First full length album.
Guitars, Vocals, Bass, Keyboard, Songs Written - Nick Cevallos
Drums - Sean Medeiros

Mirror

Afraid

SoHo

A cover of The Black Keys' song 'Tighten Up'.

***No copyright infringement intended, all rights to this song belong to The Black Keys and their record label.

Tighten Up - Cover

After 2 years of writing, recording, re-recording, giving up, deleting songs, and a bunch of other stuff, this is the result. Thanks for listening.

All music was written and recorded by Nicholas Cevallos (Shllw).

Lyrics:
Today
But I noticed
Still feel the same
I'm tired and I want a different place to stay
Everyday
I'm always wishing things weren't the same way
I always thought that, that fighting shame
Was simple and I kept going feeling this way
But everyday
Was always bringing me down
The shame game.

But I know
But I know
But I know
That I won't get well
And I know
And I know
And I know
That it's all in my mind
But I still would've never really thought I'd be feeling the same way
Like when I see me over here
I wish I was on the other side.

I just wanted to be afraid.

Did It Ever Matter?

A Different Place to Stay

After 2 years of writing, recording, re-recording, giving up, deleting songs, and a bunch of other stuff, this is the result. Thanks for listening.

All music was written and recorded by Nicholas Cevallos (Shllw)

Lyrics:
What would I do?
If I knew?
How to scream and not how to speak
What would I say, this time to make me believe?
That I could be free, happily
When its not time but you say goodbye
What if I was wrong?
All this time, I was so sure.

But this sad story
Always ends
In adversity but why can't I be
Happy, why can't it see
That its everything I want
And its everything I need

I know what it means, to find out
That the best things are trapped in my dreams
But why would I stay if your not too sure
and theres no damn cure?

But this sad story
Always ends
In adversity but why can't I be
Happy, why can't it see
That its everything I want
And its everything I need

Its everything I want
And its everything I need

And I've felt alone
The rain pours
Down my ceiling and I'm still not healing
But what can I say if I'm not too sure
And theres still no cure
And I'll keep dreaming
Once again till its too much and,
And I stop feeling
But when I stop feeling
Its the same thing cuz I can't understand
Can't understand
How this can stop and be not just in time.

Everything I Need

Lyrics:

I just wanna know
Do you still think about this?
Cause' I keep checking my phone
Cause' I can't let this go.

I've been trying to try.
But minutes feel like days.
Cause' theres still things left to say.
I know I should know better
and I should be much stronger
but can we stay in this dream for a while or just a little longer?

Not gonna ask you to stay.
But I think about it almost everyday.

Just wanna give in but ready to give out
Just wanna give in but ready to give out
I just wanna scream and shout why can't you get out?
I just wanna scream and shout why can't you get out?

This impulsive start
But now I try to run far
From how things used to be
You took things way too far

Were you so quick to forget?
Is this something I regret?
I know I know
I'm just romanticizing this nothing that wasn't meant to be
But you should believe when I say
That this meant something to me.

I wish you asked me to stay
But now it's just way far too late.

Just wanna give in but ready to give out
Just wanna give in but ready to give out
I just wanna scream and shout why can't you get out?
I just wanna scream and shout why can't you get out?

Now theres not much left to say
We'll always have those few days.

SHLLW