Just a small moment from my life, captured in sound.
Turning sadness into frequencies that can be heard.
I wanted to speak up, but I couldn’t, so I made a song that spoke for me.
Letting my frustrations be heard and felt.
I tried to make something clear, even though I didn't have the words yet.
Hopefully this helps us understand each other a little better.

Lost in words

Tāgetto o shibotta kojin
ターゲットを絞った個人
Lyrics: 

(this is the broken sound)
but the x-ray vision has no use unless the doors closed 
they’re out in the open, making me lose all control slow 
(of all of my frustration)
passed out on the couch 
my head is fucking leaking 
and i’m foaming from the mouth 
if this is what you wanted, well you surly got it now 
focused on my death and getting rid of my body 
w/o having to smell it, see it, believe it or break it down  

they want me to leave the fucking house in a distracted state 
i ain’t slept in bout 3 nights, no i ain’t ate in bout 3 days 
i cant even feel comfortable, electric running through my veins 
they tell me i’m crazy, dumb, retarded and in fucking sane 
what’s the point in running, when i’m trapped in all these fucking games 
these niggas stay stalking my moves, imitating my life, tryna copy and paste 
sorry if you thought i gave a fuck about yo fucking gang 
born into this, aye, yh... no i cannot fucking change.
they stealing my body, but my energy they cannot take 
sleeping on a setup, they make sure my body fucking aches.
sabotaged my hobbies, no i cannot get a fucking break.
no support and no muhfucking interest, when there is its fake 
i go missing for a night they panic 
they need me round so they can take advantage 
sad niggas up, make the other two vanish 
cuz they wanna see that collateral damage, aye 
they do not like that i’m standing 
wanted me dead since the time of commandments 
i put people in reverse like i’m dancing 
i know my life about to get messy, damn

this is the broken sound 
of all of my frustration 
no point in running now 
they know exact location
i’m barely eating now... 
guess i’ll die from starvation 
my body shutting down 
into an excavation 

i dedicate this song to x.

Targeted [Prod. Eichen]

Dreadhead Madness(Prod. by Younglexxkillem )

Before Tik Tok Gets Banned Please Let Baddies Dance To This Song (Prod.Pasta)

Are You Sure Demo 1

The sun won’t shine and iky 
People have depression yea they can’t hide
I can’t be hurt cuz hearts been gone
I feel numb even tho I hate myself so 
I will lose all but then I saw a apple all alone and 
Here it come so I took a bite and then wore this song loseing myself y can’t I say no 
I want friends But they keep ignoreing me alone 
y is this happening can’t be myself I have  anxiety
Lock up my heart so no one can bother me
The sun won’t shine tear wont show I don’t give a fuck if I have to over dose

SunWontShine(It might be loud and im not done so enjoy this)

https://soundcloud.com/purple_river2 go follow my boi

Backstreets of shibuya (Prod. PurpleRiver x  Mastah)

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Going !nsane

“...Keep a stick wit a dōnkey kick in case a nigga wanna act a ass...”

Pigeons (All I Want)

only thing I really got is you on my wish list 💞

(my gift to yall <3)

COVER ART: 
https://www.instagram.com/lonelyapple/

My Socials:
IG: https://www.instagram.com/surreall1/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoqUs-qxl_rqmcEzcOjGkPg

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