prod @1lav

mixed by me 
mastered by @kiryoo at the hotel
MV LINK https://youtu.be/N0a_qDuAh-w?feature=shared
im at a very low point in my life where i hate everything myself included 
i thank yall for the love it rlly makes me wanna keep going 
yall are the best supports i could ever ask for <33
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/
ww.instagram.com/epicgamerkiryo/
we talk 
we fight 
we fuck
tonight
everything we do 
ill swear to god ill change your life
girl theres jus one thing you gotta kno 
im unstable
break me down 
like a fable 
 the cuts on my skin 
the scrts that i keep 
overmedicated slowly killing me 
she got that black dress on 
i jus got my eyes on you 
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do 
killed a "pretty" girl last night
red n blue flashing lights 
bby come with me you can die by my side 
oh wedding bells 
you broke our fuckin vowels 
so when i kms 
ill go back to the fucking ground
i deserve this hell's 
where i belong 
this life wasnt made for me 
i jus wanna pass on 
i feel like shit 
midlife crisis 
maybe these fuckin drugs 
will fucking stop it 
social relasp 
i wanna go back 
ima fuckin snort ts til my eyes roll back 
puking out my guts i stg
this body sucks 
youre such a dirty bitch 
and im jus a fuck up 
plzz dont touch me 
i feel so disgusting 
choking on my words because this shit
 doesnt mean anything 
i wanted everything baby just put me down 
im so fuckin childish 
this shit sucks i want it now 
im sorry that i just ruin everything
i touch
i dont wanna self destruct 
but this pain its not giving up 
wtf 
man wtf 
glass shards breaks into my wrist 
 it makes me wanna fucking wanna cut
the cuts on my skin
the scrts that i keep
overmedicated slowly killing me
she got that black dress on
i jus got my eyes on you
but you gotta stay away idk what ill do

black dress 🎀 🐇#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 *MV OUT NOW IN DESC*

prod. @l7nore

i dont wanna stay here i just wanna fucking go
surrounded by some fakes i just want true love
change my name n run away bitch im going ghost
all these on me i just wanna fucking glo
racks money clothes cover me in designer 
nose jobs plastic surgery i customize her 
zombie w the pale skin cocaine make it lighter
walk in2 the room all these diamonds make it brighter
bite her neck off these oxys like a vampire
drinking blood in my cup like a vampire
number 9 on my shirt skulls my attire
imma die when she leaves her love i require
murder house my life like a fucking horror story
cut my wrists kill myself bby let me say im sorry
chilling w the deer in the haunted forest its so scary
bby be my corpse bride ur the one i wanna marry

bite her neck

im so right w/ vintagepopstar prod luvhex and me

produced by @kaneda_7
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lyrics:
your silhouette still haunts me
and its beautiful but daunting
all i have is scars on my body
harsh reality that nobody wants me
another night another bottle that i drink down
holding onto nothing im a complete clown
walk around in this world as a jester
every word that you spoke stuck and festered
skin is peeling
heart needs healing
life needs meaning
can you hear me
can you see me
do love me
lifes a joke but nothings ever funny

did you ever listen to a single thing id say
everysingle day workin thru this pain
i wish i could turn off my brain
all these memories lurking in my conciousness like shadows
i try to fight but i lose every battle
can you just let me know if theres a part of you who still has love
the tiniest bit would be enough
that love could blossom back into us

catching you in lies like a deer in headlights
look so surprised that i know what you did that night
but it doesnt really matter baby coz im so in love with you
and i really dont know what to do
when your heart and your mind are both against you
i know one day i will forget you
and ill look back and ill see i never missed you

you are nothing
you are gone now
youre the embarassing secret i dont wan talk abt
i watched you walk out the door and then lock me out
the drugs im on that i sing about im not proud about
but theyre killing me
and i kinda love it
choosing between a slow death or a bullet i feel gods judgement
honestly fuck it
ill be dead one day anyways might as well go n rush it

silhouette (kaneda7)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/onlyicansavemenow
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sicklikeadog

i dont get it 

lyrics:
@misalivee
omg what baby u dont give a fuck
all the shit i said i hope that you forgot
omg i dont give a fuck
everything i love just seems to fucking rot
im so done with this shit bitch just watch me die
just watch me cut know thats wat you like
i tried my best baby watch me die
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry its aight
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry

