Cry 4 Help (Redpriest)

sewerperson - another day

[Intro: Sewerperson]
(branwen)
I can fling it
I feel it, I guess it's our turn
Oh, all this armour

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for the millionth time this month
I'm tryna get fucked up so I'ma hit it from the bong
Substance been my best friend since she did me wrong
But we don't get along, this should kill me, I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist 'cause I would start to sob
This love you feel is fake, they just tryna get on

[Verse 1: Sewerperson]
I'm about to give up, they don't even know
I've thrown up every meal, I'm just tryna take it slow
Of course I knew that I would have these dark days
But dear God, just give me some of the light, please
I forget what had hurt me in defense
I regret every minute we have been friends 
Deep in thought, I reflect
But I'm brought back to reason by these scars on my neck
I'm not tryna pretend, I'm just geeking
Even if I was dead, you would knock the bleeding
And I know I made my bed and I'm sleepy
This bitch tryna kill me, made me happy

[Verse 2: guardin]
Been ignorin' all the signs, I'm not doin' fine
Lost another friend and I was sure that we'd survive
In the midst of all this shit, I put my life in an archive
Next to everything I loved and hoped eventually would thrive
But the truth is hard to swallow after everything has died
In the process, hard to grieve in tears, I wanna compromise
So you better try to settle for your comfort in the words exchanged from you to I
Move across the Eastern Coast and commit social suicide

[Chorus: Sewerperson]
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for the millionth time this month
I'm tryna get fucked up so I'ma hit it from the bong
Substance been my best friend since she did me wrong
But we don't get along, this should kill me, I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist 'cause I would start to sob
Just let me feel this fate, baby, they just tryna get it all

sewerperson - another day (ft. guardin)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means someone out there starts to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
I needed something to fit in, I needed something
I don't feel like i'm skin, it looks like nothing
I'm seeing figures in the walls, seeing numbers in the floors
People that i've never met telling me we've spoken before
I put the spinners on an axis, turn the mist into a play
I use my words against myself everyday
If I said I felt like you, is that something that you'd say?
I keep changing my reflection, bad luck is on the way
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means i'm not there tryna win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
Animal skin on my hand I can't feel none
Like a fawn in the forest imma real one
So much hours that i've spent, I barely have a moment to regret
I can't think I must descent
At the top of the wall it feels like ivy, let the lichen in my life they tried to climb me
I'm at the Grove with my sins and they signed me
I been walking round for so long can you come find me, can someone come and find me
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means that I have a chance to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins

dion-twins-(avail)

ch2rms - skeletons (sleep + soma)

la parfait ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚

mario china 2 instrumental

angel, where’s my grace
forgive me for my errored ways
cut through my blue veins
iache you always
early sunsets over skylines above me
lay in this frave while your cold hands caress me
to my bones let them decompose
bleeding out my heart through all this prose
evil dead reciting evil tomes
felt your skin and it was oh so cold

novella - all this prose p. novella

midi acoustic emo song
tear me apart and sanitise every piece
then glue me back together and all will be well
the sound of your heart reverberates in every piece scattered all across the floor
in blissful release, find your escape
how long until it wears off
blissful release, lose your own face
when will you find yourself again

novella - midi acoustic emo song

I just lost my heart yeah it’s in pieces
say you wanna see me ima need a reason
you don’t call first and that’s prolly why I’m leaving
red runs on the floor yeah I’m always bleeding
bottom of the pit I don’t care at all
one day soon I know that ima fall
don’t pick up the phone I don’t wanna talk at all
it went this way and it’s all my fault 
it’s my fault yeah it’s my fault 
on my own it’s not brand new
took another path I’m not like you
and I really think I might pull through
with my thoughts in the night I’m thinking about back then
swear I’m better now I don’t know what happened
I don’t need you yeah it’s all past tense 
put this knife to my wrist and make it bend
make it bend yea

make it bend (melik)

nausea