We discuss Fyodor Dostoevsky’s advice about lying, Matt’s desire to be a good father, sourdough bread, and turtles all the way down.

“Above all, don't lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to such a pass that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love, and in order to occupy and distract himself without love he gives way to passions and coarse pleasures, and sinks to bestiality in his vices, all from continual lying to other men and to himself. The man who lies to himself can be more easily offended than any one. You know it is sometimes very pleasant to take offense, isn't it? A man may know that nobody has insulted him, but that he has invented the insult for himself, has lied and exagerated to make it picturesque, has caught at a word and made a mountain out of a molehill he knows that himself, yet he will be the first to take offense, and will revel in his resentment till he feels great pleasure in
it, and so pass to genuine vindictiveness.”

- Fyodor Dostoevsky 


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Ep 219: Above all, don't lie to yourself

This week on SOI:
- AI can’t do what humans do because humans aren’t reasonable (Rick Rubin) - https://www.instagram.com/p/DK4isVTz93G/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
- AI turns data into a conversation.
- Storytelling is our native language. 
- Hollow vs. Hallow
- What does it mean to feel good or bad
- T.S. Eliot, Hemingway, Fitzgerald
- We are a collection of identities, responsibilities, and titles
- Fatherhood as an act

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Ep 243: Be Unreasonable

This week on SOI:
- Matt’s mom Jeanenne joins the Shores
- Jeanenne’s journal that Mike read, and then named her “Poetgirl.”
- We are each an I, not a we. Gollam is a we.
- Poetgirl, poema
- We are either a male soul or a female soul
- We are each a poem written by God
- What has caused the revolt against sexuality
- What makes your life force increase, and what makes it decrease

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Jeanenne McCloskey - https://www.rivendellcounseling.com / https://merefemininity.substack.com/p/poetgirl
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Ep 244: We Are the Poiema, with Jeanenne McCloskey

Why is reality preferable to a dream? Vanilla Sky and The Matrix reflect our innate desire to be awake rather than asleep, despite the obvious appeal of the dream like state.

This week on SOI:
Europe and Trump
Vanilla Sky
The Matrix
What is real and what is not real?
Death and mourning, relationships don’t die
The bastardization of Truth
The Lord of the Rings
Why sacrifice and faith as necessary to live in reality
Colemak (Keyboard layout - https://colemak.com)
Shavian (English alphabet - https://shavian.info)

Ep 245: Vanilla Sky

This week on SOI:
- Life itself is an act of faith
- If we ask for what we want, will God give it to us?
- Opting into personal responsibility in the modern age
- Could we make parenting decisions without privation?
- Can you make art with out restraints?
- Writing in genres
- What will you sacrifice your life for?

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Ep 246: The cost of life is death

This week on SOI:
- Life from entropy
- Love your neighbor as yourself
- Drifting away from revelation
- Perception of tools and objects
- Your aim defines how you perceive your life
- Marriage, dating, and a culture of disposable things
- The Ouroboros - The feminine is what is, the masculine is what becomes 
- Have kids young - give your parents to your kids

Referenced links:
Richard Feynman (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifk6iuLQk28)
Entropy (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DxL2HoqLbyA)
Breath book (https://www.amazon.com/Breath-New-Science-Lost-Art/dp/0735213615)
The Origins and History of Consciousness (https://www.amazon.com/Origins-History-Consciousness-Mythos-Princeton/dp/0691163596)

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Ep 247: Where Does the Mass of a Tree Come From?

How can we protect ourselves from doing evil in the name of good?

“Above all, don't lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love.”
― Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

This week on SOI:
- AI vs Reality
- Travis Kelce and Taylor Swift
- The culture of compliant
- Is there a man behind the curtain?
- JFK, 9/11, Covid, and conspiracy theories
- Does evil exist?
- Evil is always done in the name of Good
- Buhdism vs Christianity
- The Chinese Farmer parable
- The Pieta - the good mother fails - the pieta by michelangelo
- The People of the Lie - https://www.amazon.com/People-Lie-Hope-Healing-Human/dp/0684848597

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Ep 248: How do I know my good is not evil?

- Isaac Asimov, Fiction, and the Future of AI
- How is trust built?
- How can we live in a world where we don’t know what’s true?
- Can robots feel pain?
- What is heartbreak?
- You need the Divine to functional experience anything
- Pretending to be good always deteriorates 
- Astrology as a replacement for spirituality
- Paradox: He who will save his life will lose it

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Ep 249: The functional need for the Divine

Remembering Charlie Kirk: The reverberations of his life and assassination in our culture.

“When people stop talking, really bad stuff starts” - Charlie Kirk
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/0vL5uZBLk7s

Charlie Kirk - https://x.com/charliekirk11
The rise of the Modern Self - https://www.amazon.com/Rise-Triumph-Modern-Self-Individualism/dp/1433556332
Cliffe knechtle - https://x.com/askcliffe?s=11
Colin Wright’s graph - https://x.com/SwipeWright/status/1966288413939659079

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Ep 250: When people stop talking, really bad stuff starts

This week on SOI:
- Will we ever know the reality of what’s happened?
- Reality isn’t a team sport
- What does it mean to pursue truth?
- What’s in between the fool and the prideful intellectual?
- Recursive injury
- Are humans purposefully diabolical?
- How does one become a monster?
- Forgiveness, and it’s rarity in our culture
- If he really knew what he was doing he wouldn’t have done it


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Ep 251: Reality isn’t a team sport

This week on SOI:
How’s it going? Is there a true answer to that?
Some people like to stay in suffering
Political (Oppositional validation)
Personal (fear of tradeoffs)
Intellectual (Falling in love with it - Gollum, Notes from Underground)
Death, grief, and the ways Michael and Matt process emotions.

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Ep 252: Who likes to suffer?!

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