Homie i gotta tell u, u got a lot of balls
That u walked naked through the hallway, in the pg
I ain't gotta make u remember this, u know all
You just didn't got raped at that time, what dazed me
What really amazes me, u act such a gentleman
But pussy in reality, u know, I'm not a fan
Trynna hit somewhere a lottery but really can't
Maybe it's the only reason that u turning out mad
I ain't glad that u livin' this well with your parents
You just burden on 'em, they acting with patience
Trynna act tough like a boss with gentleness disguised
Insecurities got the best of u, can't hide
You a pussy, u not boss, i know u
I'm a strong dude, who will nail u here
Right now, I'm into making u ill, trynna blow u
I'mma brutally honest person, got no fear

Don't come to me near, u just make me sick
That bald forehead looks more of a dick
You just live in a world full of fake fantasies
Barbie dolls, lots of money and some tight pussies
You won't get it 'cause u dick full of pubes all around
Homie put some good clothes, with the money u got
Can't make a heart wish fullfilled 'cause u bound
By your very own parents, like they know u smoke pot
So lemme get u high through this beat and my flow
Like i hit your g-spot and made u wet
You just wanna get some pussies, too timid to approach
So u watch and burn your eyes on the internet 
Not a fucking threat to me, if u get to me
Wanna diss u really, is what Anshit said to me
Think u really smart but got a brain of a baby
That's why your first fiance broke the marriage quickly

Bitch! You think, u can fuck with me, that's crazy
You gotta jump and swing up to hit me in the knees
4 feet 5 inches is your real hight
While we fight, i might drink a Coke diet beside
I saw your sister, mister, i liked her
Tell her to come and chill with me, with a real winner
On your mental health, I'm upto finish u
All i want in my life is to piss u and diss u, peace!

diss u by syd da shayr (Lyrics in description)

Came from the bottom, just so u know
I'm not roddy ricch, I'm on it though 
Trynna make a difference, make a different name, on god
So that i could tell my story, may this be true, oh lord!

Never had a good family environment, from the start
Had to rely on myself and on my art
Was a little child in this wild world, got strayed
This smoking shit got me low self esteem, got me played
A player starting from the bottom, now I'm on it
Had left many changes, i regret it
But i gotta move on if i let it
Gotta be a real winner, wanna bet it
Not here to be played, make it clear 
Wanna be immortal if u get it
Wanna make true friends if i get the chance 
Really wanna fuck and wanna wet it
I was down on my ass, had to go a new direction
Left smoking, strated focusing on my game like natural selection
It ain't easy like pac said, took it to my very core
Like i always thought and said before, yeah, yeah

Came from the bottom, just so u know
I'm not roddy ricch, I'm on it though 
Trynna make a difference, make a different name, on god
So that i could tell my story, may this be true, oh lord!

Sidy J, yeah, i never took the safe route
Only child will make a breakthrough 
Dad narcissistic, mother don't care
I mean, of my dreams, to be a player
By myself, waking early in the morning
Getting ready for the drill, while yawning 
Mother giving warning, don't waste your time
Went out of that shit in no time
I never had money, it ain't funny
Not even a single penny, had frustrations many
Had depression, never had good first impressions
Walking with head down, like I'm on probation 
Wanna leave my old life behind, start a new one, just as i thought 
Spent many years under mental torture, i fought 
'Member i was smoking all day, at night i was down to smoke
Dad caught me, gave me whip, said shit, and i choked, yeah yeah

Came from the bottom, just so u know
I'm not roddy ricch, I'm on it though 
Trynna make a difference, make a different name, on god
So that i could tell my story, may this be true, oh lord!

