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dragon dance! (prod. pastnight)

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
I'm afraid of showing all these emotions
cause I'm scared you'll run away
They're telling me to go through the motions
but every day is the fucking same
don't call for me, don't fall for me
you'll only waste your breath so
please don't trust in me, don't love on me
cause you'll end up with less

feel it's for the best if I lay down the mic
music is my passion but I'm not the type
over analyzing shit like captain price
mind is scrambled like a pack of bats in the dead of night
take em out or let em pass, I won't waste no time with that
everything you do is minimal and I'm a heart attack
i'm real, every verse is real and I don't hide no shit
even though I should so my family doesn't notice shit
all I got is love for the ones that keep me up
shout out all my fans and my friends you know we next up
we don't talk alot and that's part of my destruction
I've been super selfish hiding feelings in the dungeon
pump me full of tranquillizer, feed me all the lead you wanna
I got fucking nothing to give back to anyone i'm gonna
scream out loud, let it be known I'm not proud
of this emptiness allowed, in this body I let down yeah

I'm afraid of showing all these emotions
cause I'm scared you'll run away
They're telling me to go through the motions
but every day is the fucking same
don't call for me, don't fall for me
you'll only waste your breath so
please don't trust in me, don't love on me
cause you'll end up with less

waste your breath ft. venom (prod. venom)

@leavecaspyalone x @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
waiting for something to change in my life
problems arising, avoiding what's right
i can sit and think 
about a path i need to travel down
execute temptation
there's a better way than fuck around

afternoon vibing
i've been plastered on the couch again
i just sleep around that depression fucking crippling
logging into discord i'm ignoring all my friends and kids
but it's nothing personal i love em, i'm not feeling it

insecurities  have got me limited, it's nothing new
i just want to be myself
but people flock away as soon
i open my mouth, what the fuck is that about?
keep it up, can't control 
the sewage pouring from my mouth

i know you've been crying
when i'm at work in the freezer
best believe, i got the treatment
for the loneliness your feeling
that's the problem though right?
missing lover boy i, feel the same real talk
feel the struggle at night

terrified of disappointing you 
i have this paranoia 
i know you won't cheat
but fuck my thoughts they like to lie about ya
i don't want no other
i won't push on, i'm a goner
in the gutter, swear i love her
forget chaos you bring order

severed bones and a few missing organs
left my heart in my room cuz it's safe there
the thoughts in my head are the wardens
protecting me from a botched love affair 
extracting my soul like a torrent
i wanna get out of this nightmare
every night another anxiety attack
my brain is to blame while my heart feels like thumb tacks

afternoon vibing
i've been plastered on the couch again
i just sleep around that depression fucking crippling
logging into discord i'm ignoring all my friends and kids
but it's nothing personal i love em, i'm not feeling it

insecurities  have got me limited, it's nothing new
i just want to be myself
but people flock away as soon
i open my mouth, what the fuck is that about?
keep it up, can't control 
the sewage pouring from my mouth

recluse ft. caspy (prod. emptyvenom)

cobblestone (prod. emptyvenom)

@pastnight

lyrics-
flesh eater
crawl up out the ether
face beneath her
i'm a product of a
idiotic mother fucking creature
sign me up, ripping it up
kicking me down? joining the fun
if you are loud, don't come around
i'ma put rounds, into you son

flesh eater
crawl up out the ether
face beneath her
i'm a product of a
idiotic mother fucking creature
sign me up, ripping it up
kicking me down? joining the fun
if you are loud, don't come around
i'ma put rounds, into you son

people talking, i don't hear the words
but man i know it's me, anxiety a bull
i need some xanax to control the beast
a beauty on her hands and knees
sucking dick religiously, sloppy toppy
servicing my wand i call her dobby dobby dobby dobby
laughter is the key to happiness
yet i still feel the same
total disregard for safety
bitches call me david blaine
perceptive, what you can't explain
tear apart the veil away, i'm hell engraved
my soul ablaze, incinerate like any day

soft spoken
but i'm quick to hop no fucking joking
ADHD, blood is flowing
never calm, i topple over
watch me, panic inside, manifest lies
daggering eyes, gripping a nine
scared of what awaits me at the end
i'm close to taking mine

soft spoken
but i'm quick to hop no fucking joking
ADHD, blood is flowing
never calm, i topple over
watch me, panic inside, manifest lies
daggering eyes, gripping a nine
scared of what awaits me at the end
i'm close to taking mine

introvert, do your worst
skin burn hot when i enter church
belligerent fuck all the clowns on the internet
you don't have nothing of interest, irritate me
pistol in heat, after i bust i get up and i leave
i'm not the brightest but bitch i can think
handle my business, and fill up the bank bank bank bank
versatile, beast boy on the track
go bull to sewer rat
invasive species, different person weekly
switch like surfing tv, stations
mind is racing, all the problems that i'm facing
got my facial expressions
so fucking numb and depressing

flesh eater
crawl up out the ether
face beneath her
i'm a product of a
idiotic mother fucking creature
sign me up, ripping it up
kicking me down? joining the fun
if you are loud, don't come around
i'ma put rounds, into you son

flesh eater
crawl up out the ether
face beneath her
i'm a product of a
idiotic mother fucking creature
sign me up, ripping it up
kicking me down? joining the fun
if you are loud, don't come around
i'ma put rounds, into you son

flesh eater (prod. pastnight)

@pastnight

lyrics-
keep in touch, that's up to you
i don't text first, not in the mood
stop capping bitch you hate me too
we both know well you fucking do

don't worry about me, i'ma live forever
i'ma real dumb bitch, but i'm nasty clever
all the ties that i had with my fam is severed
i don't trust anyone but the few i treasure i'm a

bastard, bad son
i don't want you back bro
feeling like bane
i'ma crackle that backbone
real though love
nah abuse, i'm a asshole
reach for the sky 
pray out loud with your eyes closed

yeah, eyes closed on the track
all these bars are fucking wack
i'm so tight you want me huh

dylan the rippa
nobody count on me
lose every day 
i cant handle my money
fucking her throat 
then i cum on her tummy
belly button a jacuzzi for cummy

dylan the rippa
nobody count on me
lose every day 
i cant handle my money
fucking her throat 
then i cum on her tummy
belly button a jacuzzi for cummy

do i work hard? nah nah fuck no
i just sit at my desk and i play on my phone
got mortal kombat, come and catch a case
i'ma rip these beats like a young ed gein

no wonder nobody want nothing to do with me
i don't want nothing to do with me either
i stay in my lane and i'm minding my business 
i'm masking the pain and i'm pushing my limits i'm

scared of the future
i keep it tucked on me
i'm fucking my bitch 
while i'm watching toonami
don't act up, i don't wanna blast ya
talking like a bitch i'ma rip that ass up

yeah i'ma rip that ass up 
call me daddy haha yuh
you're so cute but fucking trash

i'm in the background
no matter the function
hiding from people
my method of coping
never productive
i'm losing my focus
might just resort 
to the pills and the potion

i'm in the background
no matter the function
hiding from people
my method of coping
never productive
i'm losing my focus
might just resort 
to the pills and the potion

backbone (prod. pastnight)

