what happened to the real account its gone

Warum

great song by a great artist, please support their work

suicide cleanup (birth day cover)

the album "melanchole" by the band "salvia palth"

melanchole

(dream)

loser monologue

this house is not the same

I Just Want To Hold Her

theres this girl

Cold

Better

when will it end / scare (birthday cover)

Boyhood (Birth Day)

1/3 of Take Care's discography! Buy the album from Bandcamp!

Agony / Reject / Alive

Everything Reminds Me Of You

saw that this demo was barely out there aside from a mv with a low amount of views so i thought id post it so the peeps on sc can hear it :0!!!! this song is also hidden in the files for when u download hurting on bandcamp lol so if u want the highest quality file go download it on his bandcamp page!!!
https://youtu.be/GaYlFiaXBbE?list=RDGaYlFiaXBbE (SCM's mv for this song)

Sign crushes Motorist - I'm So Sorry (Demo)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3vLRWVTKBT2nmMUSG3YjxK?si=4628b4a1b052418d
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/it-hasnt-for-me-single/1829694936

LYRICS: But why? Why is it that we have to be so afraid of death? Are we only alive because we don't wanna die? Does something good ever come from living? Because there is nothing for me. And all of the days I've lived, nothing good has ever happened to me.

It Hasn't for Me

DIARIES PART ONE – THE HOTTEST SUMMER (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Musik & Konzept: Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
Der Soundtrack zu meinem ersten Roman Diaries Part One – The Hottest Summer (BoD 2025).
Eine Klangreise durch den Sommer 2003 – zwischen Liebe, Wärme, Dämmerung und Erinnerung.
Jeder Track steht für einen Moment aus dem Buch:
☀️ „Main Theme – The Hottest Summer“ – die Hitze eines Nachmittags, der alles verändert.
🎞️ „Jack (Boy Made of Heat)” – innere Ruhe, Licht und Unsicherheit.
💛 „Danielle Thompson“ – laut, bunt, ehrlich.
🌙 „Rain on Düsseldorf“ – Nächte voller Regen, Zigarettenrauch und Gedanken.
🕯️ „First Light on Skin“ – ein neues Kapitel, wenn alles leiser wird.
Dieses Album ist eine Hommage an eine Zeit, die gleichzeitig vergangen und ewig ist –
und an all die Figuren, die in The Hottest Summer leben.
📚 Buch erhältlich ab 08. November 2025
ISBN (Paperback): 978-3-7597-9052-3
ISBN (E-Book): 978-3-7597-9053-0
© 2025 Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
All tracks written, performed and produced by the author.

Chapter twelve -  Moning Breaks

Second Fiddleless

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

ОДНАЖДЫ Я СТАНУ АНГЕЛОМ И ПРИДУ В РАЙ ВМЕСТЕ С МОИМИ ДРУЗЬЯМИ )) НАДЕЮСЬ, СКОРО СМОЖУ СОСТАВИТЬ ТЕБЯ ))!

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