just another day is the first song i ever made. i'm quite happy with the outcome :)

this song started as a random freestyle i started making with some friends then while learning to "produce" i decided to make it a whole song.

beat produced by F4iRY, rest of the song mixed by myself.

Lyrics:

It's just another day
I’ll lock myself away
Let my mental state decay
Will I always be this way?
Why won’t anyone stay?

I'm destined for a change
But these fools will stay the same
And they finger point the blame
Please free me from this place

I’m sick of these guys
I’m sick of their lies
Imma touch the skies
No demise
Like icarus

Never thought I’d think of this
You never thought I’d manage this
Always fucking dreamed of this
Making songs and kicking it

I remember when I first saw you
Will you remember me way beyond the blue?

(1:00)
shit you said I was wishing it was true
But when it came to
You were messing with my head
Now I’m wishing I was dead
And I need a way out
Another day alone and imma freak out

I don’t fuck with no one
I'm turning off my phone
Baby let’s not talk now
Cause I’m going home
I guess I'm alone now
That's just how it goes
Keep them snakes away from me
I don’t fuck with those

Baby When it rains it pours
I cant take much more 
So know when I come home
Don’t be knocking at my door
Never thought I’d get so bad
They keep telling me to quit being sad

I’m feeling insane
But these thoughts won’t go away
And it’s rotting out my brain
So imma switch lanes

Fuck that bitch
She was always kinda lame
Say what you want
I will never be tamed

It's just another day
I’ll lock myself away
Let my mental state decay
Will I always be this way?
Why won’t anyone stay?

Don't leave me here
Yeah, I cannot be alone
in this cold world
Without you I'm lost
The streets are grey
With the clouds of Yesterday
I see your face in every shadow
In my every step
Yeah, I'm thinking of you
Try not to trip
These thoughts make me since
All the things we should've said
And the things we should've did
I'm sick of hearing
"I'll be there for you"
And then they dip

Just another day
I’ll lock myself away
Let my mental state decay
Will I always be this way?
Why won’t anyone stay?

Your pictures on my wall
And I haven't slept at all
It gets so fucking hard
When the voices start to call
They said I couldn't predict this
And maybe I'm too vindictive
Maybe I'm a pessimist
But for you
I'll be the best there is

just another day [prod. F4iRY]

this is the first time i ever worked with a different artist. you can find hero's soundcloud below :)

https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero

i tried to go for a mix of watsky x guardin type of verse with hero nailing in the intro and outro of the song. it was my first time trying auto tune on someone else so apologies for the woaahs at the start of the song lmao.

this beat was made by SoFlo James.

me and hero have more planned to be released <3

no hangover gets me done this rough w/hero [prod, SoFlo James]

this was my first ever time trying to make a hyperpop song and i LOVED it. i wanna really work on these type of songs so hit me up lets make a jam :)
expect more hyperpop stuff for sure!

the beat was produced by raizen. i can't find their channel anywhere though so if they've changed their name someone holla @ me!!

big inspiration came from shinigami and glaive <3

THE DEVIL WEARS CONVERSE [prod. Sights19 x RAIZEN]

i made this lil osquinn inspired freestyle thing and wanted to put it out while i work on some actual full length songs :) enjoy and pick kenshi more often because mortal kombat doesn't give him enough x

kenshi is an underrated character freestyle

Another heartbreak hyperpop song :)

Beat produced by yungspoiler and michaelwarren.

Mixed and Mastered by Black Waves Audio.
https://www.blackwavesaudio.com/

Cover art by @illustrations.toxic.

