Produced by Discent

(INTRO)
sometimes you just gotta be yourself you know
everybody's gonna have something to say and...
just don't let anyone bring you down because 
your worth it

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baby wont you come back to me
i got nowhere to go
no place to call my home
time is moving so slow

light a cigarette let the ash fall down
screaming voices in my head but i can't hear a sound
I feel like a dark evil's taking over me
but i'm too weak to understand that it's controlling me

the industry's a fucked up place
they don't care about you no
put you through catastrophe
and they never even help (no no)

I lost so many friends
never wanted it to end
put the gun up to my head
and watch me fill my brain with lead (Bawh)

but I just get high instead
to drown all my pain away
I could try to make it work
but nothing will ever be the same

sometimes I feel so insane 
insanity is beautiful
baby if you take my hand
I will never let you go

everyone I've met their ghosts are trapped inside my memories
I saw death once and I never once saw heavens gates

Hell is where i'm meant to be
Devil is waiting for me
my soul is not meant for love
my soul is meant for suffering

I don't have control no more
the industry has made me
I don't have myself no more
the industry has changed me (illuminati)

I'm not the same me
my heart is always racing
take a couple lines 
and my mind feels like its pacing

I really wanna feel your love
I wanna feel your touch 
wanna make it work again

(BrokenHeart)

Heartache

Produced by BLADE901

[LYRICS]

Burn me to ashes let the wind take me away
Cause I don’t think I’ll ever live to see a better day

I’m holding on to past times
I don’t think I’ll ever let go from you
Help me find a way to pass time
I’m trying so hard to forget you

I’m slowly fading away
Devil’s tryna pull me under
Before I go I got one last thing to say
I wanna tell her that I loved her

But you don’t fucking care
You never gave a fuck about me
So when I’m gone don’t tell everyone around you 
That you really loved me

The voices in my head are driving me insane
They slowly turn to whispers
When the drugs fill up my brain

Burn me to ashes let the wind take me away
Cause I don’t think ill ever live to see a better day

I just wanna fall in love
But I guess I’m not enough
I don’t wanna be alone forever

I got no friends by my side
I’ll just be alone far out of sight
I’m just a ghost in your memories forever

I cut my wrist let the blood fall down
Hopefully I don’t have to live to see tomorrow

Cut my wrist let the blood fall down
Hopefully I don’t have to live to see tomorrow

Burn me to ashes let the wind take me away
Cause I don’t think I’ll ever live to see a better day

Past Times

Produced by BLADE901 x 5H3AD

[LYRICS]

I can’t escape the pain
I don’t wanna feel this way
Only way is suicide
And I just wanna die tonight

Lie alone in my room let my tears fall
Staring at my phone hoping you would call
I thought you were my one and only
Now I got my back against the wall

And I’m so sick of all the patterns
Im so sick of feeling used
Nothing really matters
I’ll never win I’ll always lose

I can’t escape the pain
I don’t wanna feel this way
The only way is suicide
I just wanna die tonight

Will you forget me
Will you keep me in your memories
Will you think of all the times we had
And when you broke me and left me in the past

Lie alone in my room let my tears fall
Staring at my phone hoping you would call
I thought you were my one and only
Now I got my back against the wall

Im so sick of all the patterns 
Im so sick of feeling used
Nothing really matters
I’ll never win I’ll always lose

Lie alone in my room
Surround myself in darkness

I can’t escape the pain
I don’t wanna feel this way

I can’t escape the pain
I don’t wanna feel this way
Only way is suicide and
I just wanna die tonight

Lie alone in my room let my tears fall
Staring at my phone hoping you’d call
I thought you were my one and only
Now I got my back against the wall

Im so sick of all the patterns 
Im so sick of feeling used
Nothing really matters
I’ll never win i’ll always lose

Let My Tears Fall

Produced by Nick Cahill

[LYRICS]

I wish I could forget you
(Forget you)
I wish you knew the pain that I went through
(I hate you)

Sometimes I just wanna run away
Somewhere far away from here
I’m sorry that I let you down again
I’m sorry that I’m not enough for you yeah

And if I die tonight just know
That ill be in a better place
Theres so much pain inside my chest
With all these memories I wish that I could erase

I don’t really wanna die right now
But its getting closer to the end
I don’t wanna die alone right now
I just want you by my side again

Sometimes I just wanna run away
Somewhere far away from here
I’m sorry that I let you down again
I’m sorry that I’m not enough for you

Your the only one that’s on my mind
Nothing feels the same without you right here
And I can’t numb the pain inside my chest anymore
The visions in my head of you are so clear

