I heard you're doing fine without me, and that's okay
'Cause I never asked for anything but a little bit of honesty
But the empty space beside me still smells of lavender and roses
And it feels like you're still there as long as my eyes never open

But if you were to come back home
Then this would be all okay

But I'm calling to say
I'm sorry that I missed your calls again
I've been sleeping in for thirty something hours again
I think I'm losing touch with all my fucking friends again
I'm having trouble just remembering

These sixteen hour blackouts aren't any good for my health
But who the fuck am I to complain when I can't even save myself
And I swore I saw your face
Back in the window of the coffee place we met on our first date
I smoked myself to the filter that day

It's okay if you want to move on without me
It's okay if you want..
I smoked myself to the filter that day

But I'm calling to say
I'm sorry that I missed your calls again
I've been sleeping in for thirty something hours again
I think I'm losing touch with all my fucking friends again
I'm having trouble just remembering

But if you were to come back home
It's okay if you want to move on without me
Then this would be all okay
It's okay if you want..
But I'm calling to say

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Valerian (king theta)

So you're back with him again
Didn't take long for you to move on
Temporary comfort's always what you did best
Did you tell him all about last summer
Or did you just skip ahead to the good part
And forget all our wasted time

I guess it really wasn't what you wanted
Cold feet on a Sunday morning
I'll throw my thoughts from the highest story

Fall flat on my face
What a fucking mistake to waste my time on your empty space
I'll keep those pictures tucked up away in the drawer beside my bed frame
Maybe one day I'll forget your face

Looking like you saw a ghost
Tell me what you miss the most, and is it me
Hey baby, let's have a toast
Let's cheers this one to all the goals we'll never reach
You still haunt my memories
Yeah, I called your bluff
I caught you faking
It's too much, and I can't take it
Always thought that we would make it
But I guess I was mistaken

I guess it really wasn't what you wanted
Cold feet on a Sunday morning
I'll throw my thoughts from the highest story

Fall flat on my face
What a fucking mistake to waste my time on your empty space
I'll keep those pictures tucked up away in the drawer beside my bed frame
Maybe one day I'll forget your face

I was a dear in your headlights
And you ran through me like I was nothing
I'll throw my thoughts from the highest story
So my head is empty like your fucking apology
I'll throw my thoughts from the highest story
So my head is empty like your fucking apology

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Grin (king theta)

Last night I woke up to a text that said "I'm drunk, and I miss you"
And I'm still falling over that
Tongue tied with my stomach in a headlock
You're gone, I could never really stand that
I'm still waiting where you left me
I should've warned you I'm a let down
Please turn the TV up, 'cause my head gets way too loud

When it's the only thing that cuts right through the noise of the static
When I think too loud, and my guts start to spill from the inside out
Please put me back together
Please show me how to cope
'Cause I still cling too tightly to the words you wrote
So where'd you go

When we were driving home last weekend from your parents house
You said "I'm sorry, but I just need some room to breathe"
Next thing I know, your shit is packed and you're gone home back east
Left a letter on the nightstand that said "I'm sorry, it's you not me"

When it's the only thing that cuts right through the noise of the static
When I think too loud, and my guts start to spill from the inside out
Please put me back together
Please show me how to cope
'Cause I still cling too tightly to the words you wrote
So where'd you go

Headlock (king theta)

Well, it's two in the morning, and I know I shouldn't be calling 
While you're laying next to him in my shirt
Do you laugh with him like we used to
Does he bring you flowers like I used to
Does he take you out in the rain, and dance with you
Do you miss the way that my voice sounds
If you do can you pick up right now
'Cause all I think about is missing you

You used to dance with flowers in your hair
An empty room but I still feel you here
And it's quiet now, but still rings so loud
It's so much harder now just to live without you

If we had a second chance would you take it
And if I gave you my heart would you break it
Again and again and again and again, all over again

You used to dance with flowers in your hair
An empty room but I still feel you here
And it's quiet now, but still rings so loud
It's so much harder now just to live without you

If you were to come back home
Then this would be all okay

0821 (pekarot)