@caustyk

lyrics-
take your your opinion and shove it
people that know me, know i don't take nothing
hide in the scene like a snow leopard
you are not built to survive in this cold weather
acting like a dipshit, i don't really know better
black beretta to my skull cap, oh brotha
here we go again with the sad shit, classic
i don't get to chose what i feel just have it, tragic

aye
proud little cumsult
wiggle around with my tongue In her dumptruck
beep beep beep
better park it up on me
face full of ass like a occupied car seat
was that original? probably not
no offense your opinions don't matter alot
there's a dagger inside of me, entered my stomach
i'm coughing up blood and i'm passing my urine

listen to no one, they're after you
drop all that attitude, fore' i get after you
running my mouth like a cockatoo
go suck a cock or two
abusing my power like coppas do unh
i don't fear death, i've been looking for it
i don't fear god, he a lame what you praying for?
i'm at deaths door with my rifle
pop it with my eyes closed
take the fuckas head clean off like oswald

lick it up, gastley
paralyze foe on contact
you don't want to run that, dial it back
'fore i bust on your face like a cumrag oh
eww, being myself
if i offend you then fuck how you felt, dog
staring you down in my acog
you don't got nothing to say? aww

feeling like nobody want me
the hole in my chest is surprisingly harming
i don't wanna die, is that a cap?
idk all the lil details in fact
i'm overwhelmed, overwhelmed
i don't really know right now
all the problems in my soul 
got me so wiped out, i can't hold my ground
i'm alone right now. i'ma go lay down 
hell pull me down

feeling like nobody want me
the hole in my chest is surprisingly harming
i don't wanna die, is that a cap?
idk all the lil details in fact
i'm overwhelmed, overwhelmed
i don't really know right now
all the problems in my soul 
got me so wiped out, i can't hold my ground
i'm alone right now. i'ma go lay down 
hell pull me down

ACOG (prod. caustyk)

disconnected (prod. junoes)

@pastnight

lyrics-
last resort, how they treating me
really wanna feel, like i mean something
hard boy to love, what you need from me?
guess i just can't see, what you see in me
i'm a hard headed childish cynical cobra
infecting you with pestilence cause loving me is torture
not my intention but that doesn't matter
sever the head of the serpent, hydra

even my family want nothing to do with me
i ain't done nothing but lack in maturity
i ain't hurt no one but myself exclusively 
i just want someone to want me, truthfully
i feel alone but I know I got people that want me
that love me, that need me around 
but my thoughts are outrageous and lie to me
head is at war with my heart and i'm fighting for peace
but my body is breaking down bad as we speak
muscles are turning so fragile and weak
tired, but wired my god I can't sleep
eyes fucking burn and my retinas bleed
i'm posessed, bitching like an incel with no sex
couldn't be me, gothic shawty using both hands 
but I don't feel a fucking thing cause I'm broken
dissociate, I wish I lived more in the moment

i don't want to speak to you
cause I know deep down I can't lie to you
yeah my mood stay dropping but I'm fighting through
i don't wanna see another fucking day
where I'm nothing but a god damn

last resort, how they treating me
really wanna feel, like i mean something
hard boy to love, what you need from me?
guess i just can't see, what you see in me
i'm a hard headed childish cynical cobra
infecting you with pestilence cause loving me is torture
not my intention but that doesn't matter
sever the head of the serpent, hydra

real talk
why you hmu if you dead to me?
only time your name pops up is in therapy
crocodile tears, like a threat on the internet
it don't mean a thing to me, stick inside your lane homie
crying is something that i cannot manage
it hurts me so much cause I lack the expression
crave the release but my trauma corroding
my body, my soul, and my mental is frozen
been a little bit since I rapped but I'm back again
i been at work, in my head and it's raveling
need a friend to lean on but u don't want me coming in
yeah my demons leak out but it's fucking comforting
for me, probably not meant for you
guess I'm built different i don't fuck with who you praying to
respect the religion, but hate the idea
of a god that has love for me but won't appear

i don't want to speak to you
cause I know deep down I can't lie to you
yeah my mood stay dropping but I'm fighting through
i don't wanna see another fucking day
where I'm nothing but a god damn

last resort, how they treating me
really wanna feel, like i mean something
hard boy to love, what you need from me?
guess i just can't see, what you see in me
i'm a hard headed childish cynical cobra
infecting you with pestilence cause loving me is torture
not my intention but that doesn't matter
sever the head of the serpent, hydra

hydra (prod. pastnight)

@pastnight

lyrics-
tend to think I'm stupid cause i act dumb
don't apply myself much I'm inactive
i don't want to try if i don't have to
i can't find no motivation fuck it, i'll just stay up late 
and do nothing, fuck I miss my cousin
he passed away not long ago and dammit, I've been suffering
he was like a brother to me man I fucking loved him
so rest in peace Blake, i really hope you're up in heaven
even though i don't believe in it, i hope the best for you
seeing all the people at your funeral
invested in your life and so attached to you
made me want to switch with you bring you back to life 
and throw myself away
It's not like my life ever meant much to me anyway
i would die right now if that meant you could see the day
didn't wake up from that coma even though I prayed
i was crying standing still in a frozen state

please god wake him up huh
like man what the fuck, i need answers
out of everything, kidney failure?
this man was really loved and you plagued him with everything you could huh? fuck you I'm so hateful
there's not a single thing you could do to get the pain from
the fucking hole inside my chest bleeding i'ma break from
i really hope I meet him again, but i don't think so
if heaven is real, i know I'm hell bound
maybe i can see him one last time before i'm sent down
as of now i got your hoodie with me that i wear around
just to feel you close to me. i hope that i don't let you down
i can't express, the fucking thoughts in my head
we didn't talk recently, but i love you to death
why the fuck is this happening? make it make sense
i'm losing every bit of faith in a god i had left

tend to think I'm stupid cause i act dumb
don't apply myself much I'm inactive
i don't want to try if i don't have to
i can't find no motivation fuck it, i'll just stay up late 
and do nothing, fuck I miss my cousin
he passed away not long ago and dammit, I've been suffering
he was like a brother to me man I fucking loved him
so rest in peace Blake, i really hope you're up in heaven
even though i don't believe in it, i hope the best for you
seeing all the people at your funeral
invested in your life and so attached to you
made me want to switch with you bring you back to life 
and throw myself away
It's not like my life ever meant much to me anyway
i would die right now if that meant you could see the day
didn't wake up from that coma even though I prayed
i was crying standing still in a frozen state

kidney failure (prod. pastnight)

