Blue Dream

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[ MATERIALIZATION - I ]

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ivebeendrowning

Check out [ zalfos ] here :)= https://soundcloud.com/zzzalfos

[ zalfos ]

might just point my finger and go bang bang bang bang
when i drop my shit it fry their brains like a bomb bomb

tell that pussy boy hang loose like a noose is
i just brought the tool into the booth im a nuissance

i got rusted chips and faulty parts i'm a robot
when i hit the blunt my circuits smoke fuck i'm so hot

they say what they say, but what they do?
they don't do shit

when they want my words
it'll be a mil for my 2 cents

too sick
ghoul shit
boy we know you don't shoot shit

say you all on that new shit
but im just hearing some fool shit

listening to your thoughts it piss me off
that you think that you cool, bitch

i might pull up with the heat
and get away like i'm too slick


ice in my head and i can't stop it now
you're better off dead
and i could show you how

life in my hands and i can't drop it now
you're better off dead
and i could put you down

[COBRA - THE EXILE]

1 2 3, get the fuck round me, I been spitting out heat, and im shittin out beats, nah this life aint free, then ill just stack g's, produce hits with ease, get ur scope off me. 

I could fuck, your bitch, inside, the whip, but I, could really care less. 
I dont need no bitch, man fuck, this shit, I lust for killing myself.
I could make some, stupid, basic, shit, but I've been feelin myself
Imma raise the bar and show these fucks that I can do it myself. 

I dont care, if u hate me,
And I dont care, that ur angry. Bitch.
;)

>.< w/ [ zalfos ]

I've been getting stuck in. Time.
I dont really know whats been goin on in my mind, on in my mind, I dont know whats really wrong with me, baby, I dont know whats really been wrong with me lately, getting skewed memories.

Hide in my mind, hide on my mind.
I dont know whats really wrong with me, lately, I dont know whats really been wrong with me lately, got a skewed memory. 

Dancing with the devil, never planned to go to heaven, I've been spitting out poison because pains the greatest weapon, i get twisted with my method, turn my pain into a message, I manipulate these waves, all the walls are getting tested.

I'm that loose fit, lost kid, got no other option, toxic, cosmic, prophet fuckin walking, drexdsin watching, from the fuckin cosmics, bitch, disconnect from everything i do it fuckin often  

And I dont wanna waste my time cuz your here right now, 
And I dont wanna fuckin cry while ur here right now,
And i just wanna fuckin die cuz I'm here right now,
But, I aint gonna waste my time cuz ur here right now

And I dont really wanna fuck rn
Actually I been feelin really fuckin down
And I dont think that anything will help,
Anything will help. 

xoxo

I just dropped 5k up on the stu I gave up everything. Fuckit dropin out a school she want a wedding ring. Now she forcin me to fuckin run away, so imma leave cuz I aint never planned to stay. I just suffocate when you're right next to me. All your fuckin lies and no apology. Fuck this stupid phone can u stop calling me ? But you know I love when u crawl to me. 

I ran away with that blood on my hands. I can see clear now cuz i got a plan. I just keep killing these tracks left and right, make tracks then Molly then party all night.

People are evil and everyone's sick, killin each other just stackin that brick, its just unfortunate what can you do. Waste our potential just tryna act cool. 

You'll never fit in but nobody does, everyone's slow in the thick of the mud. I had a future, I threw it away. Waste my potential just chasing a game. But thats okay I just snap back real quick. I aint no fukboi controlled by my dick. Act like were equal treat you like a queen. But ur way of equal aint make me a king.

Like ask my self. Do I really wanna hang right now. Like ask my self. Why they never fuckin change oh well. Like ask my self. How much longer I can spend in hell. Like ask my self, whyd you ever fuckin leave ah well. 

Fuck it baby I've been makin money moves. But it takes a while and I won't even lie to you. I just dropped a tab and now im droppin college too. Fuck a normie rather form my thoughts in solitude.

Damn i love it when u callin out my name, smoke and skin its really drivin me to sane. 
Damn you wired deep inside my fuckin brain
Turns out shawty really changing up the game.

I see the stars everytime that i dream. Pastel and perfect its all that I need. Im dreamin lucid im all that I see. Everythings moving and calling to me.

Fuck my potential im workin it out. Fuck the whole system im burnin it down. Im not a drone I want fall to my knees. Workin for who when we don't have a queen.

