Girl ate so hard with the first half she couldn’t think of anything to top it for the second half

착하면 된다는 헛소리 마라 니가 원하는 내 모습 봐라 종이한장이라도 보태봐라 내가내가 되는건 얼마나 고통인지 알아 나를 만든건 바로 너뿐 김치 마녀가 된 아픔 그냥 즐겨 너무 늦었어 Boom boom and a doom doom

History

Fingers Crossed

All you do is complain
'Bout the things you lost some years ago, babe
Step on all those memories 'cause they're deadweight
But absorb the message, apply the lesson
When we die we take no possessions, no

You know it's hard when you hold me like that
Falling too deep and it brings you right back, oh-oh
If they were the lost one, maybe I'm the found one
You'll never catch a rainbow focused on an old storm

In the lost and found, in ​the lost and found
You'd be surprised what you would find
Someone's trash is another one's gold prize
Love is a risk, they are combined
But deny the rhapsody in our eyes

Pick up the pace
Eyes off all your losses and the past pain
Don't be scared of holding onto new things
I know you're jaded and a lil frustrated
Not everybody will treat you like they did

It must be hard not to act like that
How you gonna trust when you never learned that? Oh-oh
If they were the lost one, maybe I'm the found one
You'll never catch a rainbow focused on an old storm

In the lost and found, in ​the lost and found
You'd be surprised what you would find
Someone's trash is another one's gold prize
Love is a risk, they are combined
But deny the rhapsody in our eyes

Romanticizing short encounters is a coping mechanism
For past wounds
Fear infest the marrow of your body
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

In the lost and found, in ​the lost and found
You'd be surprised what you would find
Someone's trash is another one's gold prize
Love is a risk, they are combined
But deny the rhapsody in our eyes

Lost & Found

The fish always sleep in, they swim in piles like the sheep
And the shepherd's drunk off the feeling
Of power, scheming and stealing
I got a shell that's protective, I swim alone, it's the best thing
My aura's been through finessing, I don't need to impress you
My value's too high, you think you can afford it?
When your water's so dry and you're lacking abundance
I'm not talking 'bout your pockets, yeah, your wallet means nothing
I'm talkin' spiritual wealth, how did your heart get so hardened?

Pearl in a sea full of clown fish
Iridescent when I shine 'cause I'm that bitch
Ballin' and we stay baroque, oh-oh
Baby, I'm born from the inner protection
Crystallized carefully to perfection
Hold me to your chest so close

Not just expensive but patient, it took me years to create it
Something so ostentatious that Judas found me allegious
Cover them with my graciousness, they wound me, I'm healing it
And fuck it, I heal them too, what mother of pearl would do
Pay respects to my process, I'm the oyster, the farmer
I'm the pearl that is harvested, polished, pampered and promised
Then I'm sold as a product to all the jewelry shoppers
The cliché couples who want me to fix all their problems

Pearl in a sea full of clown fish
Iridescent when I shine 'cause I'm that bitch
Ballin' and we stay baroque, oh-oh
Baby, I'm born from the inner protection
Crystallized carefully to perfection
Hold me to your chest so close

Mother of Pearl

Can't sleep, I won't eat
You're perishing before me
I'm panicked and rot at the core

Your words, they still haunt me
Like shadows on the concrete
The pain spreads like vines in my bones

Don't tell me that you're gone far away like that
I thought the distance was a string that would lead us back
Now I'm in the middle contemplating what my fickle
Heart really gained from the way that I left it with you

Death has come, it knocks on my door like a stalker
Don't answer, answer
My ego won, I'd put the pieces back but I burned all my chances

Took our time for granted, oh
The knife keeps twisting
So much I'm regretting, oh
Next time, I'll listen

I hide in your corners, peak over your shoulders
It's strange how you're missing me now

Heart's breaking 'cause I'm gone far away like that
You thought the distance was a string that would lead us back
Now you're in the middle contemplating what your fickle
Heart really gained from the way that you left it with me

Death has come, it knocks on my door like a stalker
Don't answer, answer
My ego won, I'd put the pieces back but I burned all my chances

Took our time for granted, oh
The knife keeps twisting
So much I'm regretting, oh
Next time, I'll listen

Death V2

I put the seeds down thinking they would grow sprouts
You brought the sun out, watered all my past droughts
Never would assume you'd consume all the fruit then just drop out
Didn't wanna grow, there's a cop out
Pulling all the roots and the crops out