@pastnight x "telmation" on IG & YT

lyrics-
If you can't communicate then get the fuck away from me
tired of the antics always damaging my energy
gaslighting me like wtf I thought we had something
how are you accusing me of shit I never had in me
If you can't communicate then get the fuck away from me
tired of the antics always damaging my energy
gaslighting me like wtf I thought we had something
how are you accusing me of shit I never had in me

leave me in the past you ain't hitting up my phone
only people close to me are living in my home
family never think of me until we near the holidays
i am but a ghost to my loved ones nowadays
speak to me, girl just speak to me
express your problems, It's not meant to be
if you feel the need to hide your trauma 
let it build for weeks, till that shit release and start some drama
what you need from me? what you need from me? I'm begging baby please

i don't know how you expect for me to be so comforting
when i can't tell like half the time what's even fucking happening 

pastnight-
she don't wanna talk no more
my phone i'm blocked, ignored
and i know lovin me's a chore
but why'd you make me want more
why you wanna pull me in
just to push away
here we fucking go again
just a different day
if you really wanted him
then tell me why'd you stay
if you really wanted him
then tell me why'd you stay
i guess i was convenient for the
way i came in your life no reason
saw you couldn't have him 
you picked me instead
used me as a replacement for the stress
and i know why
its cause you don't like me just my type
manipulatable minds
every time we get into a fight
you run to him and you cry

we need to get past this all this bullshit that's been affecting us
i just want you happy with me but I know I'm not enough

If you can't communicate then get the fuck away from me
tired of the antics always damaging my energy
gaslighting me like wtf I thought we had something
how are you accusing me of shit I never had in me
If you can't communicate then get the fuck away from me
tired of the antics always damaging my energy
gaslighting me like wtf I thought we had something
how are you accusing me of shit I never had in me

speak to me ft. pastnight (prod. telmation)

prod-
"prod.hypnotize" on IG & YT

lyrics-
I'm the reason
you sprint up the stairs when you turn off the lights
I'm the dogman
peering through your window every night
run and hide my sense of smell 
will guide me to your side alright
I smell pussy, throw your hands up boy
no guns we need to fight like
naruto and sasuke, head to head at final valley 
even dual mangekyo 
you should call that gecko for some life insurance
oh Lord, dropping every body with my longsword
dangling between my thighs
your momma said she want more 
work a 9-5 but rather blow my fucking brains out
mind is switching like a skitzophrenic skinwalker envision 
me hunting down your family tree
creeping down your chimney
whip your ass apart like krampus
hope you fucking notice me

I'm the reason
you sprint up the stairs when you turn off the lights
I'm the dogman
peering through your window every night
I'm the reason
you sprint up the stairs when you turn off the lights
I'm the dogman
peering through your window every night

i'm that bullshark
laying low inside the lake you think is safe
i'ma take a bite out your bitches hip like cupcake
no EDP, I'm taking all you sickos out EMP
hook adrenaline into your veins so you don't fall asleep
heavenly restricted, call me toji 
how I slaughter beats
all you sound the same you all my kids
baby megumi
throw you in a basket down the river like the OG
plan b, hope you drown slow in your car seat

heavenly restricted dogman (prod. hypnotize)

prod- "@ c.r.c.l" on YT

lyrics-
mind running rampant
from the moment my eyes open up
getting out of bed should not be this hard
i'm not strong enough
people in my ear like mother fucka better tighten up
I'ma cock this bolt and rip the rifle through my tear ducts
think I'm diamondhead
the way I'm bricked up every time we clash
she call me wildmutt because I love to spazz out on her gash
bitch I'm ben 10 Inches but I'm vilgax with the swag
I'm kidding, my dicks not all that but they still throw it back in fact

baphomet to you baby goats
got the mark of cain, like azula flame
known to get dirty when I'm able
stuck in the rut like a buck in limbo 
6 feet tall but I want that in negatives
tried every route, downed every sedative
there's no pill in the world that could save me
there's no sensu for my mental
I'm not regular but I can show you 
something that'll mortify you have you screaming run to benson like you mortecai and rigby
i might skip around this track and really terrorize you like samurai jack I'm running down your ass

mind running rampant
from the moment my eyes open up
getting out of bed should not be this hard
i'm not strong enough
people in my ear like mother fucka better tighten up
I'ma cock this bolt and rip the rifle through my tear ducts
think I'm diamondhead
the way I'm bricked up every time we clash
she call me wildmutt because I love to spazz out on her gash
bitch I'm ben 10 Inches but I'm vilgax with the swag
I'm kidding, my dicks not all that but they still throw it back in fact

feel like billy way this reaper hover around me
that's my homie, thoughts are grim and so disturbing
i'm that young tim burton cursing
azarath metrion zintos
fuck the teen titans I'm deathstroke
infecting the youth with nightmares
just like trigon, I don't fight fair
pump like blastoise up in that back door
thighs like mewtwo, girl what's that for?
looking at me like a shiny aerodactyl
might get pink eye from that asshole
eww grotesque, but she won't protest
i'm dying slow but combatting it with road head
swerving like I'm drunk, but she got me in lockjaw
god damn dog, release I'm cooperating

wildmutt (prod CRCL)

unaware ft. pastnight (prod. venom)

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
revelations get me in my feelings almost every day
fantasize about my life ending in a graphic way
people in my life tell me "turn to God, turn to God"
but even when I do, the fucking asshole doesn't love me much
i've been praying for him
i've been fasting for attention
christians in my ear saying'
"you don't understand the vision, you don't get it
everything you go through is a mission
everything is hope and don't you think of nothing different"
man I hate those fucking sayings
everything is so dismissive
if it's real and heavens watching
why he lead me to a barrel?
i'm in peril, and he's smirking 
while he sends me down to hell
honestly I want someone to rip me from this spell
i don't have a problem with a god or any entity
just the idea of the ones we're taught religiously
the ones that truly love and support you through anything
the ones that supervise and really care about humanity 
thousand scars 
wrapped around my body from addiction
chest, thighs, arms, stomach looking like a victim
But I'm not, so keep your empathy cause I can't fucking stand it
ever since 12, i've been tormenting my body
praying for somebody but I guess he doesn't want me
now you're saving my abusers? yeah it's fuck you I reject the help
pride calling me like "dylan yeah I feel the same myself
that's the reason, when you feel alone I send my best to help"

i can write a million words but never come up close 
to expressing how much hate I carry coursing through my bones
i fucking hate myself so much more than anyone could know
for no reason, not at all
just a product of a broken home
growing up, alcoholic mom say she hates my guts
tell me I remind her of my father and that really cuts
cause at this point, I still loved her like a loyal son
even if I tried to get that back, man that shit is gone
sober now, family try to guilt me so I let her in
girl you had years, we will never be a fam again
what hurts the most 
is I don't even think you can remember it
blacked out, every single night while you torturing me
never told a soul I kept it on the down low
couldn't process fucking anything about that trauma
around 17, probably could of murdered if I'm honest
now I'm numb yeah she dead to me, I feel nothing about it
constant state of loneliness regardless of the situation
feel like I am stuck in the middle of disassociation
i can't feel loved, i don't feel wanted
i don't have a single friend that I don't feel i burden
feel like any partner i get, i don't deserve it
they realize that sooner or later and then they book it
fuck it, I'm forsaken i'ma vent it through my music
i go stupid, might not be the best at least this shit is ruthless

