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We Got 2

A song I wrote inspired by a DnD campaign, about a cleric who became undead.

Diamond Dust

like PS1 love
like I love the PlayStation 

P.s. One Love

I'm selfish, I'm holy,
I'm laughing, I'm horny.
I'm angry, I'm jolly,
but only outwardly.
I'm evil in some ways,
more-so now than some days.
I don't care where time goes
as long as it goes away.
I'll love you forever.
I'll forget you never.
And we'll be together.
We'll fall into the ether.

And though I am miles away,
I think of you every day.
The only thing I ask of you
Is that you think of me too.

I'm whining, I'm depressed,
I'm unraveled, undressed.
I'm happy, I'm flying,
I'm smoking, I'm dying.
I see that you're suffering.
I see that you're drawing.
I see you're not talking.
How could you be so unenthused?
I'll wait for your response.
Until then I'll just want
those moments together
before all my bonds fell apart.

And though you are miles away,
I think of you now and then.
The only thing I ask of you
is you remember me to.

Where do I begin?
What's wrong with this life that I can't decide
If I want to come back or leave like I once planned.
I'm leaving on Monday. I told you that someday
I'd look into your face and see what I misplaced.
I'll never forget you from when I first met you
to being rejected by you to the last time I left you.
But I just can't tell you those things on my own 
because the words just won't form
so where do I begin?

Misplaced

The end is near but life doesn't seem to be over
Waiting for some death from above
I don't know what would be worse

There's no compliance or peace between man and oceans
Love between a germ and its host
No wars amongst lions

The things i've done for sex, and death only comes quicker
Figured out the words but they won't fit
Which would you prefer

She's always fighting the urge to leave nothing behind
He's got the eyes that make me-
She's always writhing

They are rubbing me up and down my own spiral
Cascading from where I lie
But you will never fall

I left you there but you'll never be on your own
A lack of money don't make you poor
You reaped and never sown

The air is cold but your touch has left me colder
In five years will I be old
Will your binge curb

Where I begin is underneath my own ending
Just play it back to back again
Let the reverb ring

Port To Larboard (Album Version)

Why do I do this to myself? I think I fell in love with you. The only thing is I think you're fucking crazy, but I'm not the only one who talks about the looks you give me every day. Now, whenever I go to the store i need to worry bout my safety!

I'm just not the one you want to love!
You're probably mistaken,
but I got no other plans so if you want to dance
just lead the way and don't be tripping.

There is evil behind those eyes. I don't think that anyone could tell me why I'm the one they look for daily. There is no way this could be real life. Don't you want some other guy who can protect you and (in general) look after you're well-being?

I'm just not the one you want to love!
You're probably mistaken,
but I got no other plans so if you want to dance
Just lead the way and don't be tripping.

But I'm just not the one you want to love!
You're probably mistaken!
But I got no other plans so if you want to dance
Just lead the way and don't be tripping, now!

You Don't Belong Here

Chills

Troi (Troy)

I finally learned how to mix properly


[Lights atop the blood like crimson sheets 
On gravel lie 
Azure inbetween the gore like 
Truth cuts through the lies 

Compassion roots in passion 
When pushed back compassion breaks 
Resistance is insistance 
And til death I fight awake 

Breathed into existence 
As the wheel of fire turns 
I, the son of Atlas 
Father shrugged off all my burns 

Break
This is how you break someone 

Watch me take the world and push it 
Underneath my thumb 
Watch me take the leash and wrap it 
'Round my master's tongue 

Watch as I collapse 
And rise again despite all odds 
Watch as I defy your will 
And your idea of God's

Big man
Small gun
Big smile
Sad and empty eyes 

Power breeds imbalance

shi y loh

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