Summer Sky (Prod. Fantom)

Killing Myself With My Blade In The Darkness (Prod. Vystol)

This is actually a revision of an older song I posted back in 2021. I feel like I’ve improved sense then, so here it is.

Lyrics—
Fading fucking voices in my head
They tell me that I should be dead
Ive tried to leave but still have knives in my back
Fading voices inside of my head
I wish that I was dead
OD on the motherfucking bed
Put your teenage dreams to rest
I loved him to the moon and back
Cheated and broken, I wanna leave my past
We would never last, we were broken 
Went too fast
Fading voices in my head
Wish that I was dead
I’m tired of this
I wanna put my enemies to rest
Fading voices in my head I wish that I was dead
I’m tired of this, I wanna forget these voices in my head
Wishing that I was dead
Contemplating on the bed
Dizzy and numb to the touch
what’s up you with you, why you wanna rush?

FADING VOICES (Prod. Vierre Cloud)

Being stuck in denial is inherently dangerous, however, sometimes it’s better for the heart.

Lyrics~

Calling up my phone bitch I will click the decline
Walking on a tightrope bitch it’s do or fucking die
Love me or hate me, I still will hate despite
All the efforts inside of the people for demise
The innocence dies while the hellish ways rise
Sipping on the lean while I’m shutting my eyes
It’s better to just cry then to stay in denial

It’s better to cry then to stay in denial
Better to cry bitch than stay in denial
Sick of this world bitch, I’m stuck in denial
Better to cry bitch than stay in denial

Family lies, doesn’t even matter who would love you despise 
I hate all you people, you listen to lies
I’m stuck in denial, I’m short of demise
Got blood on my four six, moving the slide
I’m sweating out toxins, down to my eyes 
Please I’m asking you to hear me out
I know that you’re absolute in doubt 
I feel the same when it comes to life 
When you’re stabbed with the knife by the ones who tell you to strive 
I never wanna love again, I don’t feel alive.
Unless I’m on the drugs that I keep until I take my flight

All that we did was fight, this could not be life
So I made a fucking slice, let it drip down all the way to the rice
I’ve been busting my ass just to please all these people
But this does not last, I’m still antisocial 
I don’t talk to people, I’m separate from life forms
Burning down dorms and I’m ripping floors though
Moving so slow before I’m going solo

Denial (Prod. weloveyouty)

illusion (Prod. inkivi)

PTSD, Drugs, OD, Lots of Fucking Therapy (Prod. Puhf)

Oneirataxia (Prod. Lost Ghoul)

I fell in love… he’s perfect. This is a depiction of my fears. Fear within the emotions regarding love, are common. Relationship traumas can destroy the everso developing mind. I hope that this one will last… I think I finally found the one for me.

Perfect (Prod. Sebraca Beats)

The years flew by, nothing is the same anymore.

in the end ill be alone (Prod. Jango)

you’re a fucking liar (prod. Umberto C)

These last songs I posted I recorded in the length of the beat—I didn’t have to write a single verse. These words just flowed out. Heartbreak’s a bitch.

you don’t love me, and you never did (prod. thomasp)

I can’t believe I failed at love again. When him and I met I was so happy, I felt amazing. And then it all came crumbling down when he cheated on me and continued to lie for the 1 and a half years of our relationship. And I really tried but fuck it I couldn’t do it anymore. Love destroys. I sang this while drunk. Didn’t write lyrics, they just flowed out. Fuck love.

when we met (Prod. Umberto C)

Homesick but left without a home
Thought it was love, maybe it was lust, I don’t even knowww

Relapse (Prod. UmbertoC)

substances (prod. thomasp)

I randomly decided to make this song in my broken down car

sick in the mind (prod. Vxbrxnt)

Okay well.. this one was emotional for me. I hope you guys enjoy it! I am liking this style, it lets out a vibe lol

stargazing (prod. micco.)

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