Probably gonna get remade when I get a better setup

Way Out v.1

Break Syllables V.1

Go Home V.1

Wit It V.1

Why I Try V.1

Love My Fans (interlude)

Bassed V.1

MAYBE YOU V.1 (Prod. LilZynb)

THIS MIGHT WORK V.1 (Prod. LilZynb)

NEVERTHELESS V.1 (Prod. LilZynb)

HIT MY LINE V.1 (Prod. LilZynb)

LIMP IN MY STROLL V.1 (Prod. LilZynb)

FALL OFF V.1 (Prod. LilZynb)

REACT V.1 (Prod. LilZynb)

W!NTER WONDERLAND V.1 (Prod. LilZynb)

she keeps me up at night... why won't she talk to me.

thinking of you... i cant sleep V.1 prod.zyn

This song is taken from the perspective of one of my closest friends. Love you, Alpha <3



Tell me
What makes a place you can call home?
What makes a person you can trust when nobody else picks up that phone?
Whats a parent? Whats a guardian? Cuz I dont feel either
I'm guarded in
My feelings are shoved to the side and my guardians lose control when they let their guard down again.
I wanna be a happy family but its been bad since I remember.
Moms on pills and dads on chemo tryna get ridda cancer
The pictures aren't broke, but they were taken with a cracked up camera
Cuz my perception is skewed and I needa paint these thoughts on a new canvas
Escape this place
You'd call home
But I call it a prison
I'm trapped
Alone
And rotten in
The imaginary home that I invision
The walls are the same without the screaming and echoes of glass shattering
Backs in bad condition 
I've been on medication too tryna find a solution 
Get loose then lose them
I wanna make it out
But I dont want this pain no more
So I cant cut em out
My circle small like the dark ones
Underneath the makeup
And everytime we fight and yell
I'm always the one that makes up
I got demons fightin angels
Its a battle in my head
I got evil against evil, I want evil to be dead
I wanna make peace with my people
Why everybody seein red
leave one day with my room clean And a note left on my made bed
Red car gone out the driveway 
Deftones and peep on the stereo
I wake up I sleep I wake up its hysterical 
One day after another but they bleed together
Best friend from childhood why couldn't we have done better
I protect my people and I can kick you out if you have a vendetta 
Holes in my memory like Swiss
All my life I been workin for chedda
Only place I felt at home is the state that holds Coachella 
I got people fightin for me
Tryna win me over
But really I just want peace And the putrid punishing persistence Of pain to be slaughtered 
Quit fightin and Arguin yelling in front of your daughter
There's thin walls and a son in there 
Like a rabbit in a hat I just wanna disappear 
To California 
Or Oregon 
The wind blows my hair and the sun kisses my skin again
Hope I'm here for a reason and I can find someone to believe in again
I'm tired of believin I'm breathin for no reason
I'm tired of feelin like there's nothing not one thing not anything for me to 
Be here for
I've had thoughts like This
one times two times three times four
Miltiply it together and try and count the score
Multiply it by infinity
I need to be alive
Then show me what for
I'm lost
I'm cold
I'm tredgin through these trenches
Black boots 
Black spots
A broken heart
I'm exhausted 
I'm tryna find a way out
Just tell me what it cost
I'll pay it
I'll take out a loan
Take my soul
Take my gold
Everything I own
Take the nic take the pills
Take the memories
Take everything
Take my brain 
Take my blood
Take Everything I love
Just take care of em and tell em that it ain't their fault
Don't do drugs
Don't take care of people if you can't feel that love
Don't get used
Abused
Stand up for yourself 
You're the only one whose there for you
You're the only one who has the experience you need for what you goin through
You need to look out for you cuz when it comes to the end of the line
You can give your heart to everybody 
When you want to take it back, there won't be enough time
Just look at me
I'm finally takin back mine
And im gone



I love you
I hope this is what you needed
I hope this is everything you asked of me
I did my best to complete it
I dont think ill be around much longer but you've kept me here
I've done everything I could just to show you that I care
I hope you see and understand that you are incredibly special And I hold you very dear
I feel a calmness and some butterflies everytime that you are near
I think of your amazing smile when I see a deer.


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