forsaken 2 (prod. venom)

https://twitter.com/blade901

lyrics-
wake up in the morning
when i don't know why i breathe at all
thinkin' of my past
don't go forward, rather sleep it off
what do i do
when i lost my world, i'm dead inside
think about you every night
every time i close my eyes
i just need you in my future
i don't care to die tonight
all i ever wanted 
was to hold you close and call you wife
but i know that won't happen
you left me so stranded
in this empty place
where i'm so, terrified of living

what do i do
with this pain
i've been making music
doing nothing for my brain
wakin' up brain dead
pop a couple pills
for the voice in my head
telling me 
to kill myself
here's some help
blow your brains out
there's that loaded gun
on the nightstand
you been staring at
x2

even though i love you
i just have to move on
think'n that you love me
but i guess i'm not the one
i just hope you find your happiness
you deserve it. 
i've been writing music for you
i just hope you hear it
x2

i've been so obsessed
i can't even tell a lie
oh my god i fucking love you
but i have to say goodbye
i can't be dependable
need to see the lights
and i know the way i'm living
right now, i will not survive
need to fight for myself
but it seems impossible
hate my body, hate my mind
man this shits not plausible
i will take the time
out of my day to achieve
all the goals in my life
that i could never reach

even though i love you
i just have to move on
think'n that you love me
but i guess i'm not the one
i just hope you find your happiness
you deserve it. 
i've been writing music for you
i just hope you hear it

but.. i still love you (prod. blade901)

@borsomusic

lyrics-
ripjaw in my veins
make your pastor scream my name
asmodeus, run the game
you mother fuckers imitate
you ain't demons, you all fake
pick this side, i'm in your way
take me inside, i'ma close the blinds
proceed to make my day huh

mangekyo, on my own
make a bitch cry murder when i'm hittin' that hoe
i don't know shit, but i know i'm a lunatic
running loose, fuck you wearing nothing but a headband
coming with my team, yeah my friends
we don't don't do biz, with all of them fuck boys
who do this just to get rich
this is art you fake fucks sit your ass down, listen up
i've been sittin' by but with your bullshit man i've had enough
talkin' hella bout your feelings almost like they matter huh?
yeah, i'm sure they would if your lyrics weren't all fake as fuck
but you on your grind making money off your lies
sure these kids wouldn't be to happy if they saw the side
of yourself, that you hide
you're a liar, not inclined
to, show your true colors
guess it's money over pride huh

ripjaw in my veins
make your pastor scream my name
asmodeus, run the game
you mother fuckers imitate
you ain't demons, you all fake
pick this side, i'm in your way
take me inside, i'ma close the blinds
proceed to make my day yuh

drop your fucking ego 
before i uppercut you to it
take your spine out your head
give to cerberus to chew it
you ain't nothing, just a joke
make your mommas eggs just yoke
stir it up in the pan
serve with bacon and some toast
yuck
buckshot loaded up and a 30x6 in the trunk
stack the bodies, rack them up
you know i'm bouta mix it up
i don't care a bit got the katana real slick
all i see is fucking sixes man, really what time is it?

ripjaw (prod. borso)

@pastnight

lyrics-
driving down the interstate
hear your name, remember your face
girl you have those ways to pick apart and scramble my brain
i know you, hope the best for me
yeah i pray you get the help you need babe

i feel like a monster, i manipulate and scar ya
no, i don't mean no physical attacks i'd never harm her but
i'd persuade her mentally, like "oh my god we're meant to be"
but i believed it myself so am i in the wrong or a victim too?
victim of myself, no myself i hate that victim shit
i won't play no cards like that, i can't stand that social shit
maybe it's delusion i thought you were the one
baby you were my everything now it's gone

yeah it's all gone now, and never coming back to me

driving down the interstate
hear your name, remember your face
girl you have those ways to pick apart and scramble my brain
i know you, hope the best for me
yeah i pray you get the help you need babe

sometimes i get wondering like will you ever speak to me?
honestly i hope you don't cause that shit fucks up my whole week
girl i hope you get better and i mean that, i'm not bluffing 
i truly hope you can live your life without me causing
strain on your chest, i'm insane i need my meds
i'm so damn sorry i just multiplied your level of stress
when you're in my dreams they turn to nightmares
you're so beautiful, i just want to take my life
so i can see you all the time

i just wanna see you.. all the fucking time now

driving down the interstate
hear your name, remember your face
girl you have those ways to pick apart and scramble my brain
i know you, hope the best for me
yeah i pray you get the help you need babe

get the help you need babe

get the help you need babe

get the help you need babe

get the help you need babe

help you need (prod. pastnight)

self-produced

lyrics-
run, run, run away kid
you won't ever escape all the problems in your head
just drop, drop, drop dead bitch
i'ma make you eat dick with a side of my kids
whatchu know? what? whatchu know about me?
melatonin only fucking way that i sleep
bout 8 hours in the total all week
runnin' on nothin', countin' artists like sheep

night time mode activated get your throat slit
don't give a fuck about your money, i'ma burn it
on the dead bodies all around, don't quote me
lonely, all my homies don't need me
yeah, yeah that's what i think
they would tell me different but i'm nothing but a brain
can you tell me different? no you can't and i'm to blame
counter-attack your opinion like sasuke, sasuke! 

triple six dashin' through the field with the misfits
make a mother fucker die quick, i'm addicted
yung hidan need a bitch, hella wicked
tie her up, beat that pussy up, so sticky fuck
need that kitty cut, leave her purrin' in the sheets
beggin' for the nut "dddaddy put a finger in my butt?"
yes baby girl, i can never get enough huh

run, run, run away kid
you won't ever escape all the problems in your head
just drop, drop, drop dead bitch
i'ma make you eat dick with a side of my kids
whatchu know? what? whatchu know about me?
melatonin only fucking way that i sleep
bout 8 hours in the total all week
runnin' on nothin', countin' artists like sheep

yeah, i won't die, i can't die, bitch i've tried
it's my karma, i've been wishin' for my death so long
it'll never happen, ginger bitch
searchin' for some lucky charms in her uhh 
pussy walls, eat her good got no milk involved 

run it up, run it up
i don't get no love enough, chillin' with my dogs
yeah my puppies, what the fuck is up?
no not religious but respect it all
if i find god, better master ball
so he can't run away again, i'ma trap him
not afraid of hell, what i expect no actin' 
smash a dumbass in the face 
with a trashcan. hit him with my music again? 
yeah smack him