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Lyrics:
Every time I hear your name
I think about all the days
Where everything just seemed so grey
I thank myself I got away

Finding out who you were
All those days were a blur
All my countless efforts baby
I don’t know what they were for

said she’ll find a better dude
Replace me girl it’s nothing new
She say I got an attitude 
I think I’m misunderstood

if I do it’s because of you
And all the things you've put me through
At first I felt alone, always thought I needed you

Day and day thinking about all the things you said to me
And all the things you did to me
And since we died, I’ll rest in peace
Now I’m closing down all my doors
Anxiety tells me I’m a bore
Seems you left in a hurry
I heard some things
But I will not worry

If you ever need a friend you know I’m only down the road 
I’m no looking for you out the window and hoping your passing by

I’m always tryna fix some things
I dunno what’s good for me
I give too many things meaning
My mind says that I’m too nostalgic

Got my mind clear
Will you listen to me dear
Are you sure you we’re meant to be
When you can’t even look at me

Took my beating heart in your in cold idle hands
Why did I ignore the flags?
Should’ve just secured a bag

Anxiety in my fucking guts
I just need some kinda love
Days go by nothing changing
I become so numb I just stop caring

Really think I’ve had enough
The Grim Reapers, told me should jump
I’m stood here looking down
If I’m honest it sounds tempting 

I tried my best baby
but you always wanted more
Ever since you left me
I’ve felt like a fucking fool
paint me black and blue
And tell me what you think I am
Tied me in a body bag and threw me out to sea

I’m getting kinda tired
There’s too many liars
Chained me up 
Yeah you dragged me for miles
And now I’m looking back
And Our situations dire
And if I’m being honest
I’m sick of feeling tired

***I tried my best baby
but you always wanted more
Ever since you left me
I’ve felt like a fucking fool
paint me black and blue
And tell me what you think I am
Tied me in a body bag and threw me out to sea***

BODYBAG [prod. yungspoiler + michaelwarren]

took another attempt at some weird hyperpop stuff :)

Produced by yungspoiler.
Recorded and mixed by me.
Cover art by Toxic.Illustrations

I love this music stuff but I got no clue what I'm doing, hit me up if you wanna make a lil song sometime :)

Lyrics:
I don't know what I need
Every days a misery
Looking for something good
But is there any left in me?

I don't talk
I know I should
You left me dead
I knew you would
They asking how I feel today
What the fuck am I supposed to say?

Ok
I'm ok
I'm ok
I'm ok
Yeah I'm okay
Yeah I'm okay
Yeah I'm okay
Yeah I'm okay

Stay in my lane?
You gotta be insane
I was down
But I'm feeling ok
I don't know what the fuck I'm boutta say
Stay out my face with that fake ass chain
Get out my way
Yeah I'm ok
Yeah I'm ok
Get out my face

Everyday I think about the fact my dreams are dead
Thinking bout the shit you said
Am I off my fucking head?
I don't know what the fuck to do
Imma keep on pulling through
They asking how I feel today
What the fuck am I supposed to say?

Ok
I'm ok
I'm ok
I'm ok
Yeah I'm okay
Yeah I'm okay
Yeah I'm okay
Yeah I'm okay

Stay in my lane?
You gotta be insane
I was down
But I'm feeling ok
I don't know what the fuck I'm boutta say
Stay out my face with that fake ass chain
Get out my way
Yeah I'm ok
Yeah I'm ok
Get out my face

i'm ok [prod, yungspoiler]

I wrote this song while thinking about all of my friends and how we've all kinda grown up now.
This is my first time trying out the slow, lullaby type of stuff. It was pretty fun but I think I will mainly be sticking to the hyperpop/energetic type of songs :)

Beat produced by Jufie.
Cover art done by my bro Toxic.Illustrations
Lyrics:

* Tokyo Ghoul sample *
I miss all of my friends
I hope they're all doing well
We've all gone our own ways
We grew out of our shells
Even though, things ain't the same
Our memories will stay in my brain
I hope you're all doing well
I hope we escape from this hell

I miss all of my friends
I hope they're all doing well
We've all gone our own ways
We grew out of our shells
Even though, things ain't the same
Our memories will stay in my brain 
I hope you're all doing well
I hope we escape from this hell

Think of all the ones that I lost on the way
We couldn't stick together it's a goddamn shame
I hope you know that there ain't no hate
I hope you make it out
Yeah, I hope you get paid

