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Years have passed and I will never forget my one regret. A friend of mine jumped off of the Tobin Bridge in Boston because of the pressure his family put on him to send money back to them in his native country - They should all be crucified. This is my recollection. I should have been there for him that day - instead I was looking to be seen "AGAIN" - always craved attention... Full lyrics below
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who was I to you guess I was just a ghost reached out to everyone and played the clown but it turned out you needed me the most I wish i never ever let you down - but I was just a kid and i was oh so blind blinded by the selfishness that swallowed up my time craving the attention I missed out on as a child and made you feel alone that day in your darkest hour please forgive me cause I cant forgive myself so many days go by when I wish I was someone else I was just a kid wasn't there for you I know it wasn't what I did it was what I didn't do.
Was in the lunchroom making a cup of Joe - when you walked in trying to compose yourself - I felt like there was something I should know - but i bit my tongue cause I didn't want to pry - saw it in your eyes you were alone but carried on as if I didn't care truth was I was having a bad day consumed with all the problems of my own - but I was just a kid and I was oh so blind blinded by the selfishness that swallowed up my time craving the attention I missed out on as a child and made you feel alone that day in your darkest hour please forgive me cause I cant forgive myself so many days go by when I wish I was someone else I was just a kid wasn't there for you I know it wasn't what I did it was what I didn't do.
The next morning state police had questioned me they said that you had jumped the night before and even though they placed no blame on me - my aura showed that I was ugly
but I was just a kid and I was oh so blind blinded by the selfishness that swallowed up my time craving the attention I missed out on as a child and made you feel alone that day in your darkest hour please forgive me cause I cant forgive myself so many days go by when I wish I was someone else I was just a kid wasn't there for you I know it wasn't what I did it was what I didn't do.
please forgive me cause I cant forgive myself so many days go by when I wish I was someone else I was just a kid wasn't there for you I know it wasn't what I did it was what I didn't d----

One regret (for Diego)

Golden Moment

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Not There Yet

The 15th EP of "past is the verse"

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Mindfulness

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Cycnoches

This is the last track of Fluff's third album 'Down the Rabbit Hole'. https://open.spotify.com/album/4Iq21rBQvgXesED9Hv8GEc 
'Exit' confronts us with the sad reality, that we can't stop destroying our world, despite loving it and holding it dear. We know what we're doing, but we are too comfortable and selfish to change our ways. We just silently let it happen.

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LYRICS:

One more glance out to the sea
Misty pearls run down my cheek
Salty water pooling on my feet
So many years I was asleep

Rolling thunder crashing waves
My footprints they are here to stay
No tide can wash away
Where I've gone today

Thin lines in the snow
She told me where to go
Thin lines so delicate
Yet I can see them very well

Thin lines in the snow
I just 
Didn't want to see

One more look across the peaks
Being lifted by the breeze
Is this what flying feels like
Or
Will we be brought to our heels

Thin lines in the snow
She told me where to go
And I love her that’s for sure
But 
I love Me
So much more

I’m so sorry
We're not sorry
We're lost

Who we leave behind

Fair Well

What we leave behind

Fair Well

I bow

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Down the Rabbit Hole

Exit

14 Exit

Composed, arranged, performed and produced by:
Leon Pajer

orlando51music © 2023

After The Rain

Recorded in Modesto, Ca.   Featuring Steinway Acoustic Piano solo. Vibraphone solo. Hammond Organ solo. Acoustic stand-up Bass. Steinway Acoustic Piano Rhythm. Drums full Drum kit. Percussion Shimmer Tree, Tambourine, Zildjan 22" Ride & Crash Cymbal. Jazz Brushes.

Release me

Boppereno

This tune is added to my album "System"(Free Download).

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Judgement

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HIDEOUT 007

Rekha - Lyrics, Vocals, Guitars | Motion X - Synthesizers, Hand Pan 
Music composed by Rekha & Motion X | Mix & Mastering by Motion X 
Shiva Abode Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2gN08_aKD_Q
This is a collaboration in which I provided a backing track that Rekha transformed into a beautiful expression of universal peace & healing. 
Experience the Music of REKHA - @rekha-iyern-fe 
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Shiva Abode  
We need to return back to 
Where it all started
 In the creation of OM

We need to return to
 Where it all started
 In the creation of OM

Into the Shiva Abode 
Abode, Abode 
Om Shanti Om

Ah…Ah…Ah… 
Ah…Ah…Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Om… 
Ah…Ah…Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Oh-Om
 Oh…Om…Ah…Ah…Ah…Ah 
Ah…Ah…Ah…Ah…Ah…Ah

We need to return to
 Back to where it all started 
In the creation of OM

Ah…Ah…Ah…Ah… 
Om…

Credits: 
Music & Lyrics/Narration by REKHA - IYERN [Fe] | Ambient Electric Guitars by REKHA - IYERN [Fe] 
Music Composed & Produced by Motion X, Final Mixing & Mastering by Motion X in the USA

Shiva Abode

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Rekha | Motion X - Shiva Abode (Video Link)

Taken from our upcoming debut album "Rock and Roll Kills" (mid-2024).
Youtube link: https://youtu.be/kWZJiztgoXU (like & subscribe:))
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lyrics:
And then i ask my self, is there a way out, could i be heard loud?
And then i ask my self, could it be?

And then i turn my head, up in the sky and wondering why?
could i turn back time or live it again?

Chances are thrown away, anothers have won not gone astray
but that's a blessing not a curse so thank you!

You think is over...over now, just shake your head and face now
face the truth and all the greatness around

Don't need nothing else, i got everything that completes me
all the rest is just a dusty grain of sand

(p) & (c),all rights reserved, STA 2024.

Rock and Roll Kills

Dusty Grain of Sand

Taken from the upcoming debut full length album (planned to be released mid-2024 - "Rock and Roll Kills").
(p) & (c), 2024.
Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVDW2mi4i0g
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Explicit lyrics:
Felt like almost dead, would you carry me home, would you lay me down?
Felt like shit again, would you bring my pills? do you know how it feels?

i don't know where to go...is this the end? i don't know!
From the tip of my head...till my toes, is this hell and heaven's above?

is there a free ride or a lottary prize? to win to lose on an XL size?
crappy or not, time will show...all i know is heaven's above!

I don't wanna buy a lotta food
i don't wanna get rid the booze
i don't wanna buy an SUV
i don't wanna get fatold and get peed

i don't wanna watch the news
i don't wanna get dirty with tools
i don't wanna smell your farts
i don't wanna mess around with you fatfucks!

Heaven's above?

Taken from the upcoming debut full length album (planned to be released mid-2024 - "Rock and Roll Kills").
(p) & (c), 2024.
youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtnXGGtwzSQ
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lyrics:
Like we used to
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We don't play in gigs like we used to
We don't play in the streets like we used to
We don't hang out in squares like we used to
and we don't drink ice cold beers like we used to

and now we grew up, became strangers we fell on trap 
and the days are not the same, like we used to...used to

We don't jam at all, like we used to
we don't grill outside the yard, like we used to
we don't party as friends like we used to
we don't say hello like we used to....used to

and now egos stood up, became cold and all that crap
and the years are not the same, like we used to...used to!

Like We Used To

Heavy Punk Rock 'n' Roll band turns into Synthwave nowadays! Brand NEW album "Ultraviolet Cosmos" available NOW!
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