run, run, run away kid
you won't ever escape all the problems in your head
just drop, drop, drop dead bitch
i'ma make you eat dick with a side of my kids
whatchu know? what? whatchu know about me?
melatonin only fucking way that i sleep
bout 8 hours in the total all week
runnin' on nothin', countin' artists like sheep

run, run

@aquariiius x @pastnight x @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
keep me out your mouth. i don't entertain that drama shit
rather spark your momma pussy, norakami killua bitch
catch me in the crib catching shinies on nintendo switch
got the homeless fit, wearing nothing but the hoodie with
pajama bottoms on, i don't pick up  any calls 
i'm like nah mother fucker this is me, every flaw
whatchu know about the sawwed off? make you sweat like sauna 
fuck boy wanna die now? just like me but inside
donnie darko style, pick your mind apart like why not hoe?
hard to get pass me  like all the hunters in the halo games
jackal lames shoot from range, end you close with the shotgun bang!
you easy diff, but i'm legendary with skulls campaign

yeah we're on the surface of all of our purpose
i'm going mad! but i'm glad, cause i know that i will bounce back
i can't let no one tell me how to live, but i just wanna show what i got to give
and i don't give a fuck if you're feeling this
cause we're all on the go, blood mist mischief 

runnin' and runnin', i'm chasing something i can't get back
saying that you need me but baby, i never felt that
demons got ahold of me, my soul been turning pitch black
baby take control of me, she knowin' where my hearts at
i don't ever wanna look back in my past 
if i make a u-turn, sure enough i'm gon crash
and i'm calling her bluff cause i know it won't last
and she might not look that tough, but it hurts so bad
why'd you have to leave me like that? couple years but i'm still so sad
i've been fucked up, i've been going mad! i ain't never wanna take you back
why'd you have to hate me like that? new year, but i'm stuck in the past
i've been fucked up, i've been going mad! i ain't never wanna take you back

yeah we're on the surface of all of our purpose
i'm going mad! but i'm glad, cause i know that i will bounce back
i can't let no one tell me how to live, but i just wanna show what i got to give
and i don't give a fuck if you're feeling this
cause we're all on the go, blood mist mischief

going mad! ft. aquariiius x pastnight (prod. emptyvenom)

@mikaildot

lyrics-
i'm just making music til the day i finally end up dead
don't you give no sympathy i'm ready, fuck the living and
take a fucking spork then impale it through your esophagus
nothing like all these phony kids, my message ominous
me and mikail are the hollows in the packet
bunch of wack rappers that be following a captain
we do our own thing, yeah we get better with practice 
but you losers max out because you lack the passion 
rapping in my room, my computer screen my night light
always fucking dark, yeah you know your boy nocturnal
absol with the dark type, yo i'm urging
to press this pistol to your temple, see blood dripple open 
open sesame, boy you know who's next to me?
blood mist gang, we gon make your mom redecorate
after we leave her lovely house with your remains
scattered all over the place, body parts all over the land
used to try to take my life, but i would never do it right
i was twelve thinking nothing other then just suicide
hope i do it now, yeah think i'm ready? get it right?
watch some fucking anime then my eyes to god tonight
not been watching me, i think it's fair if i come see him
gonna speak my mind and make him smite me down like wait
why the hell you let me wake up twenty seven cuts and a ton of pills?
tired of this life, just let me die

dylan and mikail, know you mother fuckers scared huh?
wanted to blow my brain, but no i'm better then before i
got some demons, they still follow me
i'm rare as fuck, yeah they finna call me prodigy 
meliodas gang yeah you better not start messing with me
i'm about to blow up in your face, write your testimony 
marketing this, marketing that
your sound is not special boy you finna get clapped
i'm not capping like these other peeps
i'm not rapping like these other peeps
i'm not name dropping weirdos just yet
cause the weirdos sound the same and this game is just a fuck fest
no fuck that

ominous ft. mikail

@itstyfon x @hatefulbeats

staying in my room, i can't feel no love 
i'm trapped in a constant state of tribulation
blood stains but no accident
i don't fake no suicidal tendencies for mad likes
i get mad tight and open up my skin like last night
pastnight, 4everunknown, mikail and the guys 
i go to when i'm hurting love you all
sorry i can't act right.. sorry i can't act right..
scared i'm gonna lose you mother fuckas you're my life line

fade away, i'm bouta break
i can't hold on tonight
and if i'm left alone again
this ache will magnify

i just want to cop a home with homies 
we gon lock the door, shoot some music videos
and kill beats like the mist at war
make a couple bands, throw that bitch inside a studio
i don't wanna do this shit if my friends can not tag along
fuck the plays, fuck the likes, if i lose them god take my life
i'd rather take a barrel in my mouth then lose my friends, know why?
cause they mean the most to me, my nakama, my dopamine
if i am all alone i am nothing, you don't wanna see

the people that i love that most 
they hold the steering wheel
so going into auto drive guess is not a big deal

i just want to cop a home with homies 
we gon lock the door, shoot some music videos
and kill beats like the mist at war
make a couple bands, throw that bitch inside a studio
i don't wanna do this shit if my friends can not tag along

fade away, i'm bouta break
i can't hold on tonight
and if i'm left alone again
this ache will magnify
the people that i love that most 
they hold the steering wheel
so going into auto drive guess is not a big deal

lifeline ft. tyfon (prod. hateful)

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
flying raijin, thunder god up in your face bruh
feel the blood dribble down your neck, you're in danger
fearing nothing, but i feel the weight just like a anchor
pulling me down  to the bottom like i'm plankton

how they love me now?
guess i'm spitting feugo now
runnin' up in a mclaren got them tinted windows down
check me out, check me out
i've been drippin' for a minute
homeless act, but i'm glad i'm all about that business 

they just think i'm lacking that attention
yeah that might be true
but i'm really lonely, shoved a knife inside the old me
i don't condone any phonies 
what the fuck you want to know me for?
i'm depressed, evil, paranoid, and fucking hella bored

yeah i'm hella bored but i prefer this as my life
otherwise , i would end up on your tv with a knife
or s-k,  murda mother fuckas every single night
dip and dodging the police with thotties hittin' up my line

i would go to school but i don't think that shit could save me
success is not my forte, motha fucka please erase me 
rather see the day where i end up on the pavement 
then see this fucking loser climbing ranks up on the placements

dropped out but i'm ballin' on these bitches 
ain't no college that could ever make me happy
i'll be sad collecting dollars aye
that's some fucking bullshit
i'll be happier with lacerations around my neck
my vision fadin' while i'm fucking masturbatin'

flying raijin, thunder god up in your face bruh
feel the blood dribble down your neck, you're in danger
fearing nothing, but i feel the weight just like a anchor
pulling me down  to the bottom like i'm plankton
x2

danger! (prod. emptyvenom)