I miss all of my friends
I hope they're all doing well
We've all gone our own ways
We grew out of our shells
Even though, things ain't the same
Our memories will stay in my brain 
I hope you're all doing well
I hope we escape from this hell

I miss all of my friends
I hope they're all doing well
We've all gone our own ways
We grew out of our shells
Even though, things ain't the same
Our memories will stay in my brain 
I hope you're all doing well
I hope we escape from this hell

* Tokyo Ghoul sample continues *

I miss all of my friends
I hope they're all doing well
We've all gone our own ways
We grew out of our shells
Even though, things ain't the same
Our memories will stay in my brain 
I hope you're all doing well
I hope we escape from this hell

Xx_SwAnNiEzZ_xX  [prod. jufie]

another experimental song. i tried out this "boombap" type beat and went for a freestyle type of flow i guess. whatever it was, it was a lot of fun :)

i promise to post more hyperpop songs real soon!

as usual, if you wanna make something sometime, hit me up<3

beat produced by soulis

*intro*

*It'll all be over
It'll all be over
And we wont have to cry no more
And we wont have to cry no more*

I've been kinda sippin
All the liquors got me thinking
Imma say some shit
I'm about to start spittin

These days aren't really quite what they used to be
I've been comparing them to all sorts of memories

Let me take you back
Back to when it's three of us
Before it was just one of us

I watched Mum and Dad a lot
The only thing I got taught, was

You'll either get shot
Stuck with a blood clot
Or busted by the swat
Your highest job grade will be some shit like pouring from a coffee pot
Imma make it out though
That shit's not enough
Nah, nah, nah,

I got some good boys all around me
They always stick by me
They never ever doubted me
And Imma pay them back
And I don't have a plan
But I know that

"One of these days
It'll all be over
It'll all be over
And we wont have to cry no more
And we wont have to cry no more"

Waisted a lot of time thinking bout all this music shit
So I sit, Think
Worry if they say it's lit
I've achieved more than them so,
So-someone tell me
What the fuck am I waiting for?

Had my head down
But I was just chilling
You thought I'm out?
Oh boy, you foolish
How you gonna be so clueless
Got your bitch over and she did my hoovering

And Imma get back on track
Got my map
With the plan of attack getting crafted
Imma get the bands with elastic
Get in my way boy, you'll get blasted

Say I'm a fool
But I already got my boys on the payroll

I couldn't really ask for more
But Imma keep on adding up and piling up the score

we wont have to cry no more [prod. soulis]

It's been a while :)

Got lots more coming but decided to bring back some songs I started a while ago to get things moving again! Myself and Blitzin have a lot more coming very soon!

Artwork done by the usual @illustrations.toxic

Lyrics:

(Sights19)
The girl broke my heart but imma learn from that, yah
Focused on myself and I ain't looking back, nah
I thought it was me and you
I thought that we were bullet proof
Apparently this was news to you
I guess I was a fool for you

(Blitzin)
I guess I was a fool to you
I know this just ain't feeling right
Struggle to tell me the truth
I was meant to hold you tight
At first we had a ball
I swear we had it all
The time we've spent is gone
And now it's time for me to move on

(Sights19)
I thought I could be your man
But it turns you had your plan
So I can't be that mad
'cause I know I did the best I can

I'll be there for myself
Focus on my health
And if I ever think of us
I'll just remember how I felt

(Blitzin)
One world, different places
Same book, but we on different pages
Same road, but we in different lanes
Different wars, but I'm feeling your pain

Dark horse, playing games
Tell me what the fuck this mean?
I thought you were my key
But it's time to throw away the keys

(Sights19)
Lock me up in an ivy tower
Imma break out bitch
Like I've powers
I've got to catch up
Won't stop to smell the flowers
I'm getting better
By the hour

*You will not kill my allies*

She made me lose my mind
Wasted so much time
Selfish girls
In their selfish ways
Feeling like a waste of space

Haven't slept in days
Wanted you to hold me
Maybe one day warn me
About the journey before me

(Blitzin)
One day you're open
One day you're closed
How do you feel?
Who the fuck really knows?