You should cultivate more patience
Bit the apple when temptation hit
Blamed it on your inexperience
Never gonna change if you don't practice it, ah-ah

Left me all by myself to let the garden grow
Planted a seed and ran
Hey, where'd the water go?
Lay me on a bed of dead roses though
Dug out a hole and sowed, that's where your body goes

Garden, it won't grow
Tied the hose, off you go
Next time you jump the gun, better be walking slow
Garden, it won't grow
Tied the hose, off you go
Next time you jump the gun, better be walking slow

You don't belong here, fucking up my fresh air
I was on my hands and knees, you were in a lawn chair
Pissing on the soil that you spoiled, I was loyal to a coward
You were just a thorn on my flower
You checked out, I was putting in the hours

You should cultivate more patience
Bit the apple when temptation hit
Blamed it on your inexperience
Never gonna change if you don't practice it, ah-ah

Left me all by myself to let the garden grow
Planted a seed and ran
Hey, where'd the water go?
Lay me on a bed of dead roses though
Dug out a hole and sowed, that's where your body goes

Garden, it won't grow
Tied the hose, off you go
Next time you jump the gun, better be walking slow
Garden, it won't grow
Tied the hose, off you go
Next time you jump the gun, better be walking slow

Garden

You're always gonna say it, but you're never gonna do it
And if we're being honest, man, you really put me through it
I'm gonna breathe it out next time we scream and shout

And I'm not like your other types, you know I'll put up a fight
Not because I want to, just because it ain't right
To cut me with your words and think I won't be hurt

Under the desk
I'm never gonna leave in the mess
If I tell you what I need please address
Don't sweat, don't sweat, don't sweat

And over the top
I know you think I'm being a lot
I'm just tryna find the solution
Don't stress, don't stress, no stressin'

I'm not in the mood to duck your punches
Your mouth moves like running water
Or a fucked up forest fire
(You hide it well beneath your smile)

Future looks so good when you're like taffy
Soft and lovin', gets you goodies
Keep it balanced, keep it groovy

Under the desk
I'm never gonna leave in the mess
If I tell you what I need please address
Don't sweat, don't sweat, don't sweat

And over the top
I know you think I'm being a lot
I'm just tryna find the solution
Don't stress, don't stress, no stressin'

Don't dress it up, tell me the raw and real
I can't mind read how you feel
Open your throat
I'm gonna climb in to catch what you said to me
Your tongue is as, as cutting as, as a machete

Under the desk
It's pretty vulnerable, I confess
You're always safe with me
So don't stress, don't stress, don't stress

And over the top
I know you think I'm being a lot
I'm trying to find the solution, no stressin'

Under the desk
I'm never gonna leave in the mess
If I tell you what I need please address
Don't sweat, don't sweat, don't sweat

And over the top
I know you think I'm being a lot
I'm just tryna find the solution
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress

I'm not in the mood to duck your punches
Your mouth moves like running water
Or a fucked up forest fire
(You hide it well beneath your smile)

Future looks so good when you're like taffy
Soft and lovin', gets you goodies
Keep it balanced, keep it groovy

Under The Desk

Flowers by me, all the bodies crying
It's too late to say their goodbyes now
Head is buried too deep under concrete
Tombstone hanging like I'm still there

Follow my footsteps, I'm not gone
Hear me as I scream out loud
Tell you things you need to know
All the times you wished that you had called

I'm not stressin' bout it now
I'm always here, don't think that I am dead
I'm alive, a flicker of the lights off
Tell you that you're mine still
Sorry if I scared you
All of the times you heard a creek in the night
Held onto your pillow tight
I'm not dead, just expired

Flowers by me, all the bodies crying
It's too late to say their goodbyes now
Head is buried too deep under concrete
Tombstone hanging like I'm still there

Follow my footsteps, I'm not gone
Hear me as I scream out loud
Tell you things you need to know
All the times you wished that you had called

I'm not stressin' bout it now
I'm always here, don't think that I am dead
I'm alive, a flicker of the lights off
Tell you that you're mine still
Sorry if I scared you
All of the times you heard a creek in the night
Held onto your pillow tight
I'm not dead, just expired

Dead
I'm alive, a flicker of the lights off
Tell you that you're mine still
Sorry if I scared you
All of the times you heard a creek in the night
Held onto your pillow tight
I'm not dead, just expired

Clockwork

Melanie Martinez

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