LXXIV & TR3 - KING ME [2019]

"When the devil don't care what you need or want, there's only devil, deed, dénouement"

PROD: @BRUHMANEGODDD
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF [Credit for the text and background goes to Ashley Wood's work on Grendel Omnibus Vol 1 PG 416 & 419. Grendel & all related characters are trademarks of Matt Wagner and Dark Horse Comics. All rights reserved.]

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost never been afraid 

[VERSE]
Do the bare minimum baby that be good enough
Maybe I'm not good enough for you
James is always saying do better
Be a do gooder
Dont do what you dont wanna do
But I'm trapped with these roots and they climb through the roof with their thorns in my skin and the pain from within
Imma buy herbicide next time I leave the house
But it's been about a month and I dont think I will 

[BRIDGE]X2
Kinda funny how the world works
Never seems to work out and it gets worse 

[VERSE]
Drones in the sky
They all watch and they love when you cry
I been under so much pressure
Struggled with depression
Climb out the rabbit hole just to get kicked back in
They all wish I could kick back
Only when I'm dead would I do that
You can chat with my skeleton if you want feedback
But I dont really think that you need that 

[HOOK]X2
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost never been afraid

[VERSE]
You should love yourself
Yea right
Tell me more lies
Dont even need help I'll be just fine
I remember being like 16
With my lips blue
Thinking I'll be big soon 
But it's not true
And It didnt even happen
Drown in my sadness
Shouldve learned a long time ago that I hate you
Do this do that I cant even save you


[BRIDGE]X2
Kinda funny how the world works
Never seems to work out and it gets worse 

[VERSE]
Where'd it all go wrong?
Where'd it all fall apart?
Havent felt happy since I first picked the pen up
Chained to my phone and I cant let go
But I wanna give up and I'm too headstrong
Been so long since I havent looked dried up
I'm on the edge of my seat ballpoint in my wrist let it bleed even though I don't want to

[HOOK]X2
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost never been afraid
How did I get this way?
Never been so lost never been afraid

[VERSE]
Love that I'm touch depraved
Love that I got no brain
I just wanna leave I just wanna get away from this place
Nah, fuck that
Fuck that fuck that
You can suffer all alone and you're gonna relapse
No one likes you anyways you dont need to prove that 
Maybe if I kill myself then they'll all laugh
Wasnt meant for this world now run the blooper reel back

Devil, Deed, Dénouement (Single)

Devil, Deed, Dénouement

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Devil, Deed, Dénouement [prod. bruhmanegod]

LXXIV - sleepy

[Part I: @theoriesofwesley]

Another bullet on sight (x4)
And we fucking ‘til the clit erupt, and I’m busting ‘till the clip get stuck
Ambidextrous with the fifty drum, plan to fetching some fisticuffs
I got your death on a rewind, burning your corpse then I’m throwing a peace sign
I never speak lies; hand on a Bible, high priest like I’m Eli 
179 in the cockpit, walking your bitch on a leash then we lock lips
Talking about bait? Well, I got fish – picking your mates off they feet like it’s chopsticks
Walking with that steel clutched, talking like you feel tough
All of these niggas in graves is ideal love (x2)

[Part II: not winning]

All you do is fucking nothing and talk
better watch yourself when you come across me
cuz my blade might just fucking slip
it might just fucking slip

Flex just for the fuck of it
I could be useful but let me do nothing first
dive in the circlejerk off
my small ego I need to be fucking nursed
bathe me in attention bitch
I am depressed and I need some attention bitch
Tell me how great I am
I need Validation so tell me how great I am

God I fucking hate you
come up with excuses
Im gon execute everyone 
who is too stupid to do shit
Useless
Nuisance
youre finding yourself toothless
You say that youre buzzing but the only thing that you will ever be good at remains to be nothing

asocial tendencies w/ IKEMEFUNA

Produced by yungcans


@shonxxi

[Lyrics]

They want me to die 

These pussy niggas they don't want me to try 

Im living a lie 

The voices in my head annoying like flies

Drift when i drive, dodging all of the bullshit thats in my life

Tearing me down, not above this shit bitch im gonna drown

wrist slit 

Sucking on your bitch then imma dip shit

Play with my emotions gonna kill shit 

Your a lil fucking dumb nigglet

Yo bitch don't squirt she piss (yah)

Shoot you down no one will miss ya

Wolf of society is the clique (yah)

Fuck all you niggas, suck a dick (yuh)


I DON'T GIVE A FUCK BITCH (aye) (8x)

BATH SALT IS A HELL OF A DRUG (FREESTYLE) (Prod. yungcans)

SHOUTOUT
@errorsinside
@twentythree777
@nastiitaxii

THRAXX YOUR FUNERALS FT. ERROR SVI, TWENTYTHREE, GULLYSPIT & LOST ULTRA (PROD. Y$57)

Infrared, all up on the scope man! x5

Might just end up dead so quit all the fuckin talkin
Been about my shit ion do no fuckin gawkin 
Lost yo bro yeah I put his ass right in that coffin 
Bow down I’m the Batman to yo fuckin robin

Black on black that’s the fit man 
Creeping with my fist, cold like snowman 
My homie came to pick me up we in the sedan 
Get in a huddle start to talk about the gameplan 
Run in the trap and take the pack don’t be a deadman

Get a mask, load the gat, and then we run inside  
Get on the ground you might die if you don’t abide 
RVMAN coming through get to the side 

Look in my eyes their hollow cannot find life inside 
My boat sank so at the bottoms where I now reside 
You talking shit I feel the static so I’m finna rise 
Me and my homies are protected you can’t compromise 

I got some choppas and like tre the coming andale 
I’ll rip the flesh from your bones if you come out and play 
One wrong move and for you it becomes doomsday 
Your wrong move then turns into my payday

infrared! (Prod. whiteboimaxx)

(Produced by Balázs Varga)
LYRICS


I’m not someone that you’ve met before
I’m not the person you should stay with
I’m not someone that you want to adore 
It’s nothing fake my heart is gone my skin is cold
Don’t, wake, me, up

My broken heart won’t ever let me heal
If I sleep don’t wake me up 
Why in the hell am I so ill 
It’s just because you let them in

I just want to die x2
Please don’t let me live 
I just want to die x2
Let me disappear 

It’s something in the shadows, don’t you look, may rip you up to shreds all again
The beast in hibernation, is within, and only you could awaken him

I’m so fucking sick of you abusing my mental
The reason why I’ll make your death bed essential

My broken heart won’t ever let me heal
If I sleep don’t wake me up 
Why in the hell am I so ill 
It’s just because you let them in

I just want to die x2
Please don’t let me live 
I just want to die x2
Let me disappear

Absent Worlds, Absent Memories

drifting through life as a ghost blind to the ignorance of the common civilization

@distortionthe1

i dont give a fuck w/ LORD DISTORTION [prod. crowlyyy]

Mixed and Mastered by: @mdgrayd
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BATH SALT IS A HELL OF A DRUG (FREESTYLE) (Prod. yungcans)

SXONXXI

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