Time to just work on myself, no cap
No matter the weather
I'll never look back

I got so many demons
Fighting off my foes
Ain't got no time for girls
And that's just how the story goes

I got so many demons
Fighting off my foes
Ain't got no time for girls
And that's just how the story goes

*Sights19*

Sights19 x Blitzin - Ivy Tower (Prod. Odece x Northeast Lights)

Another sad/hopeful song about friendships<3

Produced by Rinne
Mixed by myself and Blitzin

(I am always looking to work with others, hit me up!)

LYRICS:
Sat here thinking "aw, where did I go wrong?"
Had everyone I loved
But now they're all gone
My friends are turning into strangers as everyday goes on
It can't be them
It must be me
I knew this all along

But if I hurt you
It was never my intention to
I just want the best for me
And the best for all of you
I've never had anyone to tell me what to do
I tried to plan my journey
But look where it led us to

I never leave the house
To you, that's no surprise
But no one can say that when they called,
I wasn't by their side

Yeah I made mistakes
I fuck up all the time
I'll learn from these mistakes
I'll always keep them in my mind

I struggle to keep in touch
I don't know why that is
I'm just so caught up in my head, that's how it is
I'll figure my shit out
I just gotta tell myself
That I can work it out
I'm gonna swim
Nah, I won't drown

When I think back
Yeah, it all seems kinda funny
We were never really friends
I was just a drinking buddy
They'll spend all my money
Then they'll turn their backs upon me
Imma do it all without them
Only real ones coming with me

Because they were the ones in my life when I wasn't shining bright
And I know I wont think twice if I need them in the night
And Imma get the bag
Imma do them right
And if anyone cuts me off
Imma say bye bye!

by their side (prod. rinne)

Another song with Blitzin. Brining the energy back on this one :)

Beat produced by Valious<3

LYRICS:
(Sights19)
My legs feels so heavy like I'm caught up in a race
My head feels so empty, eyes are dripping down my face
I can't trust no one
I need my own space
I'm tryna get better
Will you get off my case?
My legs feel so heavy like I'm caught up in a race
My head feels so empty, eyes are dripping down my face
I can't trust no one
I need my own space
I'm tryna get better
Will you get off my case?

No gas,
No power,
Whatcha know about it?
Sleeping on floorboards
Candles lit my vision,

Had a little downtime,
I call it "intermission"
My teams on a mission
Don't you dare doubt it

Imma do this
Imma do that
When will I learn to stick to the plan?
Imma be the best, man that I can
If they wanna shit talk, I don't give a damn

My legs feel so heavy like I'm caught up in a race
My head feels so empty, eyes are dripping down my face
I can't trust no one
I need my own space
I'm tryna get better
Will you get off my case?
My legs feel so heavy like I'm caught up in a race
My head feels so empty, eyes are dripping down my face
I can't trust no one
I need my own space
I'm tryna get better
Will you get off my case?

(Blitzin)
Today got me feeling all kinda ways
Can't wait for the feeling of them better days
Got money on my mind
Started being my own boss
"Hard work" is the motive
Because I know that shit pays off
Not scared to take risks cuz it brings award
Future is bright when I'm moving toward
They might win the battle, but we winning the war
The whole game's what me and my team coming for

(Sights19)
My legs feel so heavy like I'm caught up in a race
My head feels so empty, eyes are dripping down my face
I can't trust no one
I need my own space
I'm tryna get better
Will you get off my case?
My legs feel so heavy like I'm caught up in a race
My head feels so empty, eyes are dripping down my face
I can't trust no one
I need my own space
I'm tryna get better
Will you get off my case?

caught up in a race ft.blitzin (prod. valious)

idk what i'm doing
this stuff just hella fun tbh
any constructive feedback is appreciated<3
if you wanna mess around nd make something dm me :)

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