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Pink Season

06 STFU

LOW-T

Negative XP one of the greatest artists of these days

Egirl (Negative XP cover)

Lyrics:
When my brain hurts 
From the bright screen 
Before it gets way worse
I take oxy 
Get fucked by the 45ACP 
Get fucked you self medicated nazi

When I’m trying to help
They say I’m inconsiderate 
And Im acting myself,
They say you're acting different

Get fucked by the 45ACP
 I’m fucking tweaking 
 I don’t think I'm breathing

When the pain hurts 
From the bright screen 
Before it gets way worse
Here take the oxy
When the pain hurts
Huff epoxy
Walk around like
A fucking zombie
 Ooooo

This is my heart
Its completely helpless
This is my brain
Its completely melted
your producing is cheap
Your connection is bleak
I think it crashed my screen
Oh shit oh wait that’s me
oh shit oh wait thats me
oh shit oh wait thats me
oh shit oh wait thats me

When your brain hurts 
From the bright screen 
Before it gets way worse
Here take take take oxy
When the pain hurts
Huff epoxy
Walk around like
A fucking zombie

Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP

45ACP

please help
Lyrics:
My girlfriend cheated on me with her best friend
And I’m so alone I want to end 
My girlfriend is gay
My girlfriend cheated on me with her best friend
And I’m so lonely I want it all to end
She never loved me 
I was just a toy for her
I was never something
I was always nothing
Nothing in this life is worth it
I gave my heart to a girl and she threw it away
I walked in on my girlfriend eating her best friend
They were kissing and having sex
Now she’s only nothing my ex
I hate my life
I hate my life
I thought you were gonna be my wife
I guess I was wrong you were never something to me, to me, to me, to me, to me, to me, to me
Nothing in this life is worth it
Girls aren’t worth it
They just break your heart
They treat you like trash 
Everything goes by so fast
Nothing is real nothing last
Nothing last forever
Everything ends at one point
Everyone gonna end up alone
You’re gonna end up alone
End up alone

My Girlfriend is Gay (demo)

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/VGzTPQBgsYo (by @somatv)

i have many unpaid bills
i don't want to think of
cuz i am broke
i don't wanna hear a word
from my landlord
who is calling me

there's nothing that i'd rather do
than go away, than hide away
i just stay inside everyday
and rot away
clock is ticking
while i'm sticking
to the same bad routine
incapable to deal with anything

my bills just keep piling up
it's all just such a mess
i couldn't care less
i don't wanna hear a word
from my landlord
please stop calling me

there's nothing that i'd rather do
than hide away, than rot away
i just stay inside all the time
and cry all day
clock is ticking
i'm still sticking
to the same bad habit
i'm unable to deal with it

Unpaid Bills

Blowing My head off

I’m Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room

VERSE 1
i dont try, i dont cry
spend my days locked inside
waste away as time flies by
i wait the day when i will die

i hate my life but i say im fine
but im nothing new im just like
these other dudes living in strife
im nothing new, same old design

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

VERSE 2
i make songs, shitty songs
shitty guitar with fake drums
shitty bass (played with a pick)
shitty lyrics made by scum

im not one to interact
cuz i cant talk i just panic attack
and i thought that i was complex
but im just like everyone else

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

Femur Breaker

(All you do for mom is all this honey poo shit, honey poo honey poo)

teach me how to speak
Teach me how to share
 Teach me where to go
do you even care

generations of weak
 bipsycho sexual freak
 I really want to leave 
Please stop following me

Richard McBeef 
You’re raping me 
Richard McBeef  gave me cold feet
 Honey-poo why don’t you agree
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef

Thanks to you, I die, like that of Jesus Christ 
thanks to you I live like there’s no tonight
 Thanks to you now I’m straight out of luck
 My brothers and sisters and children that you fuck
(fuck)

Richard McBeef 
You’re raping me 
Richard McBeef  gave me cold feet
 Honey-poo why don’t you agree
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef

Richard McBeef

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

lyrics ->

The last apple on the tree
a tiny speck of red and green
your heart's been gone from your sleeve
and the red has left your cheeks

tiffany
you can talk to me
you can tell me anything
tiffany 
you can talk to me 
give me a promise to keep

now you're looking through the leaves
for any sign of honey-lime bee
he's alright he's just alseep
in a hive down by the creek

tiffany
he's not gone forever
he'll  be back next summer
tiffany
I know you still believe
he's behind there somewhere

Behind There Somewhere

kinda a whiny song about being sad and blue

lyrics:
Я хочу, чтобы мой первый поцелуй был со смертью(I want my first kiss to be with death)

I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel
it doesn't seem like anything is worth any trouble 
I'm not suicidal I just really wanna die 
I never wear my seat belt when I go for a drive 

so just hold me hold me hold me 
tell me everything's gonna be all right
hold me hold me hold me
till the morning fades from the night
please


I sleep in as late as I can and I got to bed early 
I want the days to pass on by I want the week gone in a hurry
its getting really hard to wake up in the morning 
I don't wanna blow my brains out I just wanna keep on snoring 
and the only thing that makes me feel okay in this world
is thinking of spending time with my favorite girl


so just hold me hold me hold me 
tell me everything's gonna be all right
hold me hold me hold me
till the morning fades from the night

hold hold me hold me 
hold me so tight
hold me hold me hold me
please just hold me all night

Hold Me

in my skull I’ve been so numb
Life lately hasn’t been so fun
Im sorry I cut off your run
Everything you gave me is gone
I hug an image every night
I hug the memories in my mind
And think of the better times till then

I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll finally get my way

When I’m missing you and when I’m feeling hurt
I play dress up with a doll and I make it wear your shirt 
I hold your doll until I sleep 
I think about you in my dreams
But when I wake back up the doll is staring back at me

So I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way
in my skull I’ve been so numb
Life lately hasn’t been so fun
Im sorry I cut off your run
Everything you gave me is gone
I hug an image every night
I hug the memories in my mind
And think of the better times till then
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way

Stuffed Animals

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