@sicklikeadog
i rlly dont gaf
kiss up on my cuts bby watch me fucking die
puke out my fucking guts i wont make it till 2night
roll up another blunt just 2 make it thru the night
paparazzi wit me im in the spotlight
it's 4 lyfe we 4 lyfe bae we could've been forever
doing line after line only time i feel pleasure
i feel fine i feel fine i'm not getting any better
i don't know whether i should love u

i cant take it back ++sicklikeadog (onlyicansavemenow)

prod. me

me
designer on my body i got everything for free
like a vampire bae i love it when u bleed
i could change ur life baby im the fucking key
take you out buy u anything shopping spree
i dont feel the same when ur not with me
xan after xan i think imma od
they dont fw me cuz im too scary
im so scared bby please hold me

20 missed calls hit the bank i withdraw
i gave yo bitch lockjaw u a joke bitch haha
put u on a t shirt hit u with my sawed off
talking in my dms u a lame bitch blah blah
im a vampire drink ur blood i cant see the sun
lsd and xtc bby lets go have some fun
kms suicide bby yeah im dying young
i can taste the rainbow hella pills on my tongue
tears in my eyes bby why did u leave
black shoes black pants black everything
blow my brains out bby give me wings
plug hit my phone trap phone ring

@w6lker
withdrawals got me feelin dead
ima have a good day , found some xanax in my bed
everyday dying slow , i can't live without my meds
bitch don't lie u don't love me like u did
i can see you when i close n shut my eyes
i got bitches coming in both the left n the right
plug hit my phone me n kaleb gettin right
why they starin bitch ? cos i jus walked in with number nine
i'm a vampire living in the night cos that's my life
you secretly admire
no photos please, i can't handle the light
just look at my attire
outside and bitch i'm lookin nice
don't talk to me i'm a big dog and yes i do bite
look at me when i walk thru, they love to watch you
got on all my vetements, top one not top two
got 80 oxys, yes they're all blue
got bitches that want me, they don't want you

20 missed calls w/ hauntingclaire

prod. me

i aint sleep in days bags under my eyes you'd think i'm dead
let me say i'm sorry please just forget all the things i said
maybe i deserve it dying alone in my fucking bed
happy birthday to myself i put bullets in my head
bae we should've been forever remember the way we bled
think i never should've trusted but i loved the things you said
crying alone in the bathroom now the floor is white n red
I got bodies in my closet baby I'm haunted
my life is like a movie getting bands in 3D
I don't know their names but I know they know me
walk outside cameras flashing baby paparazzi
I don't think that I can love you after all the things I've seen
but baby you're the only thing I see
I drank too much n blacked out I saw you in my dreams
everyday so fucked up I'm falling apart at the seams
you wanna see me die at least that's what it seems

I'd kill myself to be close to you
your facade is fading yeah your real colors are showing through
you can be my corpse bride please baby just say I do
we're all gonna die some day let me take the chance to love you
I think my time is coming soon
I'm a vampire only pop out with the moon
cocaine on my table looks like winter when it's june
take some shit n knock out babe I'll see you soon

my life is like a movie getting bands in 3D
I don't know their names but I know they know me
walk outside cameras flashing baby paparazzi
I don't think that I can love you after all the things I've seen
but baby you're the only thing I see
I drank too much n blacked out I saw you in my dreams
everyday so fucked up I'm falling apart at the seams
you wanna see me die at least that's what it seems

im haunted

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self prod 

6mg im stuck
i just robbed the plug
crushing k up on my phone
idgaf
bitches rlly wanna fk
they cant get a touch
see my ass on tv
tmz I'm posted up

scarekrow: 

It’s a gnarly party jumping on the furniture 
Skinny jeans and hooded fur
Scarekrow posted but I’m going 
far 4x
I don’t give a toss, oi mate!
I don’t wear Hugo Boss 
I wear Prada to walk, aye
I wear Prada to watch, aye
Rolling scarekrow crop, aye
I’m watching bodies drop
I stay 10 down 100%
I just want guap, he just want sex
Bitch im done im like who next 
He’ll yah, me and Techno in field we just casts hex
Demons fucking everywhere 
Damn I feel it in the air
I know that this life ain’t fair


me:


6mg im stuck
i just robbed the plug
crushing k up on my phone
idgaf
bitches rlly wanna fk
they cant get a touch
see my ass on tv
tmz I'm posted up

ur bitch she jiggy with it
idgaf I'm wit it
all these drugs I cant get thru
i just wanna b with u
i just wanna fk on u
im so emo see my bones
dxm inside my coke
oops I got a bloody nose
Addys w my best friend Ivey
Im posted up cant find me
i like orange juice 
sippin hi c
kill me dead like when u find me


20 missed calls w/ hauntingclaire

sicklikeadog

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