@etaiso
also dont snort vyvanse it doesnt work

headphones + etai s0 (sif)

feat. @1anesthesia
prod. @4rrant

(sif)
broken - im hurting in a new way
its never painless, you left me in a dark place
ill never make it, im losing all my faith
i needed you to stay,
ghosting everyday

never enough for you no matter what i do
could never love myself like i love you
last year all over again, i fucking hate this
i dont need a heart, just fucking take it

im lost in the same places
cant work it out, ill break it
lost love, you left me aching
cant work this out, were breaking

i held your hand in mine
i wanna hear those lies again
ill try another time
but i know how this ends

(anesthesia)
blue pills,
i’m in my happy place
i go outside put on my face
know when i die i’ll b erased
and that’s ok with me cuz

you know, i’m nothing special
leave me, for someone better
headaches, from all this pressure
she loves me not, she loves me never

you know, im, im nothing special
lea-lea-lea-leave me, for someone better
headaches, from all this pressure
she loves me not, she loves me never

i’m so lost
lost in my thoughts
i hope you fall down with me

lost + anesthesia (arrant)

art by swagcidal
prod. favour
https://www.youtube.com/@favourin

its nothing after all
a feeling on its own
no reason to be felt
become a shadow of ourselves

leave me alone

you pray for me behind a veil
why you acting like you care
i took it all away
now theres nothing left at all

this pain
my chest
regret 
i should've left
in your arms i feel so cold
im your nightmare let me go

another dream
i fantasize
you make me bleed
but you wont find
me here inside
i disappear
my shadows 
cast before me
its the light i fear

your hands
my neck
i cried
and bled
in my arms you feel so cold
ur my nightmare let me go

shadows (favour)

feat @etais0
prod @xtasane
art by @chubbyglock

(sif)
face a blunt like its nothing
acting like a slut when we fucking
cry abt this shit every night bc of this pain
sink into the earth like im just a fucking bloodstain
already dead all my bones fall to ashes
im fucking rolling im alone now im crashing
the only time that i sleep is if i passed out
im always on my own yeah i pull up then i spazz out
railing perc 30s off the desk till i throw up
new rocks on my body like a jeweler watch me glow up
im getting tired of ur lies since u switched up
hearing all that shit u talk u got me fucked up

i see demons when im by myself
i dont need ur fucking help
u made it all worse
these cuts are deep and it hurts

(etai)
i been taking percocet
it dont work i said
shawty im a jerk i said
i dont wanna merc a man
but i gotta burst his head open on the curb brains up on the pavement
i dont wanna hear a word
or else them brains boutta be yours
you must think thats absurd nah
fuck what you heard
im the biggest bird

vivienne westwood necklace
big ass backwood
im reckless
vip check that guest list
u a jester they laugh as u exit
get a check before i do a set, kid
pay attention the fest getting hectic
im the best on the lineup check this
another drop on some bleed team hex shit

cuts + etai s0 (xtasane)

iced out girls (sif + etai)

i knew itll never change
the moment that you said my name
my feelings 4 u down the drain
now all that i can feel is pain
suffering alone in bed
staring at the ceiling rather just be dead
far away from what i used to be
i hate that when i try i cant stop the bleeding

dead (augury + sunrisess)

https://soundcloud.com/luv29x/w1sh
@luv29x

vocals @etaiso @sif666
produced by @sif666

lyrics:

(etai)
i wish we could be together
i wish we could be forever
and i'll try a little bit better

(etai + sif)
bitch i fucked up i took too many oxys
now im fed up, dont want no one around me
and im so lonely i get isolated money
icy money, on these bars i love the xannies
yeah, cuz i fucked up i know
and if u love me u just call me on ur cell phone
hit me up on discord
i dont wanna be bored

yeah i know
im just wasting time here
yeah i know
should i just give up should i just go home

i wish we could be together
i wish we could be forever
and i'll try a little bit better

sif + etai - w1sh (luv29 cover)

prod. jayysoul x atmxs
vocal mix by etai s0
cover art is the band Suffocation

[lyrics]
another bump off a knife for the hell of it
im not fucking with these bitches like im celibate
femcel swag on my body take a pic of it
yeah im dripping from my neck like my throat slit

we were so messed up in your backseat
i dont give a fuck now just drop me on a backstreet
its not enough ill hit that shit till its blinking
drugs in my blood n im feeling like im sinking

jayy turn up the gain another notch
walk in the pit and u getting stomped
i rock w my team n we blowing up
they wanna get cuffed but im not in love
mercedes the whip we pulling up
boot on the gas lets speed it up
i said i would stop but its not enough
just wanna dance when im off the drugs
he wanna lil taste ya ill give him some
knew u were a poser when u stepped up
metal band on my tee u cant read it huh? 
its rly funny u think ur tough
yah

band tee (jayysoul + atmxs)

༼つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
she / her
<3 @bleedteam <3

sif ♡

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