@thatsawackbeat

lyrics-
kill or be killed
put that on my life
gonna incline every number in sight
with the hidden mist lunatics
poppin' out the eulogies 
merk a mother fucker
hide the body back at micky ds

i don't wanna do this
i don't prove shit
but i'm feeling ruthless
heads up,
think korea gonna nuke us
i don't give a fuck 
put a target on my forehead

mega salamence 
hit them with a hyper beam
elite 4? neither nor, talk about me hoe
down low like a cheat code
diverse set like gambino
blow your fucking mind
like a bullet through the peep hole

no one attach to me
i will lay your ass out 
like a packet of meat
got guns, got knifes, got batarangs
i'm creative boy, use a candy cane
like what?

i've been on a hi-a-tus
i ain't made shit
but i'm motivated
homie dropped me couple beats
all week, i'ma make you piss red
no beets, all weak
i'm the phantom, hidden random
in the sheep, like boy

you are not a prophet
i don't wanna start it
toss a molotov at your head
oh priceless, brain cells simmer
smelling like dinner
butterfly knife in your liver

i just wanna make it day to day
with a happy face
numbing everything, leave stains
near a bed frame
i don't want the fake fame 
i'm already chained up
inside a weepy weeb
life sucks like the bang bus

someone save me please i'm in pain
i've been praying lord
for someone to embrace me and say
fuck you paying for?

kill or be killed
put that on my life
gonna incline every number in sight
with the hidden mist lunatics
poppin' out the eulogies 
merk a mother fucker
hide the body back at micky ds

i don't wanna do this
i don't prove shit
but i'm feeling ruthless
heads up,
think korea gonna nuke us
i don't give a fuck 
put a target on my forehead

hiatus (prod. lxw)

@4everunknownx x @pastnight x @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
running from your past, how bout you run in my arms
yeah they left you scarred but baby i'ma give you my all
writing music in my room to thoughts of suicide
then they wash away to fantasies i dream of you and i

lone-li-ness was the curse that you done ended
catch a smile on my face like "what the fuck i did it?"
with you is the only time that i crawl out of trenches
but, when you go away i hit the brakes, i start descending

in, to my solitary mindstate, i can't fucking feel nothing
but a couple migraines, heart ache
bullets bounce around, they ricochet inside my fragile skin
want my life to end inside this room i always suffer in

rip my limbs apart like attila the hun 
i'm bouta show these mother fuckers just what sewer i'm from
around atlanta, wit a cannon, not a newbie with guns
rather not, but if i have to boy i'm popping your lungs

never look for trouble but if you run up on me I’ll draw my gun
fuck the stats don’t give a fuck bout numbers I do this for fun
fuck this city they don’t fuck with me they never showing love
so if you tryna start problems then that smoke fuck up your lungs
I got the choppa no kickback, spent 20k on the re up and flip that
put a patek where my wrist at, 40 knock a dummy shit back
y’all ain’t bout it like y’all say I got the big straps
y’all balling like y’all claim I got the big racks
i just popped a xo I’ve been rolling with the team
drop a perk inside my faygo mix that shit up with the lean
broken heart that shit turned me into a fiend
mom I’m sorry.. blow my brains in this ferrari yeah

me, my bros, and i
we gon make it give it time
and if you fucking with us we might have to do the homicide 
i keep my glock beside bitch i tuck it in my jeans 
i got those saint laurents you can not fit up in these 
she wanna take em off but i don't wanna play for keeps 
i just want a tease baby it ain't hard to please 
take you overseas have you smoking better tree 
i got what you need tell me and I'll pay the fee
life a simple game but i never meant no pain 
now i'm downing drugs so i don't even have to feel a thing 
singing in the rain, riding down the memory lane 
but it's pouring down so i can't even see a fucking thing

trouble ft. 4everunknown x pastnight (prod. emptyvenom)

https://www.instagram.com/isitmalloy

lyrics-
up for like 30 mins, then i sleep again
want to make this music 
but these lyrics never flowing in
i'm so motivated, but unmotivated i don't know 
what to do with my free time, my feelings uncontrollable

watch me rap, watch me sing
but i feel so inadequate
everybody telling me i'm sick, but i'm not having it
every flow is simple, every melody is kinda shit
every song is mixed like fucking garbage i can never fix

anything i put my mind  to falls apart quick
i feel cold, all alone in this rap shit
i have friends, but we never say a thing 
we don't talk for fucking weeks
i can't lie, i'm to blame but still
everything affects me like a train tearing me apart
no remorse, just the pain
like i'm causing everyone around me
i'm a bad friend, just ignore me
everyone should take a part in my destruction, feed me poison

i put nothing but my passion in my music
every word i've ever spoke is genuine
and fuck that stupid shit blatantly
copying other artists just to cop some cheese
you double teaming losers crying wolf
could never understand me,
fuck attention, look at me wishing
i didn't avoid ambitions 
pride is something that i wish i had
but i can't break the system
that i've constructed in my head to keep me dead inside
unhappy, even if i make it i can't be satisfied
i'm always angry, i'm always sad
my girlfriend is the reason that my heads attached
i wish i showed her more what she means to me
but sadly, i can't form a sentence that portrays it perfectly 
i'm stuck in a corrupted artist mindstate
i don't know if i should quit while i'm ahead or
continue on this path until i make the biggest fucking mistake 
of my life like slamming a giant glass door

up for like 30 mins, then i sleep again
want to make this music 
but these lyrics never flowing in
i'm so motivated, but unmotivated i don't know 
what to do with my free time, my feelings uncontrollable

watch me rap, watch me sing
but i feel so inadequate
everybody telling me i'm sick, but i'm not having it
every flow is simple, every melody is kinda shit
every song is mixed like fucking garbage i can never fix

glass door (prod. malloy)

@borsomusic 
mix- @caustyk

lyrics-
get the fruit of labor
rather not, i'm still a lazy bitch
leave for work at 4am
i stumble in, i wanna dip
out, of this fucking place
need my check though, i can't wait
paying rent with verses
is the dream dog, i can't fucking wait

yeah that's dylan rapping, yeah no capping
he's not ment for it. close your mouth you clown 
i'm base set charizard ayo perfect, mint
only problem i got with myself is i don't ever try
even when i went to school i'm absent in a damaged mind

i don't hype up everybody just so i can get it back
everybody wants something from me it seems, i just detach
something about ghosting all my issues, got me blue and black
i can't act like this shit don't affect me like a sneak attack
sleeping way too much i'm drained mentally, no fun
i get tired way too quick, just two hours up and dip
in a, catatonic state get up 8 times, just to pace
go to sleep for 13 hours just to wake up in a daze

get the fruit of labor
rather not, i'm still a lazy bitch
leave for work at 4am
i stumble in, i wanna dip
out, of this fucking place
need my check though, i can't wait
paying rent with verses
is the dream dog, i can't fucking wait

i don't even know what i'm  supposed to do with myself, anymore
i'm passionate about my craft but somehow consciousness a chore
thoughts are tragic, thoughts relentless, thoughts of ending it
thoughts of losing everybody just for fucking emptiness

anemia (prod. borso)

