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After some Soundcloud trouble we are finally back with a new song.
Enjoy.

Obsessive torment

Had it all, but have let it fall
ruined everything that was my joy
-- i've lost my destiny
dark thoughts that plague my mind
the darkness that conceals my life
-- the pain is consuming me
no more choice, it's all my fault
last thing to do is end my life
--leave those ive loved behind

Give it up, don't look back
says the voice inside your head
take no stance just forget
make it end without regret

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

--the blade cuts/the blade cuts/the blade cuts
through the veins

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind
can't do everything right,
not even capable to take my own life

Obsessive Torment

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind

want to end this life
so many times ive tried 
lost count of the selfinflicted scars
Hope i wake up dead
delivered of this torment
Set me free, release me from this agony
i am a slave to my own misery

i want to hurt you, like you did me
i deserve you, but you wont fucking see
now i will haunt you in your dreams
I will do it, Slit my wrists!!! you will see!!! 
you will suffer like me!!!

thoughts are like a broken record
think about you every second
I can't bear to deal with your loss
repeating the memorys over and over
Mental overload, does not recover
to much pain from the past
Words locked up remain unspoken
this is my time to be a token
disgusted that we are apart

obsessive torment

Obsessive Torment

lyrics/vocals Berserk
https://soundcloud.com/berserk-167670779

music ONKVLO & AudioBake

down deep in your dreams
night terrors haunting you
shadows are taunting you
wake up before ur stuck
an everlasting nightmare

phobos&deimos messing with ur mind
as soon as nights up
they are one of a kind
keep one eye open
they are coming for you
as morpheus takes over
terror awaits you

down deep in your dreams
night terrors haunting you
shadows are taunting you
wake up before ur stuck
an everlasting nightmare

and when the creatures come alive
u cant run and u cant hide
step aside and u will see
a twisted kind of reality

theres no escape from all ur dreams
they bury you in darkest shemes

down deep in your dreams
night terrors haunting you
shadows are taunting you
wake up before ur stuck
an everlasting nightmare

Night Terrors - Berserk

Watch the video on YouTube! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Ud92QxN47w

Music & Production by Hobocop
@metrocityrecords

Vocals, lyrics & art by Cosmic Keanu

Wait to Speak

Talk is urgent
Try to hear
there’s a wall
in-between

Try to listen
Cannot hear
Our thoughts
in-between

A chasm separates us
Grows wider every day
We can’t hold both sides
Our grip is torn away
We watch this growing divide
That no words can ever cross
As our emotions break
Future and past is lost

It all falls on
our now deaf ears
Talk all day long 
No one ever hears

Voices all shout
Escalation
Brings regret
If we could hear
we could finally
Begin to see
what remains
Are memories that fade
We could listen
Instead… we wait to speak

Talk is urgent
Try to hear
there’s a wall
in-between

Try to listen
Cannot hear
Our thoughts
in-between

A chasm separates us
Grows wider every day
We can’t hold both sides
Our grip is torn away

Voices all shout
Escalation 
Brings regret
If we could hear
we could finally
Begin to see
what remains
Are memories that fade
We could listen
Instead… we wait to speak

Wait To Speak (Hobocop & Cosmic Keanu) 432Hz Edition

Synths by 
https://soundcloud.com/audiobake

Music by Hobocop
@metrocityrecords

Vocals & lyrics by https://soundcloud.com/cosmic_keanu and HOBOCOP 

DYSTOPIA (MY DYSTOPIA)

Dystopia!

You try to run, you try to flee,
But the streets are filled with mutant freaks!

Your Mylar suit has sprung a leak,
Now head crabs crawl up your feet!

Dystopia!
My Dystopia! 
My Dystopia! 
My Dystopia! 
Ma-ma-ma my-dystopia!

Everything sucks and it always rains.
Zombies roam the streets, looking for brains!

Giant rats crawl from sewer drains.
Look at them close they have a human face!

Dystopia (My Dystopia) AudioBake x HoboCop x Cosmic Keanu

Another track inspired by the strange novel, "Momenticon".
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Black Moth

Antisong

This is me  feeling  nostalgic and honouring my beautiful heritage. Vocals are mostly NOT me  but there is some me in there

Soloveyko. A Tribute to My Heritage

Written by Damian Smith
Produced by Robert Ruby @ Stringlight Studios
Fiddle by Rachel Crick

Long Way From Hell

Sharks!

