Shadow of Youth

[Verse]
Words flew out like a loose kite no control
Left my mouth like a bolt from a storm
Lightning strikes leaving hearts torn apart
I didn't mean to harm or break your soul

[Verse]
Heart heavy with remorse got me low
Wishing I could turn back the restless time
Erase the echoes that took their toll
Rewrite moments with a softer rhyming line

[Chorus]
Sorry I said that and I hope you know
Regret dancing in shadows near your door
Trying to mend each tear in the flow
Maybe my heart can heal what's sore

[Verse]
Silent nights I ruminate on the words
Each one a shard cutting through the calm
Dreaming of a dawn where hurts are blurred
Where we can find peace in a gentle balm

[Verse]
Mending bridges with tender thread of hope
Crossing chasms left by thoughtless phrases
Holding tight to the ground like climbing ropes
Rebuilding faith in our tangled mazes

[Chorus]
Sorry I said that and I hope you know
Regret dancing in shadows near your door
Trying to mend each tear in the flow
Maybe my heart can heal what's sore

Sorry I Said That

The story of Billie and Bill,
They build the home on the hill,
With the flowers of love,
With the sky of dream,
Little heaven of Billie and Bill.
Heaven doesn't exist anymore,
Home doesn't exist anymore,
Witches are all over,
Home wreckers are all over,
No home is safe anymore.
Innocent Billie, Pleasing everyone to blend with everyone,
Taken for granted by everyone,
Made a mistake and set the own home on fire.
Defiant Bill, Helping everyone to blend with everyone,
Taken for granted by everyone,
Shattered by the mistake of Billie and let the own home burned in the fire.
No home, no heaven safe anymore.
Heaven doesn't exist anymore,
Home doesn't exist anymore,
Witches are all over,
Home wreckers are all over,
No home is safe anymore.
Bill screamed with ache of his heart,
From the broken dreams of the past,
Billie got scared with the trauma,
From the people in the past,
ONE MORE heaven, ONE MORE home torch down in the fire.
Scared Billie, knocking every doors to save her home,
Momma, cousin, friends and some old lovers, they all came,
With their own story, They all suspect Bill is causing it,
They suggest to call the cop right away,
With some sirens and red blue lights, they took away Bill.
Heaven and home of both knocking down into ashes faster then ever,
Wounded Billie, knocking every door to find someone to save her,
Many didn't bother to respond and some didn't have space for her,
One more time, hates won over love,  
One more time, homewreckers won over homemaker.
Rioters are walking out freely for vandalizing the university,
Homesteader are locked up inside for raising voice in home.
Many didn't bother to respond and others didn't know what to say.
Bill sharing story of his love from the cell,
Story of how Bill and Billie had best and worst together before the cell,
Someone asked "how far is too far? When one of them die?"
Bill tried to shy and said,
"We are smart enough to avoid that"
"And foolish enough to invite it"
"And standing through this all is love"
While telling his story, Bill die of heart ache,
While waiting for Bill, Billie die in their burning home,
Same night, they must have met in heaven,
Following each other like they always did.
Like every ending, LOVE won over hate, 
Like every ending, HOMEMAKER won over homewreckers.
Their heaven doesn't exist anymore,
Their home doesn't exist anymore,
Witches are all over,
Home wreckers are all over,
They are together and safe in heaven together.
Three stories ended,
One that Bill knows,
One that Billie knows,
And one that could have happened,
Story of them together.

Heaven doesn't exist anymore

👨‍💻 Software Engineer at Microsoft | 🐾 Bearcat Alumni | 🎵 AI Music Creator

I am a songwriter and I write to meet my inspirations, admirations and Obsession Finneas O'Connell  and Bob Dylan.

Hey there! I'm a proud Bearcat alumni and a software engineer at Microsoft. Living with cerebral palsy has impacted my upper limbs, so I do all my work using my toes. Despite the challenges, I've always dreamed of composing songs. While my voice might not be the best, AI has made it possible for me to create music. The vocals you hear are generated by AI, but the lyrics and melodies are all mine. I do this purely out of love for music, and my ultimate dream is to get noticed by Finneas. Thanks for listening!
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/16O5ghKL31thEjG3ldGWf0?si=1y6MHTwXSviH-xOQgyd7pw

Heaven doesn't exist anymore

Sidy

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