i knew itll never change
the moment that you said my name
my feelings 4 u down the drain
now all that i can feel is pain
suffering alone in bed
staring at the ceiling 
rather just be dead
far away from what i used to be
i hate that when i try i cant stop the bleeding

dead (augury + sunrisess)

i was always hopeless
fucking up
you left a hole inside my heart
filled it up with all these drugs
might as well let it all go numb
i never wanted this to turn out the way it did
but i can feel myself slipping into that endless pit
i was always broken
not enough
i gave up trying for your love
i put it down with chemicals
and now its all fucking gone

all gone (lilyintheforest x pearlblade)

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starlight + vilse & etai s0

snow + stay! (northeast lights + nvki)

prod. @gl0wrm

rest in peace chelsea

lyrics:

ive already fallen
got too many fucking problems
i hate it all 
watch u walk away
im in too deep 
i let it all decay
far away 
let the night stay
fuck my life 
i hate it anyway
all alone 
i got too wasted
i dont think i shouldve taken that
out of breath 
i let u take it back
dont waste my time 
u know i hate that
it doesnt matter what u think of me
put my pain into a song but u dont hear me bleed
what did u want from me?

ribcage opened up with a dull blade
rip my lungs thru my back as i fade away
made a demon out of all the pain
u gave me wings 
that was ur last mistake
ill make u pay for every piece u take
ill haunt u every night on ur bed
ill smile when im pressing on ur neck
im in ur dreams like a night mare
u have ur mind but u cant hide there

mare

mare (gl0wrm)

prod. me + @will0wx

(willow.x)
everything is cold
everything is all gone
everything is all wrong
everything is so cold
i step outside and turn right back
i got the wind on my back
yea everything is so cold
yea everything is so cold

(sif)
stay away i dont want to talk
ive been waiting for u so long
dont treat me like im so wrong
i just want to end this self harm
and my hands feel so cold
im by myself in the snow
stay away i dont want to talk
stay away i dont want to talk
i dont want it to be all gone
i dont wanna be alone
i dont want it to be all gone
i dont wanna be alone
stay away i dont want to talk
ive been waiting for u so long
i dont want it to be all gone
i dont wanna be alone

stay away from me

𝓼𝓽𝓪𝔂 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓶𝓮 + willow.x

year of the dragon

year of the dragon (+ @vi1e)

cover art by @cloudiiscape 

lyrics:

dont give a fuck bout what u wanted from me 
i cant fold all of these bracks but i keep em on me
i run straight to the bag
ive been gettin money
he said he rly wanna fuck but i wont let him touch me
get the fuck out of my face bitch u disgust me
get cut off 
dont get close
i feel my heart crushing
all alone in my room with my knife and some xans
all these scars on my hands
got blood all over my pants 
ive been fucked up for a minute
try to fuck w us and ull see whos the winner
new rocks
ive been counting up these digits
lil faggot get the fuck out of my business

new rockz

new rockz (poaksa)

prod @toyema

lyrics:

i think im running out of time
say my name another time
i dont wanna hear u lie
i just want u to be mine
i showed u everything inside of me
come crawl inside and die with me
carve ur name all over me
make me urs 
im snorting ketamine

another swisher in the ashtray
fucking gone off this roxy like its outer space
just leave me in a shallow grave
ill come back just like a ghoul on the next day
and my whole life feels like a mistake
this hole in my chest feel like heartbreak
too many cuts
think i might break
weird bitch
stay the fuck out of my way

i need ur flesh thats what i crave
feel ur blood dripping down my face
she can tell im scared
thats her favorite taste
come closer
u know i like the pain

grave

grave (toyema)

featuring @plasticgirl1 @1anesthesia
prod. @grafte

heart + rezlaine & anesthesia (grafte)

𝖛𝖆𝖒𝖕𝖎𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖘𝖙 𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 𝖉𝖗𝖆𝖌𝖔𝖓 𝖓𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖗
𝖇.𝖜.𝖆.

sif

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