i knew itll never change
the moment that you said my name
my feelings 4 u down the drain
now all that i can feel is pain
suffering alone in bed
staring at the ceiling 
rather just be dead
far away from what i used to be
i hate that when i try i cant stop the bleeding

dead (augury + sunrisess)

i was always hopeless
fucking up
you left a hole inside my heart
filled it up with all these drugs
might as well let it all go numb
i never wanted this to turn out the way it did
but i can feel myself slipping into that endless pit
i was always broken
not enough
i gave up trying for your love
i put it down with chemicals
and now its all fucking gone

all gone (lilyintheforest x pearlblade)

prod. @gl0wrm

rest in peace chelsea

lyrics:

ive already fallen
got too many fucking problems
i hate it all 
watch u walk away
im in too deep 
i let it all decay
far away 
let the night stay
fuck my life 
i hate it anyway
all alone 
i got too wasted
i dont think i shouldve taken that
out of breath 
i let u take it back
dont waste my time 
u know i hate that
it doesnt matter what u think of me
put my pain into a song but u dont hear me bleed
what did u want from me?

ribcage opened up with a dull blade
rip my lungs thru my back as i fade away
made a demon out of all the pain
u gave me wings 
that was ur last mistake
ill make u pay for every piece u take
ill haunt u every night on ur bed
ill smile when im pressing on ur neck
im in ur dreams like a night mare
u have ur mind but u cant hide there

mare

spotify

mare (gl0wrm)

prod @toyema

lyrics:

i think im running out of time
say my name another time
i dont wanna hear u lie
i just want u to be mine
i showed u everything inside of me
come crawl inside and die with me
carve ur name all over me
make me urs 
im snorting ketamine

another swisher in the ashtray
fucking gone off this roxy like its outer space
just leave me in a shallow grave
ill come back just like a ghoul on the next day
and my whole life feels like a mistake
this hole in my chest feel like heartbreak
too many cuts
think i might break
weird bitch
stay the fuck out of my way

i need ur flesh thats what i crave
feel ur blood dripping down my face
she can tell im scared
thats her favorite taste
come closer
u know i like the pain

grave

grave (toyema)

featuring @1anesthesia <3
prod @toyema

lyrics:

(sif)
im seeing death on the horizon
dark thoughts
im with the violence
.45 keep it silenced
kill the noise
i keep it silent
goth girls on some vyvanse
blood soaking thru my white dress
trap witch till my life ends
feel like im drowning in the deep end

anxiety
i cant breathe
felt my soul leave my heart now it just bleeds
crippling fear controls me
too much smoke in the room now i cant see
boxing up the crib w some dirty weed
crushin perc 30s in between my teeth
anxiety
i cant breathe
felt my soul leave my heart now it just bleeds

(@1anesthesia)
locked in my tower,
haven’t seen the stars in a while
death knocking at my door,
i greet the devil with a smile
it feels great to be the villain every once in a while
my hearts been bloodied and my souls been defiled

but i’m the fool, im the magician
i create what i been missing
cut the head off the serpents thought i didn’t hear em hissing
yea im tetsuo the iron man cuz only flesh needs fixing
i do it for the dead can’t go out sad i must be different

silencer

silencer + anesthesia (toyema)

prod @user-566119846

lyrics:

trap witch
goth bitch
iced out
knives out on the table
cuttin ice up
(x4)

goth chick im a loner i dont trust shit
mask up im too faded to be talkin
fuck w me on some dumb shit u get cut bitch
princess i got castles on some goth shit

face tats
drug bitch
ice witch
swerve out i might swerve out in my new whip
(x2)

fucked up im too fucked up i wont make it
fade out ill just fade out till im vacant
trap witch im too gorgeous i cant handle it
fake bitches gettin blocked bitch u cant handle me