ع˖⁺ ☁⋆ ୭ 𝕧𝕠𝕚𝕕𝕣𝕒𝕪𝕫 🕊.⋆｡⋆༶⋆˙⊹

Staring at this screen for 13 hours everyday, I aint got no fuckin money so I waste the time away, im just workin on my music somethings never fuckin change, then I play some fuckin games cause normal lifes a fuckin drain. Im just so tired of bullshit and it never goes away, everything goes on and on its kind of drivin me insane. I was thinking like, we could Runaway, I might need someone ill do it either way its okay. Thinkin bout the distance wonder what's out there, that I haven't seen, want new things to me. Like apologies, like the truth it seems, like alot of things, people bother me. My life was gray scale, now its just pastel, I feel like pascel. Running low on gas now. I did this before ya, now its just forsure ya, you just got me bored ya, hooked up to the chord ya (x2)

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ G̶⛧L̶⛧X̶Y̶ N̶E̶C̶R̶O̶P̶O̶L̶I̶S̶ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

if you elect me for president we can have a purge

I feel so tired just lie wide awake everynight wanna kill all the thoughts in my head.
I lay in bed with these demons around me they smile they know what I did. 
And if I could take it back you know I would. 
But its what way too late for that. 

Cause you murder me slowly, you murdered me slowly you murdered me slowly, just did what I wanted from u all this time under lights always burning my eyes you just lie and you lie till they're all on your side. 

It Feels like these walls just get close and closer

So dig ur knife into my skin I love this bliss. Where it all started idk won't reminisce 
Everything I've dones a mess. Fuck all this work all this stress.

Im just a parasite I leech off life got nothing worth to give. All that I am, is empty abyss, a part of the mist. But youre just my dark twisted fantasy can't u see everything set in stone right from the start. Like the end. And a knife in my heart

So murder me slowly just murder me slowly you know that I love when your inside my guts fill my stomach with cuts stretch the lines of my skin where my body begins.

I'm dying to know what it is up inside of your head. You fill me with dread

I feel so tired just lie wide awake everynight wanna kill all the thoughts in my head.
I lay in bed with these demons around me they smile they know what I did. 
And if I could take it back you know I would. 
But its what way too late for that.

murder me slowly

simulation of an angel in despair

Connection Issues

Petrified, I aint petrified, i aint scared to die. I aint scared to die. Electrified. Im electrified. And your in my mind girl your in my mind and its tearing me inside. 

Terrorize my mind i love it when u kill me slow. Kill me slowly with your words and worries and ill take that shit back home. 

Oh my God, she's fuckin murderous, she wanna eat my guts, so imma love her back and have a heart attack and fuckin run right back and im okay with that. 

I dont need no problems I got enough inside my head. And every moment with you makes me feel a little less dead

I'm stuck in my head
Stuck in my head

Its warm inside, just changed my life, think I could die right here right now. 

I dream of cocaine and ecstacy. But when ur next to me. Everything's okay,

I aint like that. Its okay. I know its like. Your okay. Know it was like that. Its always like that. Yeah I was like that too.

Are You Scared to Die?

Waste My Time Please

Right back. I want that shit right back. Want it right back, want it, want it, want it right back. I. Like that. I love it when you do it like that won't you drive me mad, when u do it like that yea it drives me mad. 

Want it right want it right want it right back. Yeah u know yeah u know that I like that. Its okay its okay it aint like that. Hide my face, Runaway, yeah im like that. 

3 am Im tryna vibe right now. 4 am I'm way too high oh well. 5 am I wanna die right now, 6 am im way too high right now. 

I got the razor that protects my fuckin heel, I can't be sure of what is fake and know whats real. I fall in love like way too fast but scared to feel. The thoughts buildup and multiply too much too real. 

I try to stop and Runaway but turn right back. I get caught up on something new replay that track. I got the fangs up on my hip cause I dont lack. Wont make collabs u got no taste ur shits straight wack

Plant a seed im moving slowly through the grape vine. Goin fast can't stop this train so imma make time. Got no story for myself I gotta make mine. I've been dreamin bout an angel yeah a straight dime. 

Want it right want it right want it right back. Yeah u know yeah u know that I like that. Its okay its okay it aint like that. Hide my face, Runaway, yeah im like that.

And I dont wanna go to clubs im not that guy. I wanna smoke waste my life and get real high. I wanna make a million bucks and then just die. U gon get got I won't get got cause I got mine. 

Don't check the clock dont run the block im overtime. Ill smoke my pot avoid the cops and hide my lies. Dont got not plot dont got no opps so ill just climb. I dream of cars and hella wap like all the time.