Just so u know By Syd Da Shayr (Lyrics in description)

Talking

I really need to focus on myself
'Cause the people i live with, got shit to tell
Got shit to teach, they been faking with me
I'm a hustler by heart for real, we'll see
Only time will tell, who's right, who's not
I got faith in God, who's walking all along
In reality, I'm all alone, through this song
Trynna lift u up in the sky like Cheech & Chong
Don't wanna do drugs, don't wanna promote it
Gotta prove to my self, still got it
28 and running, outta breath
This bar got no pun but got a lot of depth, yeah
Don't wanna go back to the shit I've left
But i wish i could run back time when i was kept-
In the warmth by mother nature, in the womb
I wish i never was born, now I'm a goon

I'm just a man in grief, gotta put my thoughts to sleep
Sometimes I'm a creep, stalking bitches on the 'gram
Born in a middle class family, another black sheep
They don't really care 'bout me, care 'bout my aim to be
A player in this game, gotta show some pride for real
And fighting spirit within me, no time to weep

Please, show me the way
I've been looking for a sign since my college days 
Is it fame and the money and the pride and the sex?
Or is it love and respect and the state to feel blessed?
Trapped in my own thoughts, trying to escape
Doesn't even have the time to take a nap
Early morning, getting ready, going for the drill
I just wanna keep it real, but i can't conceal -
My thoughts and my pain, walking in the rain
No body knows my feelings, driving me insane 
Is it same, if i make it to the top of the game?
Or will it change everything, money and the fame?
I don't really know, all i know is my homies -
Did a lot of sacrifices to raise me and show me -
The true meaning of life, they didn't had 
So i keep this thing in mind and i hustle instead, yeah

I'm just a man in grief, gotta put my thoughts to sleep
Sometimes I'm a creep, stalking bitches on the 'gram
Born in a middle class family, another black sheep
They don't really care 'bout me, care 'bout my aim to be
A player in this game, gotta show some pride for real
And fighting spirit within me, no time to weep, yeah

Talking

another black sheep By Syd Da Shayr (Lyrics in description)

I have to do it on my own, i know
Have no place to go
It's part of the game
I have a thousand enemies to kill
My heart, never still
It's part of the game
I just want all the love in my life
Happiness and money too
I just want to call someone my wife
Who wants to live her life in truth

Will i make it thru
Am i of no use
Many thoughts on mind
Can't tell, wrong or right
If i sell my soul
If i turn my heart cold
Will i get what I've been told
Or will it be another story untold 

Somebody tell me the true meaning of this life
Neglecting homies, no money and swollen pride
I'm trynna be as meek as possible but can't deny
The shit that they have given to me, I won't lie
Life as living hell, my soul is on fire
My whole life I've been a truth finder
True lover of the beauty and it's virtue
Want to live a life like i wanted in my youth
Now ageing age, soaring rage, with no wage
They want me to sign on a empty page
I'm a literally literate man, studied from the streets
I don't got no heritage to keep, yeah
But I'mma show to the world, I won't loose my faith 
Getting close to my destiny with every breath 
A curse, I'm living under a tree with no shade
So gotta plant money trees, gotta get paid 

Will i.. make it thru
Am i of no use
Many thoughts on mind
Can't tell, wrong or right
If i sell my soul
If i turn my heart cold
Will i get what I've been told
Or will it be another story untold ×2


will i make it thru By syd da shayr (Lyrics in description)

I miss u a lot, all these nights I've fought -
With myself to keep my cool, u know, I'm not
I'm a fool for this world, maybe this is true
A tool of no use, so me, they don't choose
But i miss u a lot, u my childhood friend
Can't believe that this thing is now coming to an end
You have my heart, u will always be in it
I don't care about this world, to me, it's shit
I admit that i should have left some things in the past
Now i regret, our love won't last
But i will keep on fighting till my last breath
To get u back again, to win this battle, yes!
I don't want no other person in my life
You were my everything, u were my right
Now i stay in disarray all day
Now i stay awake and yearn all night
I have to say this, i wanna get u back
Can't live without u, like my living is fake
You were my reason to live, now i live with no hope
Should've stayed together, should've really eloped
World won't give a shit about us, why should we?
You showed me the way, i was blind to see
You'll always be in my heart, your place to be
I'll come in your dreams when I'll finally be free