trap witch
goth bitch
iced out
knives out on the table
cuttin ice up

face tats
drug bitch
ice witch
swerve out i might swerve out in my new whip

goth chick im a loner i dont trust shit
mask up im too faded to be talkin
fuck w me on some dumb shit u get cut bitch
princess i got castles on some goth shit

fucked up im too fucked up i wont make it
fade out ill just fade out till im vacant
trap witch im too gorgeous i cant handle it
fake bitches gettin blocked bitch u cant handle me

trap witch
goth bitch
iced out
knives out on the table
cuttin ice up
(x2)

face tats
drug bitch
ice witch
swerve out i might swerve out in my new whip
(x2)

trap witch
goth bitch
iced out
knives out on the table
cuttin ice up
(x2)

TRAP WITCH

TRAP WITCH (burrow)

@inssekt
prod. me

lyrics:

(@inssekt)
she left me without some love
now my heart is cold
ik that u cant find anyone
i remember when i needed ur trust
i cant get enough
baby i jus need ur love
take it slow
take take it slow

i i know
i ive not been here
when u need me ahhhh
sorry i cant help it
sorry i cant help it
ik dat im selfish
ik dat im selfish
ik u cant blame me
ik i cant blame u
ik dat u need me
ik dat i need u
i jus get this feeling its a feeling i like
girl yk i got feelings and yk i dont lie
girl i feel ur pain yea
girl i think that were the same yea
girl i think that this is fate

sorry i cant help it
sorry i cant help it
ik dat im selfish
ik dat im selfish
ik u cant blame me
ik i cant blame u
ik dat u need me
ik dat i need u
i jus get this feeling its a feeling i like
girl yk i got feelings and yk i dont lie

sorry i cant help it (sif)

@wait4evr

lyrics:

i carved ur name in the darkness
press this bitch ill leave u heartless
i roll my problems into pressure 
thats a promise
im just used to feeling nothing like a carcass

i put my pain on the track 
im not an artist
my d.o.c. whatever hit the hardest
i hear them whispering my name just like im wanted
im unwanted
just let me fucking rot bitch

i hope this fucking world fucking burns away
ive been waiting for my death like every fucking day
i could never bring myself to stay
this is just a dream and soon i will wake

im not a human (gshmn)

prod. @fozo2 @sunrisess
feat. @injurie

@sif666
im so fucking tired of this feeling
i pray to nothing
my words fade into the ceiling
i wish that all those cuts on my neck kept bleeding
inverted cross over my chest
i need healing
lay me to rest
im underground like a demon
a dark descent into emptiness
i cant remember how i got into this fucking mess
and every passing second i care less and less

born under a star of lasting loneliness
silently screaming as you tear my flesh
ive been dreaming of the day that i could just forget about all these fucking nightmares that still fill my head
let me go 
im not worth a fucking minute of ur time
all alone
i decay until theres nothing left but light
stardust in my nose and my bloodstream
im geeked out of my mind bitch trust me
i dont wanna feel this poison thats been flowing thru my veins
take this knife
drain my life
watch my ghost float away

@injurie
watch my ghost float away
i cant trust ur all the same
i cant get u out my brain
i cant get u out my-

everyday, every second im awake im feelin pain
think about u when i cut myself the blood drips from my vein
im not rly feeling anything, pop a pill to feel sane
i keep running from my problems cuz their too hard to explain
i been feeling awful, i been trippin nauseous 
had 2 smoke another blunt to keep hold of my conscience 
i js wan feel normal, i keep spewin nonsense
i can feel u lookin at me i got heightened senses
yea, put my thoughts into the runtz
i dont think u luv me baby get me off these drugs
n i been trippin i been trippin baby i js need ur touch
why is it when u apologise it feels so forced?
cant u see my cuts? yea they fall deep in my skin
n im too scared to build a bridge cuz i kno its js gon cave in
i wear an arc whilst recording cuz ur cold heart gon break in
n i dont wanna try again, God please wash me of my sins uh huh

amnesia + injurie (fozo + sunrisess)

