Lyrics

Wasting time
I'm still wasting time 
I just can't ever seem to gain control of my life
So I waste my time (x2)
I'm in hell with no key to the locked door of my mind
So I waste my time 
Every corridor I walk through I shine
Every opportunity in my face rears its head suddenly I go blind 
I just keep wasting time (x2) 
I just can't ever seem to gain control of my life 

Hate myself better than you will 
Love myself better than you will 
Only reason why I wanna fade away is cause my day to day don't hone these skills 
Everyday suppress my inner rage until it eats away at me
I know it will
keep on going 'till I see a pit of blood surrounded by the hate
I won't sit still 
Everyone wanna control me
Bitch blow me, you don't know me 
Can't wait for everyone in Highschool to hit me up claimin' I'm an OG 
Bro you don't take my advice 
Lookin' at you and you barely seem alive
I can't sell my soul for the rap game I done paid the ultimate price

Always pent up and I plan to never let it show 
Unless I'm on the mic I reel it in and let it go
All people do is spite me, it's unlike me to scream and burst out of control 
In attic where they open doors and never close
Can't escape it anyway and I will never know 
I hate tellin' you 'bout my dream, you don't like me so I'm keepin' my mouth closed
No progression always stagnant like a centerfold 
I can never move and everyday I'm always froze
Try to rise up do it high key, it's unlikely and I'll fall like a domino 
No more talks of ending everything I cut it close
Don't wanna bother you with any suicidal note
Anything that I might be is an upgrade to me, more than I've ever wrote

Wasted (Prod. j dub beats)

Did I blow your ears out? Shut up! You're going deaf, you little whore!

SCP Containment Breach (Prod. living luxury)

Lyrics

The weather outside is cold as can be
but I won't let what happens outside ever stop me
I gotta enjoy life
never let it take a hold of me
and remember that I won't try to be a victim of defeat

Step into my vault seemingly it's out of reach
I know that it's my fault
I'll beat myself up for weeks
simply we all die that doesn't mean I'm free from grief
I've seen this junk so many times, I'm desensitized
ordinarily I just can't speak

I'm on the borderline, well I'm sort of lying
I cannot afford to die in my sleep
going crazy, it's a maybe
I'm hyperventilating, I can't breathe

You can't stop me, wherever I'll be, even if I'm deceased, I'll rising up no stopping me

Gotta Enjoy

Gotta Enjoy (Prod. snorkatje)

a happy song prod. sh1ny

Nigga tell me what you want
Nigga tell me what you need
Tell me where the fuck you be
Everyone around me wanna take advantage, doin every damage
Do you really wanna fuck with me
What you'll see, dead bodies on yo street 
Rivers don't run, they bleed 
Show a little etiquette, now you thinkin you better than better but do you really wanna fuck with me
ON GOD
Tear down your whole damn on squad
Every accolade you engrave's a facade 
I could easily become another under'preciated artist how retarded, oh I mean "how odd"
So I gotta be the one to gotta beat em up, and eat it up, and feed it up, and do this shit with no cause
Not gonna be runnin around and then possibly comin back with a scratch, I been pushed to the limit, got a few scars 
Fuckin everybody up, I know that I'm hard
Everywhere I go I gotta keep up my guard 
Everywhere I go I gotta play my part
When you seem to lose, you gon play that card
I can't interview you better take on charge
Choppin up these heads it gon look like art 
Hop up in a Chevrolet, I'm on the interstate, I been the greatest til the day I'm bout to swerve that car 
So much more to life than a few more bars
So much more to flames than the ones that's charged 
So much more to pain that a few more scars 
So much novacane, I can't feel my arse 
I just can't explain it cause I know I'm dangerous, I'll hang a bitch, my anger is a thing I'm keepin at heart

I JUST KEEP EXPLAINING TO YOU, I'M FUCKIN ASS

Dead boy, he just got deleted 
I ain't talkin bout a fetus 
Godamn, he red boy 
Know I'm so retreated
Got no reason to repeat it 
Ain't talkin' no lead boy
Oh my fuckin Jesus 
Count em like some Reese's Pieces 
Oh damn he dead boy
Dead boy 

I just keep explainin to y'all 
I'm fuckin ass
I ain't never goin nowhere in this rap game
Y'all fuckin suck though
I'm still ass though
How y'all doin better than me bro wtf 




What You Want (Prod. Gxda)

I Can't Apologize unmixed (Prod. Inuyasha)

This beat came from bsterthegawd. Here's a link to it https://soundcloud.com/bsterthepro/nyeh-heh-heh

Wilin on the Set (prod. by bsterthegawd)

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Bombardment (prod. by goosetaf and steezy prime)

Atonement (prod. by jvst x)

Inexistent Paradise (prod. by jvst x)

It hurts when I'm uninspired. To know I was such a lively character kills me on the inside.

JanixOF (@janixof)

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