Right Back

Blue Takis and Red Diamond

I been dodgin suicidal thoughts inside my head
I been dodgin needles but im hanging from a thread
I reflect on everything on everything you said
And I been killin everytrack cause if not I'd be dead

Obstructed by myself I wish u well dont wish me well too
I did this to myself and by myself dont need no help i

Feel like I been trapped 
Feel like I been trapped 
Feel like I been trapped 
I feel like I been trapped. 

Obstructed by myself
I wish u well
I did this to myself
Dont need no help

I can't Runaway from motherfuckin paradise, yeah. 
And all these other mother fuckers they just parasites. 
And I can't Runaway from motherfuckin paradise. 
And all these other motherfuckers they just parasites. 

Holiday, in my brain, when im smokin the blunt.
Oh yuh
Paradise in my brain when im floating in the clouds
I can't Runaway from motherfuckin parasites
Im not scared I can't feel nothin, not the pain inside.

Magic Death Club

I was sitting by myself so high not a thought inside my mind. Cept the ones with you and me, I was stuck inside my dream. I got fantasies to see, its the only way I breath. I remember seeing red and green, 

I dont really care if its like that. I got other problems just like that. It aint nothin new its just like that, anything im doings on the right track. 

Dont have to tell me know its like that. Nothing seems to change its always like that. You don't have to call me fuckin right back, but I'd love if youd call me fuckin right back. 

Wanna take a trip with you
Off to Mars we on these shooms
Wanna hear the bass go boom
Lye together in my room. 

Broke again, float again, again.

I lost my way, I misbehave, my worlds so grey, my worlds so grey

And I tear apart myself sometimes. Cause im stuck inside my head, I dont wanna go to sleep most night, so I lay awake in bed. Had a dream about us late last night, so I lye awake instead, I dont been doing right so imma fill my fuckin head.

Hey baby won't you hit me right (x2)
Hey baby won't you hit me right back in my face
Baby hit me right
Why u do me so mad
Baby hit me right back (x2)

You're the one thats in my mind
You're my fantasy dream girl
You're the one that's in my head
And im smoking on this blunt
And im getting high as fuck
And you know that's all I want
Wanna chill and smoke this pot.  With you. Again.

Sleep Fantasies

Waves Returned

Starin at the screen all night, imma waste away my life. Its like 5 aclock, I fucking hate time, fuck the sun i hate the light. I'd choose darkness every time. So fuck the system, I hate these lies, I won't act like, im just blind. I won't close my eyes. I won't live your lie.

died inside my dream last night. To wake up because I chose life. Watch the clock and waste my time. Avoid the sun and shield the light. 

Round and round and round we go, like a love track on repeat. So you was just a leach, and you drained me all you need. 

I'm sick of just wasting my time. I fantasize ending my life. I want to open up my eyes. The ones that peirce straight through disguise. 

I might just fail but i won't quit. I'll ram my head straight through the shit. And those who hate suck on my dick. U better off ending it quick. 

So get the fuck up out my way. Im making art and your shits lame. Like why u think I hide my face? I'd get too big and suffocate.

Dopamine

Neon Ecstacy

I smoked alone again. I slept with an empty spot in my bed. Love the holes you left in my head. Like the hole u left in my bed. My head. My bed. There holes inside my head.

Everyone wantin a peice of the pie. Only the people who eat stay alive. Callin my phone but I never pick up u can't manipulate your way back in my life. 

I thought I showed u but actin blind. Act like u ride when you takin my side she wanna talk but she wastin my night I could always see through even smallest of lies.

I think about suicide in the whip, drivin the jeep off the side of a cliff, crossing the median into the shit thinkin bout all of these things since I was just a kid. 

I dont need help but I know somethings wrong. Feels like the staring is getting too long. Been like a year since I hit out a bong, cut out distractions and fill it with song

Mixed Signals

Right hand left turn ice cold wrist hurt. Who's that? Blue boy? Its me, chew toy. 

I dont really know how I feel about you got me stuck in my head and im up off these loops I dont know how much more melatonin I can take before I sleep forever. Forever. Forever. With you. 


シルビア

Crushin powder cause im feelin down, love the way im hearing sounds with no else around. Hit the blunt and then I go to town, damn im so faded I forgot what I was singing now. I got static in my fuckin head, all the white noise make me wish that I was fucking dead. Can't remember anything you did. I replaced my memories with dreams inside my bed. 