Before it’s too late I just wanna tell you that I love you
I hope you know that I never meant to hurt you
And I miss everything about you

All I’ll ever be is just a memory
Just a picture in your past
And I know one day you’ll forget me
I know our love would never last

I wish I could forget you
(Forget you)
I wish you knew the pain that I went through
(I hate you)

Sometimes I just wanna run away
Somewhere far away from here
I’m sorry that I let you down again
I’m sorry that I’m not enough for you

Your the only one that’s on my mind
Nothing feels the same without you right here
And I can’t numb the pain inside my chest anymore
The visions in my head of you are so clear

I don’t really wanna die right now
But its getting closer to the end
I don’t wanna die alone right now
I just want you by my side again

When I'm Gone

Produced by Kamikaze Beats

[LYRICS]

I’ve been waiting here all night
Not one call or text from you
I’ve been waiting here all night

i’ve been waiting here all night
Not one call or text from you
I’ve been waiting here all night
I can’t be away from you

You lie and say you love me
When your really in love with him
He doesn’t treat you right
But if that’s what you want ill be out of your sight

I’m done with all this 
Im done with everything 
Im sick of hoping
That everything will turn out fine

Tears fall out my eyes when i’m thinking of you
Im such a mess like the clothes scattered in my room

I won’t ever change
Im too far gone to be saved
I’ve lost my peace of mind

Im losing touch with the things that make me feel sane
I feel dead inside

Would you give me another chance
If I call could we talk it out

I’m done with all this
I’m done with everything
I’m sick of hoping
That everything will turn out fine

Ive been waiting here all night
Not one call or text from you
Ive been waiting here all night
I can’t be away from you

You lie and say you love me 
When your really in love with him
He doesn’t treat you right
But if that’s what you want ill be out of your sight

I'M DONE (sick of hoping)

Produced by Fantom

[LYRICS]

why’d you run away from me
And never call me back
What did I do to you to
make you feel this way

Will I ever see you again
There’s so much shit I wanna say
But I’m left with all the memories

Somebody save me from this hell that we call life
Give me energy
Ive been feeling so dead inside

Driving ninety down the freeway
I could end it all right now
My life is flashing before my eyes

I lost everybody lost everything
Lately I don’t even wanna feel anything
Abusing every little drug that comes my way
Nobody wants to help me

They just wanna watch me fall
They just wanna watch me die
Sitting patiently just waiting for
The day of my suicide

why’d you run away from me
And never call me back
What did I do to you to
make you feel this way

Will I ever see you again
There’s so much shit I wanna say
But I’m left with all the memories

Don’t pretend like you really give a fuck
Don’t pretend like you really loved me
Don’t pretend like you really give a fuck
Don’t pretend like you really love me

Somebody save me from this hell that we call life
Give me energy
Ive been feeling so dead inside

Driving ninety down the freeway
I could end it all right now
My life is flashing before my eyes

why’d you run away from me
And never call me back
What did I do to you to
make you feel this way

Will I ever see you again
There’s so much shit I wanna say
But I’m left with all the memories

why’d you run away from me
And never call me back
What did I do to you to
make you feel this way

Will I ever see you again
There’s so much shit I wanna say
But I’m left with all the memories

Memories

Produced by Vaegud and HXRXKILLER
http://www.instagram.com/vaegud
http://www.instagram.com/hxrxkiller

[LYRICS]
walking down this lonely road
nobody by my side I’m all alone
nothing feels right to me
feels like I’ve been living in a faded dream

motivation turned to dust and I’m stuck
all these woman want the lust no love
hate the places that I came from
I feel like everybody hates me and I’ve been feeling so numb

trapped in a world not meant for me
I’m an outcast living in the shadows
my life is nothing but vacancy
and my heart is feeling so hollow

sometimes I just wanna fly away 
let the breeze carry me through paradise
always hoping for the better days
I toss and turn all through the night

staring at the night sky
I love the way the stars shine so bright
light a cigarette and let my tears fall
life hurts and I’m not gonna last long

sometimes I just wanna run away
far away from here

walking down this lonely road
nobody by my side I’m all alone
nothing feels right to me
feels like I’ve been living in a faded dream

motivation turned to dust and I’m stuck
all these woman want the lust no love
hate the places that I came from
I feel like everybody hates me and I’ve been feeling so numb

trapped in a world not meant for me
I’m an outcast living in the shadows
my life is nothing but vacancy
and my heart is feeling so hollow

sometimes I just wanna fly away 
let the breeze carry me through paradise
always hoping for the better days
I toss and turn all through the night

ShyGhost

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