I kept our memories in a bottle
But I guess I should've burned them
Thinking about you never got me very far
And I wish that you would feel a little empty
So you could feel the same as me
But for now I guess I'll do my best to keep you out of frame

You're the centerpiece to everything that's wrong with me
Stop calling, 'cause I owe you nothing

'Cause I still get choked up on the bitter taste of your last name
And I still get bruises from the sound of you on the other end
And maybe I should just get off my ass and call you back
But I'm too busy wandering away from everything that's good for me

And I guess I miss the way your hair smelled just like lavender
But I don't miss the butterflies and how they made my stomach hurt
I'm all tied up in knots as I pace around in the parking lot of your apartment
When I really should go home instead

You're the centerpiece to everything that's wrong with me
Stop calling, 'cause I owe you nothing

'Cause I still get choked up on the bitter taste of your last name
And I still get bruises from the sound of you on the other end
And maybe I should just get off my ass and call you back
But I'm too busy wandering away from everything that's good for me

And maybe I should just get off my ass and call you back
But I'm too busy wandering away from everything that's good for me

Lavender (king theta)

Two AM on a cold night
I sit alone by the curb side
My phone's about to die, and I've got three cigarettes left
Your words are spinning in my head, and I'm nauseous
The butterflies have disappeared, and all that's left is gut rot
I swore I'd never fucking lose you
But I did, and now I'm chasing cigarettes
And the last train home to Toronto

I'm a loose end, and I feel stupid
For wanting more than you could give me
Always bite the hand that feeds me
And it feels like the room is spinning
Try so hard to keep you in frame
Like a lucid dream, you felt so real to me

I stay awake and watch the cars that go by
In my reflection, see the bags under my eyes
That carry all the weight of this
It's all too much for me to process
I hope Montreal is fucking worth it
'Cause I just feel so worthless

I'm a loose end, and I feel stupid
For wanting more than you could give me
Always bite the hand that feeds me
And it feels like the room is spinning
Try so hard to keep you in frame
Like a lucid dream, you felt so real to me

Lucid (king theta)

Westmount (king theta)

Dry those tears away from your face
You know you always hate it when I ruin your makeup
And I'm sorry but we can't rewind this time
We've got to say goodbye to the memories we kept up on the shelf

We should've taken better care of us
But I hope you find just what it is you lost

Quit crying, 'cause I'm already gone
You're just a memory
A line in a song
So cut the waterworks
Dry your eyes
Go home and get some sleep again
Quit crying, 'cause I'm already gone

So don't go calling me at two in the morning
When I'm trying my hardest to forget about you and those blue eyes
But I see you in my dreams
You're always haunting me
Like a ghost of what we had, and what we could've been

We should've taken better care of us
But I hope you find just what it is you lost

Quit crying, 'cause I'm already gone
You're just a memory
A line in a song
So cut the waterworks
Dry your eyes
Go home and get some sleep again
Quit crying, 'cause I'm already gone

I'm already gone
Quit crying, 'cause I'm already gone
You're just a memory
A line in a song

Waterworks (king theta)

Like a deer in the headlights 
I get so weak in the knees whenever you're around me
But I know that you're no good
And I should stay clear of Oak Street
'Cause the memories come racing back
But try as I might I can't seem to get away from you
The second we lock eyes again
We get stuck in the same loop

Over and over
I get lost in your blue eyes
Over and over
We're still stuck in the same place
Over and over
Left my heart in your bed frame
Over and over
We're still stuck in the same place

Over and over
It's over it's over
It's over it's over
It's over it's over yeah

Two more cigarette burns put out on your nightstand
When will we ever learn to try and control ourselves
Yeah, I know that you're no good
I should've stayed away
Lay awake kissing your face
Now I'm stuck in the same place
You're like a record on repeat that's playing all my favorite songs
The way you look at me, I just can't help but hum along

Over and over
I get lost in your blue eyes
Over and over
We're still stuck in the same place
Over and over
Left my heart in your bed frame
Over and over
We're still stuck in the same place

Over and over
It's over it's over
Over and over
It's over it's over
It's over it's over
It's over it's over

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