@1anesthesia @prodaugury

@1anesthesia
look like you seen a ghost
demons live from the host
lost soul i roam with no home
and keep a heart on my sleeve
cry on the shoulder you need
it don’t mean nothing to me
it don’t mean nothing at all

dopamine chaser
l-l-link up w my x 2 fk n then erase her
loving hard is not my nature
i wake up at night and know that im in danger
baby i can b your savior
if you gave me a chance to be there for you
id be just the thing you need

i’d do anything to make this pain go away
im praying maybe someday
i’ll see the error in my ways
and somehow make it all change

@sif666
i take these drugs just to numb the pain
i cant take another lie
ur so fucking fake
i would rather die alone than show u my face
i pour my heart into the mic when i hit the stage
i cant forget how u saved me when i strayed
these marks still remind me how youve changed
if i died in ur arms then id be ok
it gets worse
it gets harder every fucking day
leave me alone 
let me bleed out on the pavement 
u dont know how long i waited for u to take me back and say that u still cared about me
i wish that i could just leave without a trace behind me
just let me disappear please

dopamine chaser + anesthesia (augury)

@injurie @prodaugury

@injurie
i swear
this situation so toxic
a knife is to my throat, i cant care if it fall in
i couldnt care less if they think that im not it
fucked up off a tab think im going psychotic
ever since i kid im wondering if im good enough
i said that id off it but u had 2 call my bluff
n u too good for it why u talk bout drugs
u aint ever touched a blunt why u talking bout the punch

cuz i been hating myself lately
n i dont care if u dont wan save me
swallowed up by the ground, watch it fckin take me
yea i need a cigarette im going crazy
i been goin so fast u cant race me
n why u doing all that faking
im so done w conversating
cuz that dont tell me what im making

@sif666
and so i lose what ur taking
i cant control myself im shaking
i just need a blunt to keep from breaking
fuck popping a pill ima take 3
what did u do to me im aching
put a blade up to my neck and let it take me
i just need another blunt to keep from breaking
fuck all of these drugs i need safety

six feet underneath now im decaying
disappear im just a shadow of ur making
im smoking loud im smoking pressure just to break free 
of all these thoughts of u that plague me
im way too faded visions hazy
i never wanted u to break me
too much pain im going crazy
so dont act like u dont hate me

swallowed up by the ground + injurie (augury)

@fozo2 @sunrisess

@sif666
u couldn't understand
i trusted you with my secrets over and over again
seeing ghosts inside my room dont think tht theyre in my head
incisions deeper and deeper carving a hole in my chest
pistol pressed into ur skull until u give me the rest
cuz bitch u know i dont forget n now im here to collect
get the fuck out of my life u tore my soul through my flesh

this life means nothing to me 
something ancient lies in wait asleep inside of me
im in another fucking realm u cant get high like me

ur so fake bitch why would u try to lie to me?
i know ur not a fucking punk dont try to hide from me
sick of the way u acting tough but never trying me
istg u such a pussy that shit tiring
im pressing powder into pills just like a pharmacy
money wont stop coming in this shit not hard 4 me
rr u prepared to take a part of me?
dont try acting like u hard 2 me

sedatives its hard to sleep im anxious cuz theyre watching me
paranoia i can feel all of their eyes on me
doing lean ups at the function till i fucking sleep
chels told me thats how u slide on that fucking beat
im posted up dropping pills into my fucking drink
way im set up couldn't give a fuck bout what u think
ill draw a perfect line across my neck so u can see
im toxic bitch dont even try to take a bite of me

ima surgeon with the pen im way too fucking heat
dont even need to use a razor just to make u bleed
oh thats ur bitch then why she fucking w me heavily?
ill show u how i do a 5.56 lobotomy