I really love u, i really want u
I was mistaken that i fought with u
You were my only friend, i hope u understand 
You are my childhood friend, i wanna meet u ×2

I hope, u listening this song while I'm singing
This mandolin, in your ears, it's ringing
Making way, all the way, to your heart 
May my love, from you, never be apart
My thoughts are fucked, words are strayed
My heart arches from this game u have played
My pockets empty, but I'm rich from the heart
I want u and only u at any cost
Damn it, I'm lost, show me the way
I'll get to u anyhow, by anyway
Wanna say, the pain u gave me by betrayal -
Was too much to take but i survived so it failed
I still want u back 'cause you're one of a kind
You're always in my heart, you're always on my mind
I see u in my dreams, u glow and u shine
Only thing i need is, u say that you're mine

I really love u, i really want u
I was mistaken that i fought with u
You were my only friend, i hope u understand 
You are my childhood friend, i wanna meet u ×2

I remember, when we two met for the first time
It was more melodic than to make rhymes
We were young, we were carefree, and u were fine
In reality, those happy endings aren't everytime
I remember, your dark complexion
Was a show stopper, i said with hesitation
All i wanted was your body, but i wanted your heart too
In this world of cunts, true lovers are few
I'm one of them, i said my feelings out to u
You said, yes! Our bonding grew
Over the years, we were like real husband and wife
You were in my life and u were my life
I just wanted it to never end
I feel weak now 'cause u were my strength 
Now u gone but i will keep on waiting forever 
This dream came to me last night, i remember 

I really love u, i really want u
I was mistaken that i fought with u
You were my only friend, i hope u understand 
You are my childhood friend, i wanna meet u ×2

you are my childhood friend By syd da shayr (Lyrics in description)

Sometimes I feel like I ain't shit
Sometimes a player feel like shit
Talking 'bout some real life shit
Even right now i feel life shit
So let me get it off my chest
Let me try my best, u listening?
27 and running, it's like running outta breath
I'm huffing
This game ain't no easy, haven't chosen no easy path
Feels like quitting 
I cry for a while then i take the bath, best believe, it's raining
It's raining in my life, i got no girlfriend for real to make my wife
Forever single, still a virgin but got nothing to loose
Standing at the crossroad, don't know that which way to choose, on god!
Want a life, want a wife, I can't afford, no one to support, oh god!
My mother loves me but is way too possessive
So my old bitch nudges me
Will only get my new bitch respected
That's power, yes, it's now or next
Can't lie though, I tried though
I'll die tryin', that's a common death
Wayne said it way before than me, who am i to deny this shit
I try, and pacify my past life traumas, still i have them fits

Guess it is what it is as it appears, oh shit
The object in the mirror is more near than it appears, oh shit
And sometimes I fear who in the mirror
That player weird
He done lost so many times but still here
Why am I here?

Dear life
What is my meaning? My reason?

Many days gone while i prayed for a better way to set my record straight
Many nights gone in no hope to bring me my soulmate, damn!
I just wanna tell my past self, faith ain't enough, no bluff
You gotta work your ass off but don't forget that moral stuff
'Cause the rule of karma's universal 
No show's amazing, should be done rehearsal
Take it seriously but don't take it personal
Only real talk they'll talk is this shit, for real
I'm no prophet, no wise man, but a grown ass guy
Got some vices, wanna kill, i just can't deny
Got some voices in my head, lounder than them i wanna be
You'll see the best of me this year probably 
Gotta act smart, these hoes are obsessive
So i gotta reap my fruits, and get my blessings 
Sometimes this life is way too depressing, yeah
It's way too real, the shit I'm talkin' way way too real
I hope it gave you chills
The dirt under your feet could be the grave, you fill
You don't know how dead you feel 'til you're dead for real
Gotta make some things clear
Have done some shit in the past
Bad days won't ever last
Have to work on my skills, gotta make money fast
Gotta do some useful math
Teeth numb from novocain, don't wanna do drugs
They want me to make money, show no love
I got a face of a hermit, mind of a thug
Baba got my back, grace coming from up above 
Have been shoved in this world but fuck it!
I got no rich dad to brag about, fuck it!
It kills me waking in the morning but i love it
If i failed to make it big, fuck it!
Won't loose my passion to spit on mic, i swear
Won't give up on my homies, if they don't care
'bout my dreams, for my money schemes, if they don't pay
Much attention but I'll work with patience

