GHOST (PROD.SKELETON)

Beautiful Disaster (prod.graydawn)

I been shining through the dark, and I been making my own way, and all these motherfuckers hate but they won’t say it my face. I ain’t ever seen the love I seen my day one’s turn to snakes, and to the ones that up above i hope you that I’m okay, I been tryna fill my role and keep my family fucking safe. I don’t know how this shit go but I been learning day by day. I been trying to let shit go but it’s not in my DNA, momma didn’t raise no hoe so you better keep your fucking space. 

I ain’t chatting with no hoe I got my main one on my side, Imma go where she go, that’s my fucking ride or die. Disrespect her imma pull and blow your brains out to the sky. 

Give a fuck what people call me I’m just tryna make my momma proud. My brother got a kid I hope he knows that I’m so fucking proud, he’s a better father than when he a child.
And to my older sister I hope you know that we gon make it out. 

This life shit been so hard, I know it treated us unfair. Even with our broken hearts just promise me you’ll be there. We done been through all the dark, so please don’t fucking disappear, you the reason I stay strong, and why I keep on breathing air. If you ever losing reason let me make it fucking clear. Mommas always fucking watching even if she can’t be here, through her name we gotta live I know it hurts I shed some tears.  But we gotta keep on going cause all we got is fucking here. 

And to my grandma thank you for making me at home, I know you got strong head but I know you feel alone. You always did me right you ain’t ever treat me wrong, just know you made the man that made and wrote this fucking song.

fromlittlebrother

daysfloataway X 1cliqPiNKY

Icantseeyouanymore X 1cliqPiNKY

Who do you call when you drunk and alone? 

I waited all night but you still ain’t home. 

Sitting with these thoughts baby I wish I was dead. Maybe you were right but this shit ain’t fair. Wondering why i try pills are ready in hand. Popped 4 more im nodding off in my bed. 

Will I wake up? I wonder if I won’t. 
Do you even care? I know that she don’t. 

Do you love me anymore? all these tears that I cried. I don’t want it anymore if you not in my life. Girl I told you once before I don’t think I’m alive. Do you miss me when I’m gone? Well I think it’s lie. All these feelings I can’t shake get ‘em out of my mind. I’m losing all control and you ain’t by my side. I can’t but I’m letting you go.

myheartaches

badmemories

I know sometimes baby life ain’t fair. 
But when you feeling all alone you know I’ll be right there.
Is there a reason that you called?
What’s the reason you’re scared?
I know you’re looking for a home cause you can’t find it here.

She scared imma take my life cause I got big dreams. 
I want this shit to work out and you to be proud of me. 
Is anyone proud of me?
I think they look down at me.
I guess that’s just how it be. 
All these thoughts clouding me. 

remember the old times of being a kid ain’t nobody gotta worry bout shit. 
Momma done struggled for being an adult we don’t realize we were all being raised by some kids. 
We all still learning we only live once, don’t take granted for the people you with. 
For years I’ve yearning to get one last hug from my momma before she got murdered real shit. 

For years I’ve been yearning that shit.

ihavesomuchtosay

Ouuu 
They keeping track of what i do. 
Family see me on the news 
I guess I’m busted, need some shoes 
Cause runnings all I fucking do. 
Bitch ain’t running back to you. 
Smoke a joint grip on my tool 
I put a bullet through my skull. 

I’m sick of running I just wanna take control. 
I pop a pill baby I think my skin feeling cold.
Pop a pill baby I don’t wanna feel no mo
Everytime I think of you I start taking more

Ouuuu 
What the fuck I’m waiting for?
Sick of wasting time 
Why the fuck I write these lyrics for.
Why the fuck you tryna lie 
Saying that my shit ain’t dope.
See between the lines 
Like we separating coke.
I need some peace of mind 
Why the fuck you in here for?
I know you gonna leave in time 
Would you please just close the door. 
On your way out.

𝔖𝔥𝔩𝔲𝔪𝔭𝔶

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