I don’t wanna be alive 
I’m missing you every night 
I hate that we cut all our ties 
I’m missing you right by my side 
the drugs that I take made me lie 
It’s the same fuck shit everytime 
I need you right back in life 
cuz I can’t hardly stand it 
I miss you’re fucking face when get wasted 
texts typed out saying I love you and I hate him 
I need a vice babe when will I stop breaking 
when will it makes sense 
Oh when will it makes sense 
when will i stop all the drugs that I’m taking 
oh when will the pain hit 
when will I find another way to make it 
lately I’m breaking 
lately I’m faded 
lately I’m wasted 
broken me down 
I’ve picked myself up 
been trying my best 
I been testing my luck 
I’m done with the stress 
it’s over and gone 
you messed with the best 
I ran outta fucks

texts typed out saying i love you and i hate him

PROD:
https://soundcloud.com/northeastlights https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz
MIX + MASTER : 
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

LYRICS:

YUH!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYEEEEE!!!

YUH!!!
AYEEx13


Grahh
GRRAHHHH  GRRRAAHHH 

Gang GANNG GANNG gaannng


Like ghost,
He catching this fade!!
Switched on the gang,
Throwing knife 2 his face!!


Smoking that roach 
I’m digging they graves 
AAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!

BURNING THEIR BODIES,
I LEAVE THEM, NO TRACE!!!!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! X5



Barrett 50 cal
turn YOU IN2 ground beef!!

360 , no scope
YOUR GRANDMA WIT TH3 KILL streak!!

BLOW YOUR FACE OFF 
MAKE YOU ART 4 LIVE LEAK

I don’t love no one </3
 it only ever made me weak 
X2

YOKAI

NO RUSSIAN [PROD. NATE2TIMEZ X NORTHEAST LIGHTS]

Top - DEMO

Pour gas onto the fire
Is that all that you did?
I don't wanna talk
Just let me rot inside of the pit
Take my feelings back
As my heart gets stitched
Just wanna stay inside my room
'Cus I'm tired as shit

No sleep I forgot who I'm supposed to be
Can't see through the lies on your 4k screen
Falling apart at the seams
Its easier when you don't have friends like me
So scribble out my face 'til its all gone
Look around this place
Its apparent that its all wrong (all wrong)
Broken moments pick the pieces off the sidewalk
I don't wanna be here anymore its a lost cause

I can't feel a single thing
It's so cold in these empty halls
Guess it was all just for nothing
Why did I even try at all?

'Cus when you look
I find it hard to breathe
Stuck in my head
I'll bite my tongue 'til it starts to bleed
Wait, do you still care
Do you still think of me
Or am I just another ghost
That's trapped inside your screen
Staying up all night thinking of
Friends I used to know
Never mind they probably forgot me a year ago
In my bed but I still feel so very far from home
And no one stays so maybe I'm just better off alone
Don't fuck with y'all leave the group chat
Just grab the package and I'm gone like its DoorDash
Losing sleep I'm getting sidetracked
So hit me up I need a friend before the format

I can't feel a single thing
It's so cold in these empty halls
Guess it was all just for nothing
Why did I even try at all?

pointless

pointless w/ xobuttoneyes

Absinthe & Benadryl (roxa x tgwog)

Guess we all gotta learn somehow 
Time can stop, but it never slows down 
Oh, I need to learn to grow inside 

I learned as a naïve child 
the world is cruel, but it still grows flowers 
Oh, I needed to grow inside

And I know, I know, I know
I'm not there yet, I still have so much to learn 
and so much time left 

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
it's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

I know if I hold on longer
everything might get much harder, but I need to know what it's like to be okay 
For more than a minute,
Not covered in mistakes,
Not drowning in silence,
Reliving all the pain,
Stop feeling so selfish,
For setting boundaries that I need 

I know, I know, I know, I'm not there yet 
I still have so much to learn and so much time left 

I know, I know, I'm not there yet

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
It's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

Take a deep breath in
Close your eyes 
Dear younger me, you'll be alright
Dear older me, tell me if I'm right (Am I alright)

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
It's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

I Promise You (Prod. Matthew May)

(prod. Cxrter x The Sound Clown)

lyrics:

do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

to try my best i think its worth it
behind the curtains 
its the worst and im the reason
i know im so dramatic its pathetic
im way overly ecstatic i always show it

babe you know im damaged
i can never let it go
i can never look past it
im afraid to let it show
i know you think badly of me
i know you hate everything

oh i know you hate everything about me, i know you hate everything about me


do i deserve this? im hurting
but i guess i know its the price of being a burden
i hate that its never working
but im determined

pathetic

beat by THERSX

a bit of an old song from when I was in an even darker place 

Lyrics:
amidst shaped shadows i patrol alone
whistles quiet in the background
a melody she wrote 
Back down
See figures in the night but they don’t see in the back now
they took my soul and sometimes I’ve been feeling left out
Act like I don’t notice wtf is going on 
Leave me all alone
set my sights to the underworld 

Watch me I’m just bleeding
now ask me what’s the feeling
I’m breaking down this evening
I quit it
fuck this shit I’m over it 
How the fuck would I fit?
shit my stomach’s sick
I’m smoking till my brain don’t work no more
6 shots to the face someone
please kill me now
Do you care? Is it alright?
Just leave me kinda lonely
You’ve had ur time to know me
2 hearts inside the old me
no brain but it’s composing
can’t trust myself

Feel like 6 feet below
I don’t know where I go
Don’t know what to call home
oh they won’t stop me now
Who’s here to stop me now?
You can’t even stop me now
leave me bleeding 
I bleed it out

I bleed it out
you know I bleed it out

I’m bleeding out

Bleed It Out (prod. THERSX)

prod xv1va
lil alt pop

think im rotting
find me in the ground 
ill be laying in my coffin
when that day comes
i wont save myself no no no
14 missed calls
i needa get out ur mind
watching the hours
think im running out of time

im at the point of no return
and i know it hurts to think about
ill still be here just wont be the same
ill still be here every night it rains

my reflection is slowly going pale, cant help it
ima shadow in ur back porch, where we last kissed
dont get tired of me
swear i need u all the time

haunt

lay me (pd. fantom)

Ask and you shall receive.  Blessed by the Almighty!

lay me (pd. fantom)

SICB0I (@sicb0i)

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