Disassociatingイベントの片隅でぼんやりとした心

May It Never Falter

Knock, Draw, Release

Lyrics:
girl i got my hands out and im hoping
girl i got a vision and im focused
girl i js woke up and im tokin
i can die at any given moment
im broken 
too locked in girl i gotta focus
flypaper jeans on my ass got me floating
let me put my teeth thru your neck girl im teething

hoes come to me i aint even gotta seekem
girl come over i gotta see some
how u gon hate on me for tryna be someone
got my eyes closed i aint see no one
im in love with silence ion need no one
i know ive been spying
i just had to make sure that you wasnt lying
wake up start my day then i start crying 

but im okkkkk t-t
girl shoot me in the head make it a lightshow
van van vandilize that pussy like a vandal 
boutta throw this wax on fire like a candle
i would let u go but u my star player
this hoe shaking ass like she got shot with a tazer
i got this blastkit im boutta blastoff
i got yo bitch shooting aqua like Blastoise
if she wanna reminisce about me use a sex toy

Lightshow (prod. pllrs + srryimsilent)

@blickyhomeboy

stab wound through my chest
 rip me rip me open
girl im bleeding out 
but im too focused
i put my hands to the air girl im hoping 
i didnt show it im sorry i didnt show it
i dont wanna be  your enemey
but you wont look at me
 i blowed it girl  i know that i blew it
life on reapeat, dont care if you leave me
cuz you aint what im seeking 
they aint seein what im seeing
but my life on reapeat 
i just wanna go away
ive been here the whole time
ive been one call away
you could always call me 
you couldnt even call me 
i got black widows in my window 
they tryna get to me
you can throw me away 
you can  watch our connection decay

Black widow (prod.blickyhomeboy)

g-girl shoot me in the head make my heartstop
flash flash flash photoshoot gtf out my way
up up too long its starting to fuck with my brain
ive been up too long girl i swear  i heard your name 
girl i swear i heard your name
girl i swear i feel the same
p-p-pack too strong i sware this shit sprayed
out of it im out if im out if im out of it 
sit me down sit me down 
calm me down calm me down
i only see you once in a while
you got me running miles
im dying with a smile
i can see your lies through your teeth
look what you do to me
stupid bitch think she fooling me
you aint fooling me
i jus-i just wanna sit back
i wanna let the time go
tell me what you think of me
cuz i think im a asshole
i think im a asshole 
i know that im a asshole
i know im a asshole with a shitty cash flow

Hearttstop # #wreckme {prod.pllrs}

anything (prod.pllrs)

@blickyhomeboy


girl we didn't have to part ways
but you just kept getting in my way
yeah i just wanted a change
and girl i cant feel my face


like everywhere i go go im elegantly late
i cant seem to catch a break catch a break
aint got like no one to lean on
i fell asleep woke up to the screen on


i dont want this to be a free-for-all
i'm to high i'm too fly i'm starting to free fall
its like 3am and i just want a text back
i'm so sick of love i just want to fuck
yeah i need to stop pushing my luck
these hoes ain't got nothing i wntt
to me that's just such a turn off


i just want it back to how it was
we had a falling out but i don't remember what it was
and girl i'm done with it all
starting from the end that's a really good start
i went to far past the end now my hearts spread apart

i didn't plan that we'd make it this far

Sick of Love #5^ (Prod.Blickyhomeboy)

wake up i feel nauseous
i feel anxious and i feel out of it
take shrooms stargaze when we meetup
and i dont really want you but right now i need you
i see you when im dreaming 
i wake up and im feining
i feel alone on this walk 
this walk this walk
i feel like i cant talk
srry that im silent but im in shock
no time keep an eye on my clock
they they they  watch they they they watch
girl this is why i havnt said anything
yuh id knew youd react like this 
i feel off i feel ill
like two days since ive had a meal

This Walk (prod.december)

I told that bitch, yuh, get up off of me,
'Cause it ain't what it seem.
I hadda leave, two weeks,
I turned that bitch into a fein.

Like, she won't ask no more of me
When I put it in her spleen.
Like, I'm too throwed,
Feel like I'm living in a dream.

I told this bitch she offsides,
She needa come on to my team.
I came in, music blaring,
Bitches staring.

I'm sorry that yo' bitch is glaring,
Like, bitches staring, bitches glaring.
I swear, all these bitches daring.
I put it out, I had to air it,
You should see the way I wear it.

Like, bitch, I lied, I'm never sorry.
New phone, so she can't call me.
DMs in my cup,
One DM till we fuck.

It only took one touch, took one slut.
It only took one touch, took one slut.
Like, I'm running it up,
But this hoe running off.

Like, didn't say a word
Before I knocked her off.
I'm getting me a check,
And then I'm running off.

Ayy, lil' bitch look like Boba
The way she pop me off.

Bitches Glaring (prod.blickyhomeboy)

ig-1pllrs1- shoutout for mix

Girl, I’ll answer whenever you call me.
I got blacked out, woke up in the morning.
Pull up to the party, it's jumping like Jordan.
She pulled her ass out, I had to record it.
You wouldn't believe me if I didn't record it.

Too many parties, it feel like I’m touring.
Like I had to leave, re-up, and we back now.
Me and my gang, we the flyest in the background.
Me and my gang locked in like a snapback.
I move headstrong, ain’t no setbacks.

I'm real silent, I just bear it.
This cup of red came straight from Carrie.
I got this witch bitch straight from Buried.
I am not no ordinary.
I'm extra-extraordinary.

I take shots like military.
I tried to block, but I can’t parry.
Time stopping, it’s like I’m moonwalking.
Sorry that I’m silent, I’m not in the mood for talking.

Should I break away?
Or should I see you change?
'Cause I’ve been feeling strange.
All my days, they feel the same.

Bridge
All my days, they feel the same.
Tryna make sure they know my name.
Went to sleep blacked out, bitch, I woke up feeling great.
Went to sleep blacked out, woke up not knowing a thing.

Blacked Out (prod.tylo)

Look me in my eye
Shit getting hard
But girl I ain't hard to find

Two months and two weeks
Before I even saw a sign
I just want peace of mind
I wish I could lengthen my time

Sorry that I'm silent
Please don't pay no mind
And I can fake a smile when I'm not fine

Is it too much to ask
I just wanna see you try
And if I stop talking
That don't mean you right

You always find a reason
Find a reason to fight
If I walk off and don't look back
Girl you know why

Every time you talk
I let out a sigh
And I tried
Look at it from my side

I said this money spread wide
I'm getting money worldwide
I realized that I needa  cutties
Bitch I said fuck their way

Yeah I'll do it my way
Gon blow up gon blow like Pompeii

Pompeii

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