i look in those eyes of yours
u look in these eyes of mine
i know that you're unsure
if what we had was right
i wanted you for my whole lifetime
i want you love but you dont want mine
there's blood on my hands and blood on my shirt
and i been taking xans but it still hurts
i saw you at the mall now im feeling worse
and the drugs they gave me didn't even work
i wish they would've worked
wish they would've helped
i wish that you were here because you'd really help
i hate how perfect you are to me
am i part of you? cause girl you're still a part of me
the way you smile at things is engraved in my memories
and all my friends are doing better than i'll ever be
look at our pictures in my phone and i still smile at them
for a moment i forget just how long its been
its been a year without you
i hate being here without you
look in my mirror and i hate what i see
i bet i hate myself more than you hate me
the way you made me feel was like ecstasy
but you're still here with me in my dreams
look in my mirror and i hate what i see
i bet i hate myself more than you hate me
the way you made me feel was like ecstasy
but you're still here with me in my dreams

eyes

and i just feel broken
said that i missed us i must've misspoken
heart on my sleeve n my heads in the ocean
meaningless words in the songs that i've posted
meaningless words on your tongue when you've spoken
i know its hard for you to show emotion
if i had died all alone would you notice?
valentines day is when my hearts the coldest
have you noticed how lost my soul is?
lately i'm soulless n i just feel hopeless
getting you back is what my only goal is
i don't feel love anymore only loathing
only loathing
sorry for going
back to my old ways
trouble controlling myself lately
i cant help it daily pills on my mind
i got pills on my mind
i got you on my mind
you n pills on my mind
you n pills on my mind
i got pills on my mind
i got you on my mind
you n pills on my mind
you n pills on my mind

misspoken

i look in ur eyes
but theres no love in them anymore
im sendin u these messages that u ignore
u aint fw me anymore
remember we was ridin in my 4 door
smokin 3.5 couldnt afford more
i was down bad i had nothin to my name
so i was so suprised when u wanted me
fuck a side bitch u my main
n we both broken we the same 
i fell in love once wont do that again
i was takin pills when we met to numb the pain
she told me that she dont want me gone "stick to the strains"
i could see the cuts on her arm tears on my face
i was rlly stuck in hell she pulled me out this place
remember on the day she left i didnt know what to say
so all i said was "thank u for everything"
so all i said was "thank u n goodbye" n thats okay
i wont even lie i still miss her everyday
the picures in my phone of us still feel like yesterday
i miss the way
the way id hold u in my arms n all my pain would fade away
man these lyrics fucking cringe but thats the way i feel
i put my pain in all my songs cuz thats the way i heal
when i was young n naive i thought that love was real
u said that ud stay with me but u not even here
n now im all alone cant believe its been a year
n now we not together 
i hope u doin better
"i guess im doin better"
"than when we were together"
i wish id never met her
i wish id never met her

goodbye

when we were together i put you over everything
if you came back i'd put you over everything, again
i quit the drugs once i can't do that shit again
relapsed last week can't believe i did
2 pills in my stomach recording this
if i died right now would anybody give a shit
if i died right now would anybody even care
i'm making sad songs that nobody will hear
i don't think that you will even hear this
wish i could hold you close like the nearest
and girl to me youre just like a cigarette
cause when you're on my lips i can feel it in my chest
and i put all my pain in my lyrics
i made this song and i hoped you'd hear it
and girl to me youre just like a pill
cause without you i can't feel anything
girl i would put you over everything
girl i would put you over everything again
2 years with me meant nothing in the end
thought you needed love all you needed was a friend
i was lying when i said we meant nothing
honestly you helped me learn alot
if i could turn back the clock i would
even if it meant it'd turn out the same way
even if it meant youd end up hating me
i bought you flowers and you left on the same day
i don't hate you, i don't blame you
if i was in your shoes i would leave too
and if i was in your shoes i would hate me too
so i'll just take a pill so i don't think about you
so i don't think about you
so i'll just take a pill so i don't think about you

letter

if you need me i'll be here for you
hate me then i'll leave for you
if you lost i'll pave the way for you
oxygen i breathe for you 
if you lying then ill see through you
if you stuck then imma free you
if you crying then ill calm you
if you vulnerable won't harm you
do you really fucking need me?
do you really wanna see me?
do you really wanna save me?
is you trynna play me?
u keep saying maybe
why do you hate me?
is it cause i'm lazy?
am i going crazy?

for you

vocals by bow

and i might try my best again
but you wont get the best of me
fucking up over everything
cuz i fucking hate everything
fucking up over things that i did
i forgave all the things that you did
fucking up over things that i did
i forgave all the-
fucking up over things that i did
fucking up over things that i do
i got blood on my shirt and my shoes
and i think that its all cuz of you
fucking up over things that i did
fucking up over things that i do
i got blood on my shirt and my shoes
and i think that its all cuz of you
burning incense in my room
wondering why did i like you?
i got played like im itunes
now i despise you
im so sick of fucking up on stupid shit
if i fell in love would i know what it is?
when i fell in love i didnt even care
i took you for granted like no one was there
now im tired 
fucking sick of liars
the watchers and the spyers
im walking on a wire

n i fell in love with every part of u
now im in love with only part of u
2 years with me, id hate me to
2 years with me, id leave me to
three hundred sixty five days without u
n all these songs i put my pain into
u wont even listen to them anyways
ur new man probably better than me
im just playing aint nobody better than me
i cant let u get the better of me
n i swear satan wrote a letter to me
n it said that i should off it
i get fucked up too often
i pray i wake up in a coffin
i love the drugs i dont wanna stop em
but for u id get sober again
im out
theres nothing here to care about
n whats that sound
whats that song about

365 days

bow & nomori - she can tell (bow)

when you left me 
you said ill be just fine
who would have known you lied again
take your time but dont waste it on me
im tired of feeling like no one wants me
its the thought of youu that keeps me going
broken hearted didnt want this...

when you left me

be without me.... wanna be without me?
how can i be okay when you can live without me?

no i'm not okay

be without me wanna be without me?
how can i be okay when you is not around me?

without me

if i were u i wld hate me too
left the better part of me with u
do u still have ma name tattooed?
ik u still got the same issues
n i still got a drug issue 
cuz when i take the drugs i stop thinkin about u
if i said i loved u wld u love me too?
this a love letter for you in autotune
lately i been drinkin way too fucking much
im tired of missin u im tired of fucking up
relapsing evry time i cry im jus not good enough
i responded to ur text but ik i shouldnt of
i thought we had real love but it nvr was
but i still loved u more than i loved the drugs
the drugs my shoulder i can cry on
saw a girl that looked like u 
big eyes n brown hair too
if i said im missin u 
wld u say u miss me too?
i miss when id kiss on u
i miss when id love on u
i miss being apart of u
apart of u

a love letter for you, in autotune

*rare* bow archived songs from 2019 to 2021

baby, you don't have to worry
'cause there ain't no need to hurry
no one ever said that there's an easy way
when they're closing all their doors
and they don't want you anymore
it sounds funny but i'll say it anyway

Silent Hill 3

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