Every moment in my sleep is gold. And being woke is kind of getting old. I got talent that u can't control. Plus I already sold my fuckin soul. 
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I got 2 12's and they bump in the back, sawed off the end so it fits in the bag, she wanna suck on my dick like a hag but I can't be controlled like her tits when they sag
I say preposterous shit for a gag. Really I do all this shit for the bag. I smoke away all my pain into dabs, then I focus my research on heat in the lab. 

U say my mixing is weak cause u mad. U wouldn't know bout a hit if it smacked. Ur in denial and bitch cause u sad but im takin that shit and im throwing in back. U got bad energy your shit is whack. Punked by a kid got you switching your act. Always behind cause your shit always lacks. Where the passion and talent? just copy a track.

Crushin powder cause im feelin down, love the way im hearing sounds with no else around. Hit the blunt and then I go to town, damn im so faded I forgot what I was singing now. I got static in my fuckin head, all the white noise make me wish that I was fucking dead. Can't remember anything you did. I replaced my memories with dreams inside my bed. 



Static

⸸ ⛧ 𝖗𝖎𝖋𝖙𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖐 ⛧ ⸸

Lil pussy need a night light, cause he, cause he playin with his life like, i aint, i aint playin wit no mic live, cause I, i aint payin wit my life, I've. Got a problem with my psych, I, might just fuckin end my life, sike. Now the demons need a night light, cause im the devil in their life like, 

Imma do a flip flip on my fuckin neck neck, imma end up dead dead, cause im such a wreck wreck. Pussy money weed weed, that's shits all I need need. I just want that green green, im consumed by greed greed. 

I've been contracting affliction from idiots, fuck this pretentious shit not near my limit bitch I might be limitless. Fuck your opinion bitch, I aint need mixing tips u haven't balanced shit. Mad that they talentless, they might just copy this, 808 loud as shit, damn I just clowned a kid, music I married it, your straight embarrassing, mad it aint "fair" or shit, cry me a river bitch :)

Im addicted to this shit. And you can't ever make me quit. Cause I need no fuckin pitch. And plus I love it when you bitch. So imma kill my 808s, and imma push them in your face, if you don't like the things I say, then get the fuck up off my page. 

Don't give a fuck can't hear my voice, I did the mix that shits a choice, and if you can't tell what I say. Then read the lyrics... like what the fuck more do you need.. h. what do you. Are these fuckin dudes for real. YOU CANT HEAR WHAT IM SAYING, YoU CaNt hEaR wHaT iM sAyInG. Go fuck yourself. 


━━━⛧.*･｡ﾟ⸸･｡ﾟ*.

Pumpin all this venom in my veins. Nothing else will ever be the same. Love it when the toxin hits my brain. I still have like everything to gain. 

Why they never get the message. Why they always overstepping. Finna trigger my depression. Why they always underreppin. Pretty soon im finna step in. I won't lie like I aint next in. But I won't stop and that's my weapon. Well yeah there's that and then compression. 

Venom deep inside my fuckin veins, I dont wanna fuckin feel a thing, everytime I hear her fuckin sing, I wanna put a bullet in my fuckin brain. I dont want no fuckin wedding ring. Married music this the only thing. Everything else just a fuckin drain. Anything else equals fucking pain 

C31H56N3O21P3S

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Bitch I pity thee, im the centipede, she the centerpiece, its just sin i need, please don't to bend to me. You gon member me, as a simile, like her killin me. 

I cant stay awake. I cant tell whats fake.
I can't stay awake. What the fuck is fake. 
Took a sleeping pill, I can't tell whats real.
Took a sleeping pill, what the fuck is real.

Everything gray, push it away, so many lames, so many fakes, how many clones, how many drones, how many foes, God this shit blows, fuck it more snow, fuck it more dro, fuck it more bowls, fuck it more coal, ice in my soul, carve out a hole. 

I'm sippin death tonight, i been in bed with life, she was a parasite, I took away her light, really I pity thee, but im still centipede, she was the centerpiece, now she just dead to me.

I cant stay awake. I cant tell whats fake.
I can't stay awake. What the fuck is fake. 
Took a sleeping pill, I can't tell whats real.
Took a sleeping pill, what the fuck is real.

