I wonder how liam felt making this beat, it's beautiful

I FELL ASLEEP TO THIS AND I WOKE UP IN AGONY AND SCARED

most of my dreams will remain only in my head, unfortunately, life is not a fairy tale.

sad🥀

Inca Ore / Grouper

Poison Tree

great song by a great artist, please support their work

suicide cleanup (birth day cover)

alvedon - retire final (slowed & rain)

melanchole

(dream)

I Just Want To Hold Her

Wish

loser monologue - sign crushes motorist (unofficial music video)

Loser Monologue

Left

when will it end / scare (birthday cover)

1/3 of Take Care's discography! Buy the album from Bandcamp!

Agony / Reject / Alive

Everything Reminds Me Of You

Cover by me (Tommy Lunch) and this is a Liam Mc Cay song or Take Care whatever you want to call it. its got some depressing sounds and lyrics very sad.

This Feeling Will Pass - Take Care

saw that this demo was barely out there aside from a mv with a low amount of views + this song being hidden in the files for when u download hurting on bandcamp lol. https://youtu.be/GaYlFiaXBbE?list=RDGaYlFiaXBbE
(SCM's mv for this song)

Sign crushes Motorist - I'm So Sorry (Demo)

serotinal

The official sounds of The Aura Boys Live! by yours truly, the original Aura Boy: Morse Code. Watch us on Twitch, Youtube, Rumble, or any social media platform you use and thank you for being part of the AuraVerse!

Climb

V/A - mono no aware もののあわれ

Format: 2xLP / Digital
Label: PAN
Cat.No: PAN 77
Release Date: 17 March 2017

http://p-a-n.org/

purchase:
site: http://bit.ly/2mQN5AO
bandcamp: http://bit.ly/2n9ToSm

mono no aware (もののあわれ) is the first compilation to be released on PAN, collating unreleased ambient tracks from both new and existing PAN artists.

Featuring Jeff Witscher, Helm, TCF, Yves Tumor, M.E.S.H., Pan Daijing, HVAD, Kareem Lotfy, ADR, Mya Gomez, Sky H1, James K, Oli XL, Bill Kouligas, Flora Yin-Wong, Malibu, and AYYA, the compilation moves through more traditional notions of what is called ’ambient’, to incorporating wider variations that fall under the term.

“Mono no aware”, ‘the pathos of things’, also translates as “an empathy toward things", or "a sensitivity to ephemera”. A term for the awareness of impermanence, or the transience of things. A meditation on mortality and life's transience, ephemerality heightens the appreciation of beauty and sensitivity to their passing. In investigating the passing of time, the boundaries between memory and hallucination become blurred; between fiction and reality. The movement of time transforms into an eternal present.

The album is mastered and cut by Rashad Becker at D&M, featuring photography by Molly Matalon and design by Bill Kouligas. A limited version of 100 copies will be released as a special art edition in collaboration with Mount Analog for the LA Art Book Fair 2017, before going on general release.

mono no aware

3. Yves Tumor - Limerence (PAN 77)

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

Loser Monologue

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