Happy Halloween w/ Xaxanity [Neio]

slow ballade of broken dolls #freestyle [p. 1stress]

wintr - mythomania

needles in my arms ft snuffcide (ldlad)

disoc8 - WALKING LIKE A ZOMBIE (2022) (disoc8)

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@avoidr
idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

@xannndera
idk where u been
idk where u at
feeling fucked up
everyday i lose my sight
u dont know how to act
smoke a blunt every night
u can tell me what u got
u been stuck up in my fucking mind
i dont wanna fucking lose u
im so obsessed
u wanna kill me do u?
u took my breath
the pain inside my chest
u can bite into my neck
cus its never been the same

@avoidr
its never been the same
oh girl ur not ashamed
cuz ur damaged in your brain
from the xans in your way
a junkie all along 
taking pills everyday
when u poppin all night long
bitch you will never be okay

idk if i can do this anymore
my menal health is so low would u save me now
when u left me idk where u went
is is part of the plan, girl is it part of the plan, aah
why would u leave me like that?
when u play with my heart
taking xans every night
bitch i dont feel alright
do u not have a heart
too much pills im running far
taking drugs on the day
i do this cuz im not okay

lose you

lose you (feat. xandera)

prod @cholorofilm

lyrics

dance alone i cut up
popping tabs i fell in love
cant get out
its my fault
dawn to crawl
youre beautiful
falling down mascara
youre so pretty when youre hurt
i can never, really hope i was enough
break my heart, break again
i dont wanna follow that
need a friend, different
you gonna lose your boyfriend
woke up and i hate it
every light faded
you can never change me
im scared to lose my baby

shes a prtty littl corpse wit da ribbons on her head
black out mess i can do it all again
it feels good to be true
youre still stuck in my heart
i will never love again
i wish u were in my arms
youre so pretty when u cry
wit that makeup on ur face
pretty little bitch my anorexic disgrace

rotting, youll never find my body
im dead and im sorry
ill never be anybody
find me, all i need
find me, the more i bleed
i can feel it, on my skin
you were all, i ever need

i wont ever fcking leave cuz u the one love
puttin molly in my cup so i dont feel alone
bby hold my razor blades i gott cut so fcking deep
crystals up my nose, i feel like i am a snow machine
scars fulfill my body, cut me in rary
bitch i gotta overdose im walkin like a zombie
ready up my cutlerey, my eyes turn into shadows
bby im a junkie, i dont even make the dose
i dont need ur fcking lies, bby yeah u break my spine
crystals up my nose, i feel like i am a snow machine 


blackout mess #sorry w/ vampyrska (teeth)

@avoidr
i wna see u more
see you rotten to the core
wna see u more
u wna see me on the floor
wna see me more
n i hate u for the guts
cnt u see that im enough
dnt u see that im enough

i js wanna kill u
slit my wrist n feel u
i js wanna end u
put u in the trenches

i hate evry single thing that u do
n i wish i cld erase u from my life evryday
its alr im okay, its alr im okay
and with evry single option that u take
i cant behave..
i feel betrayed
looking for u in evry place that u go
shallow i be creepin w my squad
n im alone yeah
heart still never even know ya
look inside da mirror
i see faces i dont know yea
think abt u evry day that im alone
evry second wasted on my own
cuz im so alone
kill u kiss u i cnt decide
when i see u alive, when i see u alive

i wna cut you
i wna kill you
i wna put u in a bodybag n fill u
ill stream it on live leak
posting everything
everybodys tryna like it
i js fade away..

kill u #rotten (avoidr)

feel like jack skinny model
she was murdered in the hotel
i feel dead i feel so hollow 
need a spare i need to borrow
candy got me fucked up
i dont really gaf
drug me up cut me up
i will never be enough
left me down at the cross
and they love me omg
lights are flashing
i look depressing :(
leave me alone i forgot 
leave me dead like a dog
non stop cut me off
bae i fkn love it all

feel like jack skinny model
she was murdered in the hotel
i feel dead i feel so hollow
need a spare i need to borrow
lights flashing im a model
i dont need ur sorrow
shes dead or shes loyal
theres no hurt tomorrow
feel like dying im sorry
bby cut my body
strangle me i wanna bleed
youre everything i fkn need
i can never fkn change
put a bullet on my brain
feel alone, so fkn done
life seemed so fun

i dont want a fcking bitch, y'all put me in ditch
im tweaking off this pills i jus wanna be rich
meine freundin die kriegt nix, ich will alles für mich
creepin through da forest, meet up w a fcking witch
i dont wanna go, bby give me more
yeah we flip a lot of candy, eyes full of love
i feel so fucked up, let the smoke fulfill my lungs
u abuse amphetamine u're not w us

snuffcide x vampyrska - skinny model freestyle #lookdepressing (ilybeam)

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