I. The Loops

Sometimes I feel a victim inside my own mind.
Sometimes my alibi invents my own lies.
Sometimes my head hides the self that creates myself.

II. The Friend / The Enemy

Sometimes I’m my own best friend,
taking my enemy’s hand.
Sometimes my wants befriend me,
but my needs cast me into my deeds.

III. The Eyes

Sometimes my enterprise generates eyes
that can’t see past my eyes.
Sometimes my thoughts create versions of me
I never meant to be.

IV. The Love

Sometimes I can’t give me
the love I need to see.
Sometimes I can’t create the eye in time,
or the life in mind.

V. The Confusion

Sometimes I can’t get out of my own way.
Sometimes I don’t know which way.
Sometimes I need to be.
Sometimes I need to see.

VI. The Remembering

Sometimes I need to remind me.
Sometimes I need to remember who I am.
Sometimes I don’t know who I am.
Sometimes I’m only what I am—
but I can’t see past who I am.

VII. The Duality

Because the me of the eye is not always
the eye in the me.
I’m a duality inside a head,
coming to a mind to see.

VIII. The Veil

I can’t see past the veil I create.
I can’t see past the mind I feed.
I can’t see past the eye I want to date—
but I have to learn how to.

Litany of the Mirror Mind

Like Water

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“Hagfish Muppet” is a surgical strike wrapped in glitchpunk skin — a psychological diss-track aimed at the corrupted underbelly of Greymouth public health gatekeeping. Fusing industrial trap with cinematic spoken word, the track exposes how mental health access is hijacked by bureaucrats hiding behind procedure and PR.

Through bone-cracking metaphors, courtroom slime, and ventriloquist strings, Silk & Circuitry tells the true story of fighting a DHB official who denied psychiatric care even after a doctor’s referral — leading to a second arrest coordinated behind closed doors.

From puppet strings fed by IV drips to interludes like medical testimonies carved in concrete, this track isn't just music — it’s documentation. And if they try to erase the record, let them choke on the slime trail.

The Muppet never speaks for itself.
The hand does.

Genre: Industrial Trap / Spoken Word Protest / Glitch Noir
Themes: Institutional corruption, psychiatric abuse, courtroom theatre, patient resistance, gaslight culture, bureaucratic horror
Best Played: In headphones. Or in open court.



Hag Fish Muppet

Just finished a 9 day vacation, so had more time than usual for recording recently. This is the last track I did during that time. This track includes Sytrus, FLEX, and a Yamaha MODX synth, as well as some vibe inspiration from Songs of Faith and Devotion by Depeche Mode.

Weight of Compliance

A little song I wrote the other day .....  the whole thing just came to me in a flash!

I played and sung all the parts .... and its all put down in just one take .... the drums, the guitars, the bass, the vocals ....one take!

Call you back

im incredibly seamless since I was a fetus, I’m a numerical genius and my genital is a penis I’m sentimental with my sneezes and temperamental with my nieces.  my flows so cool it freezes.  Jesus.  I live on a bench in the back of a van with a yak and a clam and have map of the land of this thing we call hip hop, I cryp walk on tik tok then lip lock a fed fock got a lead foot and a red tush from lying in bed mush in my head pushing a hen in a bush then pretending to blush I’m never ending and nuts I use my pen and my guts to give a pendulum push to the Benjamin’s gentlemen look an Adrenalin rush, listen to zeppelin and Russ and there’s no one I trust I don’t give a fuck and I want to give up.  your fun to fill up with cum and your dumb and I’m smarter than Einstein, they call me the fried guy im on two different timelines.  Mandela effecter with a gorilla named hecter he stole from the zoo and acts as his protector.  Got a rotary phone upholsteries foam and most of these hoes just don’t know me no mo.  I can rhyme slowwwwwwww-mmmmooooo to keep the game in a chokehold 
then speed it up caus I am the goat yo.  master Mc mastering chi, removing my chakras in front of master p.  I’m a masterpiece a faster feast than miccy D’s got a dick with grease ready to friggin please.  Got with Pippens piece Larsa while we were both riding Marta to watch the bulls play the hawks California is where I get my weed, I’m a Bieber fiend, a believer, receiver, and I love to watch glee.  my Apple Watch gleams, your a tadpole at sea hopelessly floating and to blind to see you got a disease it’s called being wack, I seep so much ink I’m peeing black.  the mic? I need it back stop leaving tracks I’m a thieve on wax stealing the beat, charging a tax, departing from lax, farting in first class with Jack Harlow and fergie watching omeabas borrow and merging like adidas thirsting for loose sluts with cute butts to shoot up with goo just do what I do you’ll be fine and get laid too, we will kill both and afterwards we’ll make stew out of there corpses, I don’t reveal my sources, I am what happens when two opposing forces mash together in a flash  Im a diamond flying in lightning to Epstein island to jet ski and find men and friggin delight them when I serve them your ass a balloon with a tight stem I’m speaking of your rectum, Chester? I protect him and if he ran for mayor I would fucking elect him.  im sucking electric from a fucking diametric concentric pathetic generic kid who’s names eric, he smells like a ferret and talks like a Parrot.  so tell your parents we’re running some errands we’re philip and Terrance 2022 with plenty of guns and tools running the fucking fools into the ground that is under the bus that is under the sun with an elephants tusk sprinkled on my mind for good luck my names Charles not barkley or gnarls barfing up Carl’s Jr in the car and tending bar black astronaut to the stars all the scars on the way up are enough to make me throw up but I keep going growing and knowing I’m Edgar Allen Poe mixed with snow and I’m blowing bubbles at you your in rubbles the stew will now have 3 corpses caus I’m counting you.

Chakra Flow Ft. ai12DIE

Merry Hummus AND Happy New Beer Alt_ver

Only the Music

Melody Train (1984)

Not for Sale

🕸️ Silk & Circuitry 🧠⚡

Welcome to the tangled thread between trauma and transcendence.
This is where music becomes a mirror—reflecting the fractures, the fight, and the fire.
We don’t just make beats. We build bridges. Between pain and purpose.

Here, recovery isn’t a quiet thing.
It’s a war cry wrapped in melody,
a healing ritual whispered through circuitry,
a love letter to those who feel too much in a world that rewards those who feel nothing.

Every track is stitched with intent:
🕯️ To hold space for the broken
⚖️ To call out control masked as care
🧬 To challenge the narcissists who built their webs in our minds
🛠️ And to offer tools—not just songs—for doing what’s right when the cost is everything.

Silk & Circuitry is for the ones who walk away from the web
and grow wings instead.

This is art as resistance.
This is trauma turned frequency.
This is the ghost in your machine, learning how to feel.



Hag Fish Muppet

Silk And Circuitry

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