suicidal im too crazy on the fucking beat
rip my heart out of my chest just so that i can sleep
i strayed too far from the path and now im wandering
every time u drive ur knife into me i cant breathe
sick of the way i had  to take all of the blame for u
istg i dont know how im gonna make it thru
i just want to be apart from u
i keep my heart as cold as ice to u

ur so fake bitch why would u try to lie to me?
i know ur not a fucking punk dont try to hide from me
sick of the way u acting tough but never trying me
istg u such a pussy that shit tiring
im pressing powder into pills just like a pharmacy
money wont stop coming in this shit not hard 4 me
rr u prepared to take a part of me?
dont try acting like u hard 2 me

suicidal im too crazy on the fucking beat
rip my heart out of my chest just so that i can sleep
i strayed too far from the path and now im wandering
every time u drive ur knife into me i cant breathe
sick of the way i had  to take all of the blame for u
istg i dont know how im gonna make it thru
i just want to be apart from u
i keep my heart as cold as ice to u

ur so fake bitch why would u try to lie to me?
i know ur not a fucking punk dont try to hide from me

i trusted you (fozo + sunrisess)

ft @bloodonmybalmains
prod @9wren + @fucktwintails + @nightigerxo
art by instagram.com/sph3rq

(@sif666)
im hollow
this sorrow
i’ll hold onto
if u want 2
i got drugs 2
i could die for u
if u want 2
i can’t talk
i can't talk to u
im hurting 
this burden 
gets worse and worse
my cuts don’t hurt anymore

i stay out of sight
only come out at night
no bitch im not ur slime
i am a different kind
u cannot sit by my side
i keep a blade on my thigh
x’d out im way too high

(@bloodonmybalmains)
yea i go crazy yea i eat the brain
needles in my arm yea i feel like bane 
been tweaking out havent eaten for days 
starving away i got a stomach pain

i said i dont mind
i stay out at night
bitch ur not on my side 
im a different guy

i said im sorry
i got blood on my thigh
im just barred out 
im way to high

hollow + bloodonmybalmains (9wren + twintails + nightiger)

ft. @inssekt
prod. @sif666
art by instagram.com/rubb3r.d3ck

lyrics:

@sif666
my bitch have fun w her wrists watch the knife slit
what’s the point of living life when it’s like this
mdma in my blood i stay high bitch 
not alive 
give a fuck bout the price bitch
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

@inssekt
im like fuck it wat i told u
i was offa so much
dont remember wat i told u
i was mixing shit i shouldnt
i wish i could hold u
coming down its   not what i wan go thru
cutting down on shit i need to make myself feel awful
bitch im here u best believe it something like a novel
takin too much powder feel like snowing when i cough up
u take this shit for fun i take this shit just to feel normal
im taking bigger hits jus lean back baby hold my bottle
i dont need no friends becus i think dat im jus better than them
i dont tie no ends because i keep my bridges a;lways open
mdma geeking like girl i love u so much
fuck it i dont need a reason, baby watch me blow up

@sif666
when u look into my eyes think i’m lifeless
break that brick down got some dust on my white fit
u cant find this u don’t know this designer
no emotions percocet put my soul to rest
turn me up i wanna die just to forget this shit
dropping pills inside my cup i need another script 
no fuckin thoughts behind my eyes i can’t pretend to care
i live my life like i’m a ghost bitch i was never there

ghost + inssekt

prod. @marcelinedeathdate
art by burrow @user-566119846

lyrics:

spill my guts on ur floor
rip out my nerves like some cords
i think i’m sick
i feel like shit
my lips sealed tight with fucking stitches
im so fucking alone
im just a doll that you own
im fucking losing control 
feel myself slip when u pull
ill be your sacrifice
cut across my flesh until u see inside
cut deeper in
take my life within ur hands and smother it
silence me
i can’t sleep until i watch u make me bleed
take from me
passed out on ur bed while u devour me

sacrifice (marceline)

prod @fozo2
feat @teagen-2-watertowerdrain

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