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
it's about time that i meet him
sending smoke signals, s.o.s 
do your worse, i'm angry cause i'm stressed
every pastor i encounter, they say theres no way around it
i've been running with the devil like a freshly stolen wallet

honestly who gives a fuck about that morality
life is full of ups and down and losing people tragically 
my grandparents gonna lose their life and i'm regretful
they were saving me when i was twelve but now i'm so neglectful

of their health risks
they want me to visit but i'm selfish
i'm so fucking sorry,  i'm invested
in my own downfall, love you like
with every part of me, but i'ma bounce ya'll

feeling like a walking apocalypse by design
everybody flock away from me assuming i would mind
i'm intimidating like a arcanine, can't define 
the energy i'm radiating, wasteland fuck the signs

cherish the days you do not contemplate
don't think about the existential crisis on your brain
you'll be okay, when the smoke settles
don't hesitate, don't sigh
you gon be fine, you can make it right

night time, brings out the worse in us
i know, better then anyone
no matter what you think about yourself, you deserve it all
fight the temptation and the laughter, fucking prove them wrong

i get, so fed up inside
wanna live life but i chase that high
i don't mean drugs, mean that knife real tight
right across my thigh, before i know it it's been five

five regrets
hear the tremble in my breath
sadness filling up my chest
think i'm finna meet with death

it's about time that i meet him
sending smoke signals, s.o.s 
do your worse, i'm angry cause i'm stressed
every pastor i encounter, they say theres no way around it
i've been running with the devil like a freshly stolen wallet

honestly who gives a fuck about that morality
life is full of ups and down and losing people tragically 
my grandparents gonna lose their life and i'm regretful
they were saving me when i was twelve but now i'm so neglectful

of their health risks
they want me to visit but i'm selfish
i'm so fucking sorry,  i'm invested
in my own downfall, love you like
with every part of me, but i'ma bounce ya'll

invested in toxicity (prod. emptyvenom)

@mikaildot x @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
i'ma i'ma
i'm about that bag, bout that bag
but don't worry bout the cost, if it's hot i'm gon snap
gon snap on that bitch, flip the flow and toss it back
dropping acid like reptile, molten lava on my breath

i'ma i'ma
i'm about that bag, bout that bag
but don't worry bout the cost, if it's hot i'm gon snap
gon snap on that bitch, flip the flow and toss it back
dropping acid like reptile, molten lava on my breath


left for dead 2
i'm a spitter, you a victim
better tug your tail quick 
run away and rant on twitter
you and me are not the same
man there's levels to this game
to this art, to this craft
you're offending me, refrain 

from talking, like 
i'm supposed to listen to your bullshit
fuck you and your input, it's not wisdom
it's just torture, man i'd rather be
waterboarded, eaten alive by orcas
anaconda slither in my rectum down in flordia on a

little vacation, summer breakin'
i got ray bans, catching mother fuckas slipping
in my home made quick sand
posted on the east side, i got power in my right hand
one, two, three, and a spinning kick like batman

i don't hate on no one
to their face at least yeah yeah
that's the way i keep the peace without the fucking drama
don't get it twisted, i'll tear apart your intestines 
i fucking hate you, i'll break you
till you're completely submissive, like bitch

i'm about that bag, bout that bag
but don't worry bout the cost, if it's hot i'm gon snap

i'm about that bag, bout that bag
but don't worry bout the cost, if it's hot i'm gon snap

yeah yeah
i'm about the bag
yeah, i'm about that grind
no sleep for me since I got money on my mind
24/7 no i dont know no sleep
cause if my dream is just a dream 
then I don't need some time for me
i'm about the bag bitch, i'm about that grind
just go worry bout yourself
i'm finna worry bout my time
time is money and i don't have it
yeah time is flying, but im grinding like a savage
only 21 but i be on my shit aye
moving lightspeed im on my odyssee aye
i'm my own worst enemy
dylan and me, no friends just family

i'm about that bag, bout that bag
but don't worry bout the cost, if it's hot i'm gon snap

i'm about that bag, bout that bag
but don't worry bout the cost, if it's hot i'm gon snap

reptile ft. mikail.(prod. emptyvenom)

@pastnight

lyrics-
sour then she sweet
got my hand underneath her jeans
fire spittin' angry lizard
natsu dragneel on the beat
samehada rip into your flesh
like cannibals, i'll eat any capable opponents
if you worthy, step to me  

i'm not that spiritual
everything's satirical
no matter what you do with your free time
you're not comparable to me
giratina you like caterpie, lets see 
if you can endure the negativity escaping me
i'm like pacing waiting patiently
for people who abandon me, like ecstasy
i love the tribulation, chasing frantically
diving head first in that bitch like assassins creed
emulate ezio, put the blade into your fucking spleen

sour then she sweet
got my hand underneath her jeans
fire spittin' angry lizard
natsu dragneel on the beat
samehada rip into your flesh
like cannibals, i'll eat any capable opponents
if you worthy, step to me

talking bout my issues
to reflect and rip the pencil 
i've been ducking all my mommas calls
so she can play the victim, love my father
but he doesn't understand the pain i harbor
i don't got the right to falter
cops and robbers? i'm a martyr
raiding the scene with a ak
busting out songs with a drum mag
gang gang, bop bop bop
better duck and pray aye
i don't fuck around lil bitch, it's game day
flow like the blood from your toes 
to your cranium while roped upside down
my dick arose from beating on you, vamos

sour then she sweet
got my hand underneath her jeans
fire spittin' angry lizard
natsu dragneel on the beat
samehada rip into your flesh
like cannibals, i'll eat any capable opponents
if you worthy, step to me

sour patch (prod. pastnight)

@caustyk

lyrics-
jason, krueger, michael myers
slash you up, abandoned tires
drop kick to your orbital
you talking back? adorable
wear your face into your 
families living room, i'm on a roll
this a slasher film, want a spoil? this your funeral

pagan god
sacrifice your people just to stay alive
malice in disguise
raise the dead just by walking by
emo kids always call them demons
like they met one
you do not compare because
you're losing daddies trust fund

welcome to the dark side
come on down, the price is right
fuck the bluffing i'ma keep 
on ducking all my family functions
over thinking everything
excuse me, do you got the time?
really need to dip 
i'm uncomfortable, i'm sorry guys

unhinged, but i stay laughing
steep decline, lets see what happens
losing brain cells, losing fragments
of my memories, i'm bat shit
bitch i'm riding through the city
with a semi and a 10 piece of mcnuggets
die in public, in this system we're all puppets

jason, krueger, michael myers
slash you up, abandoned tires
drop kick to your orbital
you talking back? adorable
wear your face into your 
families living room, i'm on a roll
this a slasher film, want a spoil? this your funeral

remain vigilant
i'm blood lusted, sick, and on the prowl
mountain lion, roam montana
phantom, you won't hear the growl
i'ma pounce upon that lonely hiker fuck it
take him down, rip apart his innards
lead a trail into your camping ground

i'm a quick witted labeled 
schizophrenic, i don't know 
who to put my faith into with everything i'm diagnosed
haven't been to any doctors in a minute, hate to go
tend to call me back like they worried, catch me at the tone

on the prowl (prod. caustyk)

