produced by shysara
mixed & mastered by shysara
cover art by shysara

lyrics:
when i think about it maybe im the one that caused it
all those friends i lost and all the love makes me vomit
i wish i could enjoy my life just doing whatever i want
but god i hate being alive and shit just never goes the way i want
when i think about it maybe im the one that caused it
all those friends i lost and all the love makes me vomit
i wish i could enjoy my life just doing whatever i want
but god i hate being alive and shit just never goes the way i want

i love it when the rain drops
looking out the window
thinking about us
and now i scream into the pillow
i love it when the rain drops
we used to kiss and dance in it
i wonder if the rain stops
in life without you ending it

i dont know i dont know i dont know
i dont know i dont know i dont know
what the fuck im supposed to do
like how can i get over you
my life is a mess and
i wish i was holding you

when i think about it maybe im the one that caused it
all those friends i lost and all the love makes me vomit
i wish i could enjoy my life just doing whatever i want
but god i hate being alive and shit just never goes the way i want
when i think about it maybe im the one that caused it
all those friends i lost and all the love makes me vomit
i wish i could enjoy my life just doing whatever i want
but god i hate being alive and shit just never goes the way i want

i love it when the rain drops

i hope you won't be gone forever...

guitar by yago
produced by me
mixed and mastered by me
lyric video by me:


lyrics:
there's
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever

hello, my dear
i hope that you're okay
i've been fighting my fears
every single day
i've shed so many tears
since you've gone away
it's so hard to trust my peers
i hope they won't go away 

i don't wanna whine but i think i'm losing touch
i lie and say i'm fine, but i miss you so much
i wish that you were mine, my love, i wanna feel your touch
replay our memories in my mind it's getting hard to watch

there's
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever

i fucking hate waking up
darling, why'd we have to break up?
i keep on wishing that you'll call
can't forget the things you said, but you're not even in my phone

and yeah, i'm giving it my all
but i'm getting tired everyday, i'm all alone
but i know it's all my fault
i wanna find someone to blame cause i regret it all

there's
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever
so many things that i wish i could've told you
so many things i wish we could've done together
so many nights where i wish that i could hold you
so many nights i hope you won't be gone forever

gone forever

my remix of lil booj - there's just no chance i'm staying (original prod. by irby)

guitar by me
prod by me
mix + master by me
cover art by me

@lilbooj
I never said that I was a believer
I don’t try to disprove so I guess I’m neither

recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance I’m staying
there’s just no chance I’m staying

the praise is way too often where’s the meaning where’s the source
they try to make you feel all safe and sound up in those doors
I’m not okay that I had no say in what was placed inside my brain
ironic in the way of how that window pain was stained
it’s how I feel inside it’s partly beautiful disdain
but the rest I’ll sum it up it’s pretty much revolving pain
I don’t look back and see it as helpful more so detrimental
the judgement isn’t justified it’s only supplemental

they say it’s bad manners
when you don’t share but I don’t want none of what you got to offer not in there no
they say it’s all that matters
when you reach a breaking point all that’s left is that you still get to own your share

2X
recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance that I’m staying
there’s just no chance that I’m staying

there's just no chance i'm staying (alivetonight remix)

guitar by me
produced by me
mixed & mastered by me

just a quick one made at night dont take it seriously

lyrics:
(i don't think you could save me)
(i don't think you could save me)
(i don't think you could save me)

i can't sleep at night cause i know that you're not here next to me
i struggle with anxiety
i cannot even fucking breathe
fuck
fuck
i think im out of luck
nobody gives a fuck
i guess i fucking suck
fuck
fuck
i think i poured too much
i think i popped too many
i don't think you could save me
i don't think you could save me
i don't think you could save me
i don't think you could save me

shysara ☆

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