𝙄 𝙋𝙄𝙏𝙔 𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙀

Pass out under pressure. I got blood up on my. On my sweatshirt. Imma claw until my bones hurt, I dont want your fucking shelter. Sad that I had fucking helped you, I wish that I had never met you, and now im always under weather, I wish I dealt with shit way better. Your just wasting my time, I cant do nothing right. Self reflect? What a lie. All my fault. Everytime. Take some drugs, make it right. Take some pills. Fucking die. I'll fucking die. I fucking die. Fucking die.

glass [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

I aint, no fuck, boy I, cant fuck with you. 
Stole all my shit now, im in the rear view. 
She wanna suck the blood out my neck too
I let the demon out in the bedroom

Strap a bomb, to my back, 808, heart attack, stab a knife, in my chest, open up, who is dat? Is da man, wit a plan, wit sum bud, in his hands. Oh no no, who again, its dat bitch, with my bands. 

Fuck that shit, ride the wave, all this shit, sound the same. All this shit, in the way, all my shit, in the grave. (X4)

Strap a bomb, to my back, 808, heart attack, stab a knife, in my chest, open up, who is dat?

Fuck that shit, ride the wave, all this shit, sound the same. All this shit, in the way, all my shit, in the grave. (X4)

vibranium

Fade away again
Back to where I live
Deep inside my head
When im in my bed.

Make a fantasy
While I fall asleep
Wake up in my dream
Picture anything

I crash and burn
I hope it hurts
I wish you worst
Can't lift this curse.

Everythings forgiven I dont want no fake apology. Living in the past is such a drain it always follows me. I just keep expanding im still going towards infinity. Ill give everything ill even throw away my sanity. 

Make a fantasy
While I fall asleep
Wake up in my dream
Picture anything

starmetal

nanobyte

Champagne dreams, got that champagne gleam, when im trippin over Lucy on the champagne beam. Want that s13, in that all black jeep. u won't hear a fuckin thing because the whole squad creep. I just stack up hits, all my shots can't miss, i cant cash out on some chains and I can't wife no bitch. Want that blacked out tint, in that blacked out whip, you can't see a thing inside and shawty ass all bent. 

808, fat as fuck, an it bump, in da trunk, with dat kick, so it hit, and yo bitch, so its lit. Wit da clique, and a clip, put some ice, on my wrist, put some ice, on yo bitch, put some ice, on my lip



silver

100 days clean till I met a bitch. Underground king im the meta bitch. 
U don't know me ye ud never bitch
I dont drink lean but im swervin bitch
I dont waste time on stupid shit
U gon waste time on some stupid shit
U got no mind on some stupid shit
U got no grind on some stupid shit

corrodium

quantium

They're inside you're mind and there's no where left to hide. In the past but not behind. 
I can never make shit right. Can't deny the fact that I, never took a fuckin stand. Maybe I just really need something like a helping hand

Yeah I try to change but I eat myself alive.
All this emptiness man it got me terrified. Try to fit some truth deep in every single lie.
Imma parasite im just leeching off their life.

Its always ahead, that thing in your in head, that's callin to you. It wishes you dead. 

Yeah its in the thing you do, yeah in the you way move, yeah the way you move so loose, yeah its in the way you groove. I dont what turn went wrong, on this path for way too long. Where the fuck do I belong? Always trapped inside these songs. And I might be here alone. In my room or on my phone. Might just waste away inside. Im just wasting all my time. 

empty/heart

forever/ever

Melt away again. I just play pretend

Phasing in and out of sleep I dont know what to do. 

I've been stuck in loops. And on the thought of you. You.

I'm not sure what to do, 

im not sure what to do with you the thoughts of you they bring me gloom im stuck inside my doom

Stuck in my room, stuck on my doom, stuck over you, stuck in these loops. Stuck on the moon. Stuck here with you.

loops/loops

wait/why

I miss the sight of, you walking away. Im always bored, nothin happened today. She loved to give, then she taketh away. Its all in my mind, seeing blackness in grey. 

She always said, your life is the fee, for fuckin with me, I take what I need, why you couldnt see? Its nothing to me, its nothing to me. Its nothing to me.

You don't need to waste your time we all go to hell. There aint fucking nothing next but the blackest well. I was seeing red and green couldn't feel my self. I was on a downward swing couldn't care bout health. 

I'm stuck inside a machine. I need no longer to breath. Toxic the air, I never cared, already lived half of my years. Piss on your grave, fuck on the game. Its all of the same, its all of the same.

You don't need to waste your time we all go to hell. There aint fucking nothing next but the blackest well. I was seeing red and green couldn't feel my self. I was on a downward swing couldn't care bout health. 

I aint gonna waste my time no more, you aint gotta waste your time no more. everything you burn it all down what for? Fuck it guess you burnt it all down what more? 

[ COBRA - THE EXILE ]

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