I’m an anxious piece of shit
I think I’m never getting over it
That’s why I’m so god damn depressed
And I don’t answer your text
It fucks me up so much it makes me sick
I’m an anxious piece of shit

I’ve been stuck in this bed since 3 PM
And I just want it to end
I count the reasons why I’m hopeless now until it’s ten
Oh god, I fucked it up again

‘Cause I’m an anxious piece of shit
I think I’m never getting over it
That’s why I’m so god damn depressed
And I don’t answer your text
It fucks me up so much it makes me sick
I’m an anxious piece of shit

I haven’t seen my self-esteem
Since I was 17
But I just try to pretend
And I despise all the lies
Wish I can come clean
But I don’t have any friends

Because I’m complicated
Stimulated by the words in my brain
Isolated, can’t relate cuz I just like to complain
Said I’m sorry, but I probably didn’t have to at all
But I’ll still take the fall

‘Cause when I tell you I’m fine
Just know that I lie
But don’t sympathize
‘Cause I’m just paranoid

‘Cause I’m an anxious piece of shit
I know I’m never getting over it
Feels like I’m hanging by a thread
Cuz there’s this voice inside my head
That makes me wish that I was dead

What Makes Me

Anxious

Anxious (feat. Andy Cizek)

You can’t feel high 
Without feeling low
Go through the dark
Before we start to glow
I’ll never try 
And I will never know
Cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low

I feel the static heating under my skin
It’s like I can’t decipher the meaning
I’m falling through the gaping hole in my chest
And I can’t escape how I’m feeling

You can’t tell me to get over it
I follow my advice like a hypocrite
Cuz skin deep is more than I’ll admit
I’d rather run than take the hit

You can’t feel high without feeling low
Go through the dark before we start to glow
I’ll never try and I will never know
Cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low
I always fall, It always hurts to show
Take in the pain and then I let it grow
I’m never there when you need me the most
Cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low

I got this shaking in the back of my neck
And I can’t find the air while I’m breathing
It’s hard to trust with all the noise in my head
You said you couldn’t hear my heart beating

You can’t tell me to get over it
I follow my advice like a hypocrite
Cuz skin deep is more than I’ll admit
I’d rather run than take the hit

You can’t feel high without feeling low
Go through the dark before we start to glow
I’ll never try and I will never know
Cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low
I always fall, It always hurts to show
Take in the pain and then I let it grow
I’m never there when you need me the most
Cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low

I’m waiting restless to end this condition
It’s compromised all my life’s last ambitions
I wished away all the pain that I lived with
But I can’t escape this hell
I’m waiting restless to break from this prison
Lost in the dark till I’ve lost all my vision
Wandering aimless without a direction
I’m desperately calling out

You can’t feel high without feeling low
Go through the dark before we start to glow
I’ll never try and I will never know
Cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low
I always fall, It always hurts to show
Take in the pain and then I let it grow
I’m never there when you need me the most
Cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low, cuz I’m low

I had all my chances but the last one was a cry for help
Sat down in a circle speaking feelings that I’ve never felt
I said I might be going crazy
Or my crazy’s gone insane
But loneliness is killing me a lot more than the fame

Why am I the way I am
So on and off and back again
I’m lost inside my own damn head
Cuz my own mind is my worst enemy

Counting down the minutes cuz my limits are my one true hell
Trapped by indecision, it’s my prison, but they’ll never tell
If all of this is crazy
Then my crazy’s gone insane
Cuz loneliness is killing me a lot more than the game

Why am I the way I am
So on and off and back again
I’m lost inside my own damn head
Cuz my own mind is my worst enemy

I swear I’m not dramatic just an addict for the misery
I’ve had some conversations but sensation’s got the best of me
It seems that living static’s automatically  the death of me
But all of this bullshit and I knew it time to set me free
I’m my worst enemy

Why am I the way I am
So on and off and back again
I’m lost inside my own damn head
Cuz my own mind is my worst enemy

The Way I Am

I like to set a standard I’ll never reach
Cause shooting for the stars is all they preach
The only thing that sucks more than letting yourself down
Is trying to save a shipwreck until you drown

(I just wanna be perfect)

I think I hate myself
But maybe I, maybe I just hate this song
I think I hate myself
But maybe it’s cause I’m fed up and I’m
Over overthinking
I’m so damn indecisive
Maybe I am, maybe I’m not
Maybe I’m right, maybe I’m wrong
I just wanna be perfect

It’s all or nothing when my mind has tunnel vision
With no direction thanks to indecision
The only that keeps me from self-destruction
Is my own battle with procrastination

(I just wanna be perfect)
But I don’t deserve it

I think I hate myself
But maybe I, maybe I just hate this song
I think I hate myself
But maybe it’s cause I’m fed up and I’m
Over overthinking
I’m so damn indecisive
Maybe I am, maybe I’m not
Maybe I’m right, maybe I’m wrong
I just wanna be perfect

I know I might be insane
For trying to save a dying flame
Telling me I’ll never live the dream
Is putting out the match with gasoline

I think I hate myself
But maybe I, maybe I just hate this song
I think I hate myself
But maybe it’s cause I’m fed up and I’m
Over overthinking
I’m so damn indecisive
Maybe I am, maybe I’m not
Maybe I’m right, maybe I’m wrong
I just wanna be perfect

(Na Na Na)
I just wanna be perfect

Perfect

Pop-punk for people who probably need therapy.
🎵Debut song “Low” out now

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