three words w riensu prod sai (wip)

ThreeLeftsMakeARight

why am i like this

lyrics:

nobody knows my signs but me
you’re choking me out so it’s hard to breathe
you’re smothering me so its hard to see
if this is what you want then take it
why is everyone just fakin
and leave me heart out on the grass
everyone leaves my heart vacant
lookin for someone to fill the gap

im always there for someone
but whos right there for me
im always there to keep you warm
im your kerosene
im always there to hold you down
but whos there holdin me
i pray to god to hold me there
but how can he love me?
everyones so fake
everybody leaves then walks away
i hide my best, i cut my face
i try my best to never hate
i pray to god to hold my pieces up
theres no more i can take
i took all of the drugs i needed, to make my great escape
im asking god when will i go meet ya
just give me time and place
and he said that its not my time right now
just leave it up to fate
the screaming in my head gets so damn loud
i swear im not okay
im just venting all my pain right now
i just cant walk away
from this life i never had a choice to live

nobody knows my signs but me
you’re choking me out so it’s hard to breathe
you’re smothering me so its hard to see
if this is what you want then take it
why is everyone just fakin
and leave me heart out on the grass
everyone leaves my heart vacant
lookin for someone to fill the gap

lookin for someone
no one knows my signs but me
hold me down
someone to hold me down tonight

hold me tonight

(Cover by astroloxxy on ig)
@kaysnoto
youve been stuck in my head while im running ur world
ya im making the placements im playing you like chess
youve been roming the world for far too long
deal with all the hatred your facing all the stress 
you hate me and i hate you sometimes
Idk what to do like can i get some rest

@mistvale
you said love over lust since the start
but every time im coming through yeah your asking for sex
everything that you put me through i dont wanna play your games
you got me falling in love again 
you got me coughing out my brains

@kaysnoto
idrc abt nothin that said i do 
ya its hard to fuckin listen when you in that mood
and idrc abt breaking the rules
dumb young ones couldnt give a shit bout you
now im all your in head
and your all in my bed
and im losing my train of thought 
whats left in the end
am i better off dead i dont wanna just be a thought (almost passed tf out doing that) 

@mistvale
i could never ever change for you
cuz you know i fucked things up
and you could never ever change for me
cuz i swear your just a slut
i could never ever change(x2)
i dont wanna change for you
i could never ever change
i dont wanna change for you
everything that you put me through i dont wanna play your games
you got me falling in love again 
you got me coughing out my brains

@kaysnoto
idrc abt nothin that said i do 
ya its hard to fuckin listen when you in that mood
and idrc abt breaking the rules
dumb young ones couldnt give a shit bout you
now im all your in head
and your all in my bed
and im losing my train of thought 
whats left in the end
am i better off dead i dont wanna just be a thought (almost passed tf out doing that)

Bed Rotting on a Friday w/kaysnoto

fool4u (prod. Glitbe)

yes this song is alr out js a diff pitch type shi

end my suffering

online! (prod. nightiger x geam)

mi amor feat Point!

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