but whatchu tryna stop for?
Not gon say too much, im just gon let my heart pour

Pop another pill i gotta make the time pass
Losin focus lookin at ur face yea im sidetracked
Havin #U beside me feel like a lifehack
Said ur missin me I could take a flight back

If u want me to then u know that i could
Text me in the middle of the night said its all good
Thought bout texting back but i dont know if i should.. 
Text me when ur sober ill make u feel understood yea yea
Get down this verse, write this shit just like a book yea yea
Keep to myself, keep my head under the hood yea yea
I get back home make u some food like im a cook yea yea
Glad it's #Me n #U, i dont care how long it took yea yea

Wake up in the morning sippin red not coffee
Got that LV sweater vest on my body yea
And she dont eat sugar but she sweet like toffee
Get that butterfly stomach when she call me
It's all in the past baby tell me what u holdin on for?
Got that juicy bag for u, but i know u want #more
I know we goin fast, but whatchu tryna stop for?
Not gon say too much, im just gon let my heart pour

If u want me to then u know that i could
Text me in the middle of the night said its all good
Thought bout texting back but i dont know if i should.. 
Text me when ur sober ill make u feel understood yea yea

#butterflies

#butterflies ⭒˚‧︵‿⭒ཐིཋྀ ཐིཋྀ⭒‿︵‧˚⭒  @@@Surgeon & ddertbAg

prod. kazama !

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---lyrics
Woah, woah, woah

Lied a thousand times, I can't do this all day
I spent countless nights thinking you were my bae
I went countless miles trying to meet you half way
Said I'm not your type but I like it that way
Yeah I like it that way
Cause I want it that way
Said you need my all and you got it that way
Yeah I like it that way
Cause I want it that way
Said you'd break my fall, now the season has changed

You still hide in my Wi-Fi like Miku
You're so tired of the lies, I say me too
Trying hide but the whole world can see you
Tryna vibe but you still see no evil
I bet you see no evil, huh
Bet all these damn people, huh
Would say the same
Wish we never met in my hometown Regal
Thought you'd be my ride or die
Thought you'd be right by my side
Why can't you look in my eyes
Break my heart just one more time

I saw her through the window, she got embarrassed
Why you covering your eyes? You're the one who's careless
Well you never looked at me when I'm staring
When I was caring, woah
Dancing under the moonlight
Moving like water
Alive with the stars tonight
Dancing under the moonlight
Moving like water
Alive with the stars tonight

Lied a thousand times, I can't do this all day
I spent countless nights thinking you were my bae
I went countless miles trying to meet you half way
Said I'm not your type but I like it that way
Yeah I like it that way
Cause I want it that way
Said you need my all and you got it that way
Yeah I like it that way
Cause I want it that way
Said you'd break my fall, now the season has changed

You still hide in my Wi-Fi like Miku
You're so tired of the lies, I say me too
Trying hide but the whole world can see you
Tryna vibe but you still see no evil

like it that way

MV OUT NOW:  https://youtu.be/ZCL10BweRZI?si=4UhYIcp_J-pkB7GM
my only solution is 2 spend..
art by cuttle_bone on twitter <3
produced by @lovebitess
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lyrics
in the club i got my shades on
brand new lv lace yea
pour a shot for my ex once more
then i'm off on a high speed chase yea
pills fuck my brain up
blue camo like bape yea
ex girl tryna call my phone
no love bitch it's all hate yea

ksubi jeans
murakami tee
i'm a Zombieee
we have sex
i wake up & she nowhere around me
roll it up
we spark up like no one's ever watching
fill that hole up in my chest 
wit new clothes in my closet

ksubi jeans
murakami tee
i'm a Zombieee
we have sex
i wake up & she nowhere around me
roll it up
we spark up like no one's ever watching
fill that hole up in my chest 
wit new clothes in my closet

five star, put the check on me
when i’m off meds swear i could barely breathe
bad bitch, put her ass on me
i don’t want that shit
make a lil hoe leave 
narcan, think i might od
and these fuck boys still tryna copy me
been bossed up, 2k23
ima young og inna dynasty

got yohji all on my waist yea 
bad bitch slide 2 my place 
blackout all on my whip 
full tint, couldn’t see me 
it’s a closed case yea
and my shoes bleed red on the pavement 
she gon watch my shit til im famous 
if i don’t die now, i’ll make it 
calling up my phone, don’t save it

in the club i got my shades on
brand new lv lace yea
pour a shot for my ex once more
then i'm off on a high speed chase yea
pills fuck my brain up
blue camo like bape yea
ex girl tryna call my phone
no love bitch it's all hate yea

ksubi jeans
murakami tee
i'm a Zombieee
we have sex
i wake up & she nowhere around me
roll it up
we spark up like no one's ever watching
fill that hole up in my chest 
wit new clothes in my closet

retail therapy (lovebites) #dynastyXO ₊˚｡⋆❆⋆｡˚₊ (mv in description)

look what you did (prod.aloa)

Эмо + замок/победа

(Oh, oh)
Hey hello...
Just so you know...
(Oh, oh)

I'm not rly over it (No) not yet
I'm frowning Baby i'm a wreck, I'm Upset
Shaking my Head I look Ahead n Dread
I said I'm Only Hanging by A Thread My Friend

I can't keep up I'm out of Breath, only Smaller steps
You're my one Defence, Unaware, I stop and stare
Calmer Air, Make it make Sense

Endless amount of Things I wanna Tell you (ahuh)
Did i say too I Much i Did not Mean to Offend You (Nuh uh)
as you probably know My Friends & Family recommends You
I hope Your Friends don't see a Loser when I text You "I miss You"

Sweetheart I really can not stress this Enough (I really Can't)
I said I love You Don't you call that A Bluff
Now I don't mean to sound Dramatic (I'm really not)
But I really think I'm Problematic (I can be a lot)

I don't think I can last much Longer (nuh uh)
I'm weak Ready to build us Stronger x)
But We finally hit Rock bottom... ;-;
I Just came into Your Life
Mine started when you came into mine 

Fuck all that bullshit we had Let's push it All Aside <3
No matter what I say it's like nothing ever Applies to You
N It's so Unlike You?
I used to Excite You

I hope you Reply soon
There's no one Talk to
No one else But you 
and No...

I'm not rly over it (No) not yet
I'm frowning Baby i'm a wreck, I'm Upset
Shaking my Head I look Ahead n Dread (Again)
I said I'm Only Hanging by A Thread My Friend

Fuck all that bullshit we had Let's push it All Aside <3
No matter what I say it's like nothing ever Applies to You
N It's so Unlike You?
I used to Excite You
(Oh, oh)
(Oh)

CALMER AIR PROD REWIND

Beat was made live on my utube https://www.youtube.com/@shlain2717

i want my life back

shlain

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