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
on sight, on sight
just hold your head high
we gon make it to the night time
but will you make it out the night time?
hard to say, we dip like vigilantes in the skyline

on sight, on sight
just hold your head high
we gon make it to the night time
but will you make it out the night time?
hard to say, we dip like vigilantes in the skyline

don't ever stop yo i'm up next
up real late with the cold sweats
manifest everything you think about
guess i'll get to work and take the dreamer route

living is a weird thing
that law of attraction insane
believe in yourself and you gon 
flip that switch like bruce wayne
right into your batcave
high tech gear and fast things
might not have much now 
but have some faith and that shit could change

for the better, for the worse
hold your head up, any turf 
beat the odds, the opposition 
make them fuckas eat they words
oliver queen
the way i'm cleaning the street
i fucking beat em and leave em
with green arrows, they'll bleed 

working is a obstacle
i'd rather stay home every night
rapping in a shitty mic
not making much but getting by
sippin' on that baja blast
no alcohol, i'm not the type
to drink that shit in moderation
i can't help, down the pipe

doing pretty good for a cat with no skills
run the game like red hood operatin' get you killed
riding with my shorty got the top down, boy i'm on it
aiming for the sky but the water where i plummet

people say to manifest but i got no dreams
all i want a cozy house  planted on the green, near a beach
don't need many things, pc with a beat
sharing with the team, divide up everything you eat

on sight, on sight
just hold your head high
we gon make it to the night time
but will you make it out the night time?
hard to say, we dip like vigilantes in the skyline

on sight, on sight
just hold your head high
we gon make it to the night time
but will you make it out the night time?
hard to say, we dip like vigilantes in the skyline

skyline! (prod. emptyvenom)

cover art - @pastnight
producer - @thefalseshepherd
background vocals - @itstyfon

lyrics-
i'm not aiming for the top
looking for a place to call my home deserve my spot
even if i never make a penny i'ma write
turn depression into  a message for kids alike

i was down bad hard, suicide i've had enough
decade in the making, i'ma show em what's up
bit my flesh apart, almost blinded myself once
mind was so delusional i'm dangerous, no fun

never said a word but my eyes spoke everything
family in my room crying out, don't know what to think
sister scared to live with me, my dad just wants his son to blink
i agreed to go with them so they could start to fucking breathe

i just wanna leave the scene, thought if i spoke rationally 
i could go home but that didn't mean that actually
i said every chilling thought but did it with a soothing voice
i spoke hella casual, the info made her make her choice

locked inside a room over night they never let me know
but they went and told my fucking family to hit the road
morning time, they transfer me like hannibal, i'm bound and cold
had me in the back of the van pointed at the road

face to face with drivers behind us but they don't fucking know
they couldn't see through the tinted window, where i sat and spoke
tears ran down my face cause i start to dissociate
i'm still like a kid but they're treating me like norman bates

been awhile since i did that shit
nothing really changed but the love i gained, it's intimate
never thought i'd gain anything i'm scared of losing
feelings fucking bittersweet, my thoughts will put me through it

been awhile since i did that shit
nothing really changed but the love i gained, it's intimate
never thought i'd gain anything i'm scared of losing
feelings fucking bittersweet, my thoughts will put me through it

bittersweet
yeah it's bittersweet my thoughts attacking me
i can't deal, i can't deal with this, i fear you're leaving me
i don't got no reason, got no reason, yet i feel this way
feeling fucking petrified, the thought of you just makes my day

bittersweet
yeah it's bittersweet my thoughts attacking me
i can't deal, i can't deal with this, i fear you're leaving me
i don't got no reason, got no reason, yet i feel this way
feeling fucking petrified, the thought of you just makes my day

bittersweet (prod. emptyvenom)

cover art - @pastnight
producer - @thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
aye
i don't want fame
i don't want change
want a couple songs that bang bang
made a little money
but it doesn't mean a thing
what's a few racks?
they don't mask any pain
flowing like a bullet 
from the chamber to your brain
life is a game, watch what you say
shoot from the hip
motha fucka john wayne
six shooter boys i'ma pull up like 

i am the mizukage of the blood mist
say one word got the seven swords roaming
i'm not addicted to war, i'm a omen
ten toes down any path that i've chosen
i'm not a devil, i'm misunderstood
i will not grovel, i'll die where i stood
asta and me got the devilish genes
talk mad shit, we the ones that should
i am the matador i got a bull whip
tell me what's cracking i'm cracking your forehead
pull my arm back got a punch like a warhead
bathe in the fluid, i adore all the bloodshed
blood in the water i aim for the juggala
megalodon, i won't turn up camera
apex predator you wont get ahead of us
doing pretty fine by myself no manager
aura of aizen, that malice is frightening'
you would want nothing to do with this captain, villainous
deception, i'm repping the ally that's blinded
 i'll destroy the evidence
people say i'm heaven sent, others say it's evident
i've been dwelling' deep in a realm no one messing with 
bonafide revenant but the flow elegant
come at me sideways motha fucka dealt with 

aye
i don't want fame
i don't want change
want a couple songs that bang bang
made a little money
but it doesn't mean a thing
what's a few racks?
they don't mask any pain
flowing like a bullet 
from the chamber to your brain
life is a game, watch what you say
shoot from the hip
motha fucka john wayne
six shooter boys i'ma pull up like

i got that killer intent
known to switch it up like ben 10
yeah i went ripjaw bouta go ghostfreak
have your whole crew feeling faint from the nose bleeds
you can't control me i'm losing my patience
fuck everything i've been dying to say it
i don't spread nothing but death and despair
i'm a dead man, i got nothing to fear
i'm not aggressive i'm just not to fuck with
come around here and get folded
i don't want shit no wonder
people want to try me but i get real grimy like oh no
i am not a pacifist i run in like a pack of dogs
handle you like obito, i got a couple cats involved
hide inside the catacombs, strategize your downfall
bitch you fucking lost every chance you had to back off
don't scream yo got hunger of a wendigo
i'ma eat the beats until i end up on the radio
potting hella critical pull up with a mini-gun
shooting candy corn from the barrel but it's killin' ya
call me ghost face but you're two face
harvey dent, propane body float mane
i can't maintain, my humanity i chop you up like romaine
i'ma sick thang, better refrain from your talking

aye
i don't want fame
i don't want change
want a couple songs that bang bang
made a little money
but doesn't mean a thing
what's a few racks?
they don't mask any pain
flowing like a bullet 
from the chamber to your brain
life is a game, watch what you say
shoot from the hip
motha fucka john wayne
six shooter boys i'ma pull up like

ghostfreak (prod. emptyvenom)

Rest in peace Pastnight. Forever my brother.

dylan xo

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