haven't listened to this since like 2 years ago but seeing shye on tv during ndo made me remember this song haha

my new ep "loser's theory" is out on most platforms go check it out :)))


on spotify n all streaming platforms!

dancing in the heat of the sun,, have a nice spring


up in the sky, batter me away till i go sleep at night
i'm so lost inside, i don't need this phase just stay by my side

yo huero

it’s a saturday night girl you’re swimming in my mind
everything i said before was just a bunch of lies
wanted you to see me as if i was someone else
cos deep down inside i hate myself

and i know that you find it hard to trust somebody else
can’t you look at me and see that i’m willing to help
my feelings for you is something that i cannot contain
please don’t break my heart cos it will drive me insane

and i don’t want let go 
stuck inside this fantasy where i all see is you and me

all i see is you and me
and i’m up every night the summer’s inside
i wonder if you’d find and see the rainbow in your eye
i’m up every night the summer’s inside
wonder if the sun will die out when you are gone

 we could get lost forever girl ur staring in my eyes
go away to paradise 
but this one sided love is just for me
i dont wanna ruin anything

but i’m caught up in your eye
and you got that pretty smile
girl you finding all the way to make my heart skip a mile

i see you in my dreams
we’re holding hands by the beach
hoping that this last forever please stay with me

and we can find a place for the both of us 
finding all the things that would suit your touch
 with you and i let’s get lost forever girl cos u know i’m still in love

Summer's Inside

sorry that it ends so abruptly :3
cover picture photographed by jixijaaa @dixiiita (on instagram)

curl up n die - matt maltese

hello! this is actually a re-upload of a song i posted here on soundcloud in 2017 but ended up deleting for personal reasons. i decided to upload it again because i feel like i'm in a better headspace and i can actually fondly listen back to this song as a little something my 15-year-old self wrote (due to her obsession with voltron at the time). ♡

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i don't know when it started
it just slowly became a feeling
a feeling warm in my chest

somewhere in the midst of this
our hardships and our battles
you began to mean more than i expected 

i never thought that i would be
smiling so foolishly at you, another fool

your hand on my shoulder
your words finding me a way
you were almost like the break of light
when my strength had worn away

and you can lean on me
like i've leaned on you
and though i'm not the best
at knowing what to say

maybe along the way
i want to grow with you
empower you, be a better team
a team of red and blue with you

kick ass, go to space, represent the human race (re-upload)

🍋 a song that i don't want you to hear 🍊 (Now on Spotify)

the audio kinda bad but i still wanted to share with you !! im trying to do new things im learNING! wrote this at 2am when everyone was asleep and i was hella lonely 

the way i feel for you
is indescribable
i hope that you
feel the same way too

when i lie awake at night
its cause youre on my mind
the way you move 
keeps me up most times

since youre far
the beds a bit colder
pillows around me
instead of your shoulder

i cant wait to see you again

my hands are always cold
but you keep them warm
youre always warm
you feel so pure

even in the dark 
when i can only feel
i still think
youre beauty is unreal

since youre far 
the beds a bit colder
pillows around me
instead of your shoulder

i cant wait to see you again

pillow

little song with @knowuhs ^_^ So thankful that he helped me with this one. 

Artwork by: Me (khareelfei)

soft kisses ft. knowuh

new single <3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/34Frb65r8SLQvgTT3X3C0A?si=j_yVFVYxS5uBuP1r6jaKew

new single made in Quarantine through voice memos and Discord, enjoy!

UTOPIA

“Fairytale” is about being afraid of being happy. The chorus, "Fairytales, Sunshine, Moonlight and Paradise" all represent things that are happy and sad at the same time. The verse represents a relationship that's perfectly fine but from my perspective, it's failing. In reality, I’m just creating problems in the relationship that doesn't even exist because I don’t allow myself to be happy. I have generously received funding from FACTOR Canada.

Shimmer

Fairytale

Another "quarantine-inspired" song, where we all say that we feel fine, yet we truly feel the opposite. yayaya

i feel great

If you have this link, you are super secret inner circle. No sharing. Shhhh.

999

shye

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