SOLAR PROXIMITY // A risky mission ...
@docfritz —> Drums and Remastering
●Ralf Wadephul —> Keyboards, Synthesizer & Mix
@rock-flexible —> Text, Vocals and Guitar
© 2018/2023 // composed, arranged and performed by OESJ // All Rights Reserved

SOLAR PROXIMITY

SOLAR PROXIMITY ft. Rock Flexible

Last Call For Cha

This is a re-do of an older track from about 25 yrs ago. I originally just wanted to do a straight up remake with better sound quality & instruments, but I quickly had a 'different' idea for it, based on the title. 

THE MOVIE:
The idea is there's a movie director shooting a car chase scene, and the 'actor' playing the villain turns out to be a real villain (a mustache-twirling evil-doer in a dark cloak and wide brimmed hat) who just escaped from jail, and now he's on the run, using this movie scene as his escape cover. Calamity & mayhem ensue across the city, ending in a car crash, but the villain somehow makes his getaway, diabolically laughing at his would be captors (ya, that's me with the diabolical laugh, and all the other voices actually, except the police). But then he wakes up to the sound of his cell door slamming shut, realizing it was all a dream - like a movie in his head. 
Y'know, that old story...   ; )

I’m playing all the music on my keyboard, and all the voices except the police. I've uploaded 3 versions of this song:

1) The full 'movie/car chase' version (including story/concept)
    (this version)

2) the 'drums & sounds effects only' version (no music)
    https://soundcloud.com/user-432503709/cut-2-the-chase-fx-only-version

3) the 'music only' version (no sound effects)
    https://soundcloud.com/user-432503709/cut-2-the-chase-music-only-see-description-for-story

4) the 'original' music only version (recorded around 1999 or 2000)
    (pending)

I thought some folks might find it interesting to see this thing deconstructed and evolving from 1999 original to now. Maybe not, lol.

I strongly recommend listening with headphones to get the full panning effects. The image is a combo of AI generated and cut & paste from my photos. each version is a variation of the same image.

All comments welcome, and don't be shy to be critical or suggest ideas to help me improve. Like, “hey Mark, your car chase idea really sucks”. 😜

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here's some pictures I took: www.flickr.com/photos/mark_boucher/
my best photos on 500px (safe site): 500px.com/p/mrmark?view=photos

Cut 2: "The Chase" (movie scene) [*see description for story]

N-Desert Parade

Thyrsus
Dark Legion Tyrol
Kalthallen Studios

A dark grey cloud, lit by bright lightning
Hailstorm approaches 
Storm drives icy wind into the face
Too late to return

Grab stick and rifle rapidly
Heavy hail hammers down 
And soon spurred to gallop
To reach the wizards ostracized shelter

THYRSCHENBLUT --- 4/6 --- Eisfall

We've got no time to cool the burning hammer we've raised so high,
No time to escape the hammer swinging down from the sky.
　　
What we need is time to think, a moment to contemplate,
To defeat those who steal our time, our foes we won't underestimate.　　


Synthesizer V 弦巻マキ AIライト版を使用
Using Synthesizer V Tsurumaki Maki AI light version

No Time To Escape(feat.Maki Tsurumaki／弦巻マキ）

Dr Who love the series since I can remember.New series with MR Tennant soon. For my Dad who we lost a week ago ,He used to hide behind the sofa with me while we watched every Saturday .

Dr John 32 BIT

One for the Road

Vanishing

Subterranean air flows and echoes can beautifully bend and distort sounds (and conversations). Riding the 'tube', 'underground', 'metro' or 'subway' systems is a fascination for some (myself included), for some a mystery and for some an onerous necessity.

Track: 3 track saxophone conversations / clarinet background

Image c/o Pinterest: graphic of London's Piccadilly Circus Undergound station tunnels (1989).

Underground Voices

Heroes de un nuevo día

Se está gastando el día,
de este invierno para atrás.
Una mano en el bolsillo,
el sonido al caminar.

Y caes de madrugada,
a la tibia soledad.

Se que te gusta volar,
hacia esa antigua melodía  
Que te anula la razón,
y te hace imaginar.

Se padece y se termina,
ese amor que fue fugaz    .
Héroes de un nuevo día,
te vienen a rescatar.

cuando ves que ya no hay nada,
y el corazón no da más.

Y si una puerta cerrás,
deja otra abierta.
Para que cuando regrese el amor,
lo puedas atrapar.


Letra y musica: Pichy Sotomayor

Heroes de un nuevo día

Heroes De Un Nuevo Dia

Heavy Punk Rock 'n' Roll band turns into Synthwave nowadays! Brand NEW album "Ultraviolet Cosmos" available NOW!
https://shockthealgorithm.bandcamp.com/album/ultraviolet-cosmos

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