I'm sick and tired, I don't even know,
What I feel when I'm this low,
It's like every minute is a waste,
The years rolling by and I'm losing taste
For this life.
Maybe the next will be better yeah,
Not that I could ever count on it,
Guess I should just say my prayers,
Face I'm here and count my breaths.

Don't go mixing my words,
I wanna live, but it hurts.
And when life's so bad,
You know it only gets worse,
I know I'm not alone,
But I always feel first
And last.
No one speaks what they mean,
Leave you second guessing,
Like, "Is it what it seems?"
Illuminate your way,
With gas lights in dark streets,
Have you wondering,
What truth to seek.

Second Guessing

What do you say?
What do you know?
Where do you run?
When they want you to show up?
Don't you ever wanna grow up?

Don't you ever wanna know your own potential?
Don't you wanna blow up like exponentials?

Nah, I'm happy being what I be
A happy being seeking peace
A piece for me is what I need
It's why I speak when spoken to
Not another word for you
Silence is the golden truth
Look inside, you might find it too

I'm so sick of the rat race
I'm a step out and set my own pace
I'm a look in and find gods grace
And find a place for the waste
Overlooked in your haste

I see smokestacks exuding fumes
Bones break, you eating who?
Cheap profits that we consume
Sell the world and we loose

Yeah we losing

We lost control
You cut a tree and build a home
Clear the woods and no one knows
Salt the wound and nothing grows up

Nothing grows up

It's time to strip back
Hit em where the hips at
Skip it, you don't need that
Take it but then give back

Take it but then give back

Give Back

Im sorry baby but this pain ain't shifting
Got a hole in my heart and I really wish you'd listen
Got the whole world taking and I wished they'd give in
Or at least cut some slack cos the tensions unforgiving

I was soul searching, past time of a mind hurting
The goal of a life burdened by folks who like burning
When something broke inside and alone with the lies
That've defined my life, I realised

That it's on me, these demons never sleep
So if I'm awake, I gotta keep them in my dreams
Cos if I break, they leak into my queen
And she's got enough just deal with me

Night times a vibe, wet roads reflect lights
Shifts my mood, like I'm alive
For the first time, in my life
I could do anything

I could be anyone, if I can shake the shackles
Tackle mental jackals, howling to keep me down
Frowning at my sound, prowling all around
Hounding for my crown

And thats the thing, dealing with negativity
Blink and it will sneak, infecting everything
But its alright cos I started living clean
Faced the inner me, found my enemy

Soul Searching

Galactic Getaway

Cosmic Dreams

Feels Good

Today is the day of days,
The day of pain,
The day it stopped,
And every fucking thing changed.

Today is the day I trained for,
The day I changed for,
The day I broke my brain,
So nothing would stay the fucking same for.

Now the voices whisper in my head,
Oh what you did, what you've done, what you do,
You gotta stop, you gotta run, you gotta think this through.

Not again, always wondering, when's it coming,
when's the pain happening,
What words you gonna say again,
Gotta get it out my head,
Before it leave me dead,
All those words you said,
Rip me back instead,
Whip my back instead.

Today is the day of days,
The day of pain,
The day it stopped,
And every fucking thing changed.

Day of Days (Single)

Day of Days

Silence - Day of Days -(KING OF BEATS 2020 SONG CONTEST)

Obsession - Silence

Uh oh Im alone again
Wide awake while your sleeping in
Wondering what your thinking is
Letting my mind go creep again
And its dangerous to think of saying it
So I sit up and keep it in

I've been selfishly obssessing
Think about you like possessions
And question what id do without you
'Stead of thinking what you going through
And that you need it to
A little trust that you know is true

Yeah you deserve a man
A man with a plan
A man that'll stand
When others try and sit ya down
A man who
Knows fights aint for winning
Your body aint his and
Still trusts you with his secrets

Yeah you deserve better
You deserve the best
You deserve the guy
You dont gotta impress
A life of freedom
No more pressing stress
You deserve love
Not a single thing less

***

Baby what you fearing?
I know you can't sleep cos you thinking
You hating on them things that I did when
It felt like my world was sinking
My life was shrinking
I can't stop thinking

That you don't gotta stay
You dont have to hear the words I wanna say
You dont gotta wait for me to change
You dont gotta pay
You dont gotta explain
You dont gotta pray for the day
You feel safe from the pain

***

But it's fading
Everything is changing
And I can't explain it
Standing face to face
Is like gazing
Into the infinite
In to your love
In to a new world
In to heaven above

Lost in my thoughts again
Clocks flashing at 3am
Cant find my way to bed
So I stay up on my own again
Wondering what you're dreaming
What you're dream is...

Obsession

Was left to my own devices
And now I’m in deep
I’m dreaming of paradises
But I’m not asleep

Don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me
Everybody packs up and leaves
Can’t trust a soul with anything
Everyone’s on the run & I’m the one suffering
Black of night is my paradise
Winter rain numbs the pain
Wash away the stains
Let it flow
Watch them go
Everyone I used to know
Twists the knife
Cold as ice
Reminds me I’m alive
Isolated in my own mind
Tell the world “burn in hell” I just need time
On my own, in my hole, in my own space
On my own, in my hole, in my own space

Was left to my own devices
And now I’m in deep
I’m dreaming of paradises
But I’m not asleep

Hear the cries of my past life
Haunted souls seem to know what it feels like
Empty homes feel like tombs, minds will roam when alone
Break the mould, watch them go, then you fucking know
You were always on your own
Born that way, die the same
Fighting won’t make it change
God is gone, only Satan speaks
Whispers words in my ears that make me think
A wasted life is a life without a fight
Tell the world “burn in hell” I just need time
On my own, in my hole, in my own space

Was left to my own devices
And now I’m in deep
I’m dreaming of paradises
But I’m not asleep

Tell the world burn in hell
Twist the knife feel alive
Winter rain wash the pain
Angels fell, sell yourself

Ain’t nothing ever what it seems to be
No one ever speaks what they mean
Rumours leak, tensions peak, truth is weak, people freak
Until they're told what to think
Now they're questioning my loyalty
Like the know what the word means
Asking if I’m the one that lied
I tell the world “burn in hell” I just need time
On my own, in my hole, in my own space
On my own, in my hole, in my own space

Was left to my own devices
And now I’m in deep
I’m dreaming of paradises
But I’m not asleep

Paradise

Time

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