Pills In The Backseat w/ Dead Broke [Prod. Scapegoat]

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no more [+jody]

Life Of Pain

its not personal, its strictly business
prod. @jolst @irby314

im drunk again
i miss your face
just wish that i 
could replace 
the memories 
that are haunting me 
i miss the simple pleasantries
like sitting with you
staring at the sea 
this sullen panic
slowly surrounds me 

you dont know
you dont know
wat you're doing to me
you dont know 
you dont know 

you never loved me and it shows
it hurts me more than u could ever know
that im not the one you chose...

i wake up, 4 am
staring at the clock
wishing that i was him 
u dont know what your doing to me
baby
thought you were the best
rip my heart 
out of my chest 
i know that you 
would do it all again

i know that youd do it all again
but lets be real 
you're proabably better off with him
you're probably better off with him

you're probably better off...

im drunk again
miss your face
just wish that i
was what you wanted...

better off [+irby & jolst]

Death of My Teenage

Fear'16

i could never be your hero

Lyrics:

what happened to love 4 the rest of our lives
fucking flipping the puzzle when the pieces fit fine
i always knew it'd be us against the world but
i jus thought it'd be us
n not me then you

is it maybe the lifestyle i chose
could it be 
well we'll never have known
and the reason won't present itself
so i hope he treats you right 
whatever stranger you fuck with
cause somehow i'm not 

someone 
that somebody's daughter 
should see for the rest of her life 
cause i do b4 i think
and i'd travel the world just to do this with you
but i don't
and i write 
every song about you
you
you
you
or who you could've been

kill yourself its not so bad here
the afterlife is cozy
i'm talking from the grave
as a man who lived life lonely
i've learned so much about me from deep in the drift
i jus looked a bit inside and found a spine in me too
found a spine in me too
ay 
i found a spine in me too
ay
babe im built just like you
ay
the dead still clicking their shoes
we took the afterlife
i'm fucking up ur god with my dudes

i'm not
someone 
that somebody's daughter 
should see for the rest of her life 
cause i do b4 i think
and i'd travel the world just to do this with you
but i don't
and i write 
every song about

villain pt. II

love is the one drug you can't buy

Lyrics

clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea

-

u can use me any way you deem
it's ok i been thru it all this year
i'll never take ur shoulder
i do not need to lean on you
think i would cry
but i just can't cry
even evisioning a kiss in the streetlight
that i know could never come uhhuh
but still i make her c- uhhuh

i've been talking all my friends down
but i won't open up myself
don't fucking care about me
i mean i couldn't care less about myself
oh oh
it's a weird fucking feeling
recieving shit you've been giving for a living
i'm never used to human kindness
and my actions show it
it's best to end it all in violence
b4 she rip the treaty open

clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea
clocked out on this evergreen bed
and i been questioning for hours why we'd end up a mess
and after all this time
i do not agree
but it's you who needs convincing
yea it's never been me no
bong rips, drugs, money, and sex
got my values hella screwed but i'd do it again
yea
been passed out at the foot of my bed
i'm boutta tear my brain up out of me to get out my head yea

red flag (riddiman x oldboyy)

Lyrics:
sparkin up a joint but i keep running out of papers
i could never smoke enough to keep my problems on a waiver
every day i just pretend the world could really not be greater
just to justify that im okay with everyones behaviour, like

damnit baby know it hurts me when you do that
im just crazy im just too far gone to move back
know im lazy, and my mind is getting too lack
know i love you so i dont know why i do that

made a job of pushing everyone away, make sure you stay real fucking far so you dont have to see my brain, im sorry that i put you through this shit like every single day, i know you understand it too so i dont even want to say

cause im a monster when im hurting deep inside, i never mean the things i say but i wont swallow all my pride, instead i anchor down and fight it just to prove im always right, and then i run away break down alone in darkness where i hide

everyones better without me i know
call me a demon must not have a soul
say ive no heart but feel more than you know
gut wrenching inside but i wont let it show

so all that you see is a colorless shell
the ghost of a boy that i used to know well
but now im a man so i gotta face hell
my inside dont match but outside i am well

if i could spark up just enough to kill these thoughts then i would do it, but it only makes me crazy takes me back to living through it, so i keep on pushin through the limit know that i can do it, now im numb enough to feel okay but now i think i blew it

every time im mean i know its a reflection of myself, and im so sorry that ruin everything and how you felt
but the truth is when you say you love me i completely melt
im so scared for all the reasons theyre the same that weve been dealt

Sparkup

Sparkup (prod. lil nightshift)

Prod. Venus

Lyrics 

This song’s a message to my older self
Huh
I hope that one day you can find yourself
i hope it worked out with that girl you love
or did you fuck up like i thought i would
I hope the thoughts don’t keep you up at night
cos right now i cant fucking sleep at all
Hope that you overcome ur anxious mind
or it’ll be your fucking funeral

tides changing, and i been contemplating my thoughts, 
smooth sailing is not smooth if you bail when its hard
I hope you beat the demons that left you so broken and scarred
hope you surround yourself with people that wont
TEAR YOU APART

AND WHILE YOU’RE AT IT WONT YOU LET SOMEBODY INTO YOUR HEART

START TO APPRECIATE THE TIME YOU SPEND WITH HER IN YOURS ARMS

CAUSE RIGHT NOW IM DISSOCIATED I FORGOT HOW TO FEEL

WOUNDS REOPEN THAT I SWEAR HAD 
ALREADY FULLY HEALED

Its like everything that’s happened lately hasn’t been real
life’s been feelin kinda pointless uh 
oh
maybe higher powers set me up
But I dont know if its just me who’s lost oh
I give up i fucking guess they won

This song’s a message to my older self
I hope that one day you can find yourself
i hope it worked out with that girl you love
or did you fuck up like i thought i would
I hope the thoughts dont keep you up at night
Cos right now i cant fucking sleep at all
I hope you overcome ur anxious mind
Or it’ll be your fucking funeral

message to my older self

prod by me again love u guys <33

lyrics:

maybe its the way that I been feelin lately
I keep trippin on your laces its so complicating 
suffocated by your breathe
while you’re sleeping
tell me is it me or is it everything this weekend

so its me and you 
in this polaroid burnin 
I cant seem to tell the truth
its so hard when im with you
burnin pictures in my wallet you can see it right 
its the only way im ever gonna sleep at night

fk it tho, it’s okay im gettin my money up
I know you dont believe me but I give a fk
if I fall, imma end it all
im tired of these fights endin in draws

I get so fkin stressed that I cant calm down
and all my friends are busy and they gone now
I cant help but feel alone cus I dont go out 
im so stuck in my head I cant get out 

I say I love you and I mean it, I know you dont believe it
all the shit that I been feelin I wish I wasnt breathin 
I seen it cant believe that im not dreamin 
I always close my eyes cause I cant look I’ll jus be terrified 

terrified, of my visions, im so terrified
look me in my eyes, cant u see this fkin parasite
parasite, eatin at me killin me inside
I cant fall asleep and I cant get up I put my life aside

Pills In The Backseat w/ Dead Broke [Prod. Scapegoat]

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