Dear life
What is my meaning? My reason?
That's the question

What is my meaning By Syd Da Shayr (Lyrics in description)

I've been through a whole lot
Doing drugs and depression but i know god
So i still hit the ground, that same spot
Trynna let me down but i will not, yeah yeah
As i look around me
So many aunty uncles wanna drown me
But my baba won't ever let down me
Everyday hustling, they found me

I don't care
Many days gone in anticipation of better days
I don't care
Many night gone up in smoke, finding for a better way
I don't care
Even if i fail to make my desires come true
I don't care
I'll keep on doing my thing, and that's the truth

You would have quitted if u were in my place, i think
My parents do tell me to try other things
Like 9 to 5, it's safe and i tried
But i found out it was a lie, more of a rat race
I wanna elevate in this rap game
And when i do, would say it right to their face
No cocky, just honour my hardship
This rap shit got me acting like ape shit
I'm in my late 20's, got a mind of a baby
Who to blame? it's just the way it is
The way to greatness, I'm paving it
I pray to God, may my voice be a hit

I don't care
Many days gone in anticipation of better days
I don't care
Many night gone up in smoke, finding for a better way
I don't care
Even if i fail to make my desires come true
I don't care
I'll keep on doing my thing, and that's the truth

I hustle every single day, looking for a better way
To set my record straight, can't wait
Sometimes i procrastinate, like it's too late
But I'm a outsider, no debate
And they hate, while watching me grind, they don't know
It's for the good, one chance, won't blow
Let my haters know it all, who knows
They might turn into my fans, for sho'
Talking facts, no shit
Let's pray to God, may my voice be hit
I said this before but I'm not sure
That God is serious, I'm trynna allure him

I don't care
Many days gone in anticipation of better days
I don't care
Many night gone up in smoke, finding for a better way
I don't care
Even if i fail to make my desires come true
I don't care
I'll keep on doing my thing, and that's the truth

IDC By Syd Da Shayr (Lyrics in description)

So lemme start with as i came knocking to this town
Named sanjauli, i had no plans what to do
She welcomed me with love, open arms
This experience was first and was new
My first love sanjauli, had many memories
But i wish to be independent and to be free
Had to make my way through this game of rap
If i won't make a breakthrough, it would be a shame
Wanna travel the world, wanna find a girl
So will have to leave this town to make my dreams come true
Ah! this town, i will carry it in my heart
I remember all my homies, don't need no proof
I remained aloof by my years of high school
Used to get high, maybe that's why it has got high in it's name (ha-hah)
I was acting insane, but now I'm ashamed
But i can't complain, 'cause we learn from mistakes then we grow and we gain
Many things I've learnt from this town
Now it's my turn to give it back, in art form 
Don't know, what else to say but
Love u dear sanjauli, yeah

Talking 

Just got the message, you been hustling all week 
I'm too hustlin' on these streets, ain't had a chance to speak 
But you know, with you and me it's all G
We could never be enemies 'cause you've been such a good friend to me
Where would i be without my will to earn skills 
And kill my enemies with jealousy and sit and chill
Driven by my ambitions, desire higher positions
So I proceed to make G's eternally
And my mission is to be more than just a rap musician
The elevation of today's generation, if I could make 'em listen
Prison ain't what we need, no longer stuck in greed
Time to plan, strategize, my family's gotta eat
These bars are from Tupac 'cause my life somewhat resembles from his life afterall
He's my idol, forever young, teaching street maths to the young ones
No black and white, every person

And i got to know him here
At sanjauli, dear sanjauli, peace!
Talking..

sYd da shaYr