instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

j'adore saredarie

click clack, wick wack, wheres my fuckin plaque
white boy sellin fake pills, wtf is that
n I got pressure on my name, so I break a stack
shoutout saredarie cus I aint comin back 

europe boys, we act like fuckin toys 
ja ich mach was du willst, aber bitte sei still
ja seit dem ich dich kenne, geht alles down hill
und du fragst dich wann, yea vom märz bis zum april
bitchboy 
yea i dont understand it, you like a old aesthetic, i fuck that bitch on manson
i love my shotgun like i love my bitch ya im a savage
make dat shit a habit, ch jacket

ouiii, ç'est toujours à propos de toi
maiiiiss, ç'est comme je n'avais pas le choix
tous tes amis savent que tu es froid
et je sais que tu perd ton joie

ja, ich weiß
ich weiß ich hab keine Zeit
und ich weiß ich lauf nur im Kreis
wenn ich mit dir bin fühl ich mich frei 
ja ohne scheiss, davor wars wie ne stecherei
ich red mit dir weil ich kann niemand anderes vertrauen 
ich nehme nichts aber ab und zu rauch ich n jordan 
es waren nur drei jetzt sinds nur zwei
es waren zwei jetzt ist nur einer da 
ich wünscht ich könnt dich wieder sehen
ich bin nicht da
warum fragst du denn nicht nach?
ob alles passt
und zwischen uns ist hölle aber ich steck in dem knast
like was war das?

EUROPEBOY

@pradaaslife
prod @omgnothere @beatsbykrave
Art by 08gee

poison ft. pradaaslife (prod. nothere x krave)

Lyrics:
I knew talking about it to you wasn't right
Ya!
Girl I know i talk too much, im tryna be someone but I'm fuckin up
(Like way too much)
Got people leavin left or right, gonna take my fuckin cut
im tryna chill out w my bros, but it seems like i aint enough
and Im sick talkin bout some dumb shit, i'm just done
i'm just done
i'm just done
i'm just done
i'm just done
i'm just done
i'm just done
i'm just done

But only if they knew, only if they knew
only if they knew, they wouldn't choose you
they wouldn't choose you

Only if they knew, only if they knew
Haaa, Haaa
Stop! I'm runnin from the cops
if they knew, i'd have to get the glue
the way you talk to guys, ya it aint a surprise ya 
the way i'll take my life, the way i'll take my life
is that enough yea?

I got scared, got scared, two times now
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care now
you better get down, you better get down
haa, haa, haa, haa
I see some in them eyes, is that knife yea?
is that knife yea? is that a knife? is that knife?
ya! ich will es nicht mehr hören
was ich tat is was ich schwöre
du machst mich nach!
I never meant to hurt you
i'm sorry for the things I said
in my head, i said, that I said
you better get down, you better get down
you better get down, you better get down
theres nothing in the house, theres nothing in the house
you better get out, you better get out

you better get out, you better get out
theres nothing in my house, theres nothing in my house
For the things I said, i said, in my head
I said, that I said.

If They Knew

1963

I can't wait around got to see her
Impatient girl I need you
Impatient girl I need you
Hotheaded got to cure the fever
The fever
Movie teaser
Make you a believer
Cover it up concealer
Concealer - a a
Can't see you but I feel ya
Don't know me I'm a stranger
Bounce bounce raver
Cover it up concealer
Cover it up
Cover it up concealer

Cover me up concealer
Blacked out visa
Shawty giving me a seizure
Take me to your leader - er er er
Never enough, got deeper
New procedure
My retouch got amnesia
Im tweaking the receiver
All I need is one drop drop-drop-drop-drop
Can't get enough- enough can't get enough
Devolving, I'm stuck stuck-stuck-stuck-stuck
And let the gun clock

Concealer feat Saska (prod Ezekiel Rosesleeves)

prod @taylor @4evrgone
emo mixed the vocalzzz

(pixie)
leopard print on me
i got feline tags only
i dont never feel lonely
cos my girl hit my phone yea
smoke in the snow
posted in 20 below 
my bitch to pretty to be sad
i blush, they copy my swag

bitch i dont make simple mistakes 
u a leech u in the way
i got talent i cant waste 
i got racks cos i been paid
please dont hit my phone
im anxious i go ghost
ill remain unknown but 
one of these days ill go up

glowing eyes style in philly make racks 
posted w all my freinds in all black
ima make songs until i make my bag
back to back shows like i got whiplash

(emo)
come in dangerous
I take all these pills cuz im anxious 
block hot got me so anxious 
thats why i stay poppin kpins 
months sober then i just break it 
hand me anything and ill take it
some these girls jus want me cuz im famous 
tired of the game that we playin

smokin purple gas dis shit got me fucked up 
heard yo ass was hoein better watch out fore i switch up 
i cant ever slip cuz ill fuck my life up 
i dont trust no one so i keep a low lineup

stims n sprayed pack that shit made me psychotic 
i cant ever recover fucking lost it 
junkie status used to ride wit narcotics 
opiates it feels so good when im nauseous
just for once can you be honest 
all i want is to be your obsession 
know you hate me when im on it 
take the white sticks when im stressing

sun in sky feel like a blessing 
chillin with skye im learnin lessons 
always feels like worlds endin 
stay with me one more second

glowing eyes ft emorave prod. taylor 4evr

featuring vocals from @x_fujioka

lyrics:

@51five
Ima Pullup I got Drugz in my cup
i Cant lie 2 u I'm 2 Fucked upp
Will I findd her i Don't kno
Offa Oxy20 I'm not doin No Coke
No Homo, Rlly Luv my br0sss
Wen im Sober i don Rlly know Where 2 go
Wen im Sober I don't rly wanna Live no more
Gotta Pop anotha ppill cause the Thrill is Gone

Girl, this mite b Real i wanna Sing a Song
i Rlly didn't think it Would've took this Long
2Get better,
i Thought i'd Change with the Weather
iBeen Suffering for Forever
been Thinking of our Memories together
I Wonder if you Evr Remember
Would you Come back if I Was Better
Can you Come Back, i think I'm Better

If you Do This, you A Blesser
like, Needa take a Pill From the Dresser
Nobody love me, cuz' I'm Lesser
If u got Beef come Apply Pressure
If u got Beef Put me On A stretcher, Try it
i aint Eating on that fuckin Pussy boi Diet
when they Fuckin hear my music Yea i Leave Em Silent
I'm way too high I feel like I'm Dyingg
Yea I Hate these fckin Bitches leave Me Cryinggg
iThink im2 Done with Tryinggg
I Might kill myself I'm not Lying
If u Meet me right Now it's Bad Timing
Head down, Trust the Process, Keep Grinding
issa Contest ill Play Grimeyy
By The River, Good View, Where ya Find me

@x_fujioka
this feeling give me more please, morphine gimme more please.
(407) in the pill mill, every time i try quit shit i dont feel well.
what the hell!? so down that i fell.
weed smoke i be chasing the smell.
pass that blunt 2 me u might not get it back.
your bitch she fuck with me youll never get her back.
running all my homies up tryna be famous
i remember howd she talk dont rember what her name is.
i needed you, you walked. Thats just what a lame is.
i dont really love u i just don't know how to say it.
im sorry. i know that you want me,
but loving u is too costly
too many want me now.
theres not enough time to take back

@51five
Ima Pullup I got Drugz in my cup
i Cant lie 2 u I'm 2 Fucked upp
Will I findd her i Don't kno
Offa Oxy20 I'm not doin No Coke
No Homo, Rlly Luv my br0sss
Wen im Sober i don Rlly know Where 2 go
Wen im Sober I don't rly wanna Live no more
Gotta Pop anotha ppill cause the Thrill is Gone

Girl, this mite b Real i wanna Sing a Song
i Rlly didn't think it Would've took this Long
2Get better,
i Thought i'd Change with the Weather
iBeen Suffering for Forever
been Thinking of our Memories together
I Wonder if you Evr Remember
Would you Come back if I Was Better

change with the weather + xFujioka

@blackwinterwells @vairrin
prod @mikeal0ne @irby314

(stella)
and i gave you everything
i would fall for anything
and im alright every day
and i guess im just this way
told my sister knock em dead
im out tryna make it big
and when she gets her liscnece
i wont be there to see it

so i write to cope with life
and i try to stay offline
and every once in a while
wanna cut myself again
idk why it happens
i made hella promises 
if it kills me ill keep them
ima stay a good person

i should get some get some sleep x8

take it out on me
say sorry
song that i sing
i aint never gon change
make everything to deep
turn my life to poetry
i forgot what is still real
u can blame me

(vairrin)
yea im smoking this straight to my core
i dont't wanna feel no more
let's party on the dance floor
let's take these drugs until we're bored
thinkin too much is such a chore
put him in the past tense
yeah im always actin
someone gimme my medicine 
yeah why you call me a faggot
is it cuz of the tail im waggin
if she look at me right im crushin
if she touchin me right im blushin 
yeah she grabbin on me like this like that
when you're not here it makes me sad
treat me kindly or treat me bad

get some sleep ft. blackwinterwells & vairrin (mikeal0ne irby)

YOURS (DEMO)

prod me 

lyrics:
wait
fuck all ur fightin
wana keep dat drama
runnin wid a knife
u jus screamin for ur moma
lyin to my face
u experience dat trauma

wait
dyin in ur arms
in a brand new pajama
wana go outside
crashin like a java

(hook)
talk
talk, talk, talk
down on me
i jus try to
make u see
wtf do u wan
from me

throw me against 
a tv
i miss u reece 
remember playin 
fortnite wid me
in a vc?

i jus wana sleep 
dont wana live no more
heavn on da door
head light on da floor
(hi)
i jus wana sleep 
dont wana live no more
heavn on da door
head light on da floor
(hi)

(verse)
wait
bich i'll 
see u tmr
dm me once
jus for a follow
if i think dat 
u like me
i hold no convo
if u lie
2 my face
u gonna hav 2 swallow 

ah my task manager wont close.....

wait
dyin in ur arms
in a brand new pajama
wana go outside
crashin like a java

(hook)
talk
talk, talk, talk
down on me
i jus try to
make u see
wtf do u wan
from me

throw me against 
a tv
i miss u reece 
remember playin 
fortnite wid me
in a vc?

i jus wana sleep 
dont wana live no more
heavn on da door
head light on da floor
(hi)
i jus wana sleep 
dont wana live no more
heavn on da door
head light on da floor
(hi)(hi)wait!

If They Knew

sighsare

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