a throwaway song (tw// grooming)

IF I COULD LOVE ME LIKE I USED TO
ID BE PEARLY ID BE SO CUTE
ID BE EVERYTHING YOU WANT
YOU COULD USE ME ALL NIGHT LONG
IF I COULD LOVE ME LIKE I USED TO
ID BE AT YOUR HEELS IN VIRTUE 
ID BE ANYTHING YOU WANT
ID BE EVERYTHING YOU WANT

I COULD BE PERFECT
COPYCAT HAZE
I’M A HOT WORTHLESS
I CAN’T BE PHASED
ITS LIKE 2015, 16, 17 MORE
THE NUMBERS DONT MATTER TO YOU ANYMORE
IM SPENDING ALL THIS TIME
THE PROPER GLOW UP OF MY LIFE
ON A GIRL THATS 25
CALL ME DEAD ‘FORE I’M ALIVE

pearly

need a refill, took my last weed pill
fucked up 3 mil and im in the green still
3 clicks, headshot, clean kill
i got the maaaaaaaaats u should see me build

ima steal ur bitch i heard u made her upset
shawty vented in my dms, yea she suspect
in the vc, all my friends are making dubstep
webcage, yea we up next

ima put u in the pool and delete the ladder
broke ur heart, now u sad, it dont even matter
yeah ur bitch got some cake, but my bitch badder
got some ice on my rings, yeah i feel like saturn

i just hit the bong and it splashed back
sour diesel, got a zip full of gas pack
bitches think they're funny need a laugh track
yall a bunch of scrubs feel like zach braff


art by oddy <3 
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refill (prod. 3d$)

[1] drake

rainy weather

[credits]
feat. vocals from the man, the myth, the legend [drum roll...] @hiddencontact ! 
the producer requested to remain anonymous, but know that they're an aboslute beast ;)
ambience by @nick11111110101, it wouldn't be the same without you <3
sfx by me

[lyrics]

all i had to say was what’s up
i didn’t think anything was wrong
i thought you were just messing with me 
and messing with her
tell me where does it hurt

@hiddencontact
i’m so paranoid
i can’t quite annoy 
my way through the smoke
it’s a bad bad toke
trapped in all the noise
i don’t know my voice
how could i have known 
how could i have known
every turn you make is an attack 
hold the fence i grip the sand
holding on until i crash 
closing in and losing fast
always blame me for the past
losing sight i’m burning cash
now i’m buried in the ashes

i get it, i get it 
you want me to listen
but i just can’t stay on my path today 
was peaking my limits
til g took me fishing 
i think that it might be my new escape
but maybe sometime we can talk about it
yeah baby with time we can talk about it 
yeah when we cross paths we can talk about it

@hiddencontact
quietly in the dew i count all my losses
i lost it all at the night in the crossing
quietly in the dew i count all my losses
i lost it all at the night in the crossing

crossing w/ hidden contact

[lyrics]
made it back home, thanks
college wasn’t for me
but i’m going back soon, mm
‘less i make something worth the change
both ways, yeah
i’m sure i’ll be okay
stay sane  
be safe
make this my great escape 

look i know what you want
what you’re wanting for me 
but i can’t lead you on 
it’s more complex than you think
if i keep it moving 
one day you’ll see what i mean
look i know what you want
what you want me to be

what’s the point in talking about it
if all you’re gonna say is you’re not supporting me 
man you can think what you wanna think
since you sure drink when you wanna drink 
but that’s not my business right
and it’s not my place to talk 
cause i’m as much of a screw up as you are

as you are, as you are (i'm not, i'm not, i'm not, i'm not what you want)
as you are, as you are (i'm not, i'm not, i'm not, i'm not what you want)
as you are, as you are (i'm not, i'm not, i'm not, i'm not what you want)
as you are, as you are (i'm not, i'm not, i'm not, i'm not what you want)

look i know what you want
what you’re wanting for me 
but i can’t lead you on 
it’s more complex than you think
if i keep it moving 
one day you’ll see what i mean
look i know what you want
what you want me to be

what you want me to be
what you want me to be

[footnotes]
- made the instrumental in jan. 2021 with the intention of scoring the ballroom scene from "The Night Circus," by Erin Morgenstern.
-  i wasn't able to sing over it until i learned about varispeed in september, the recorded vocals during oct. 2021.

you want ≠ i am

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[1] drake

shy guy

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