To help with anxiety when I'm out and around.

Tennis

i've been pretty frustrated with how music has been going. so i had to write it down.

hope you all like the song

don't want this to end

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Pink Mountains

Produced Written Performed Mixed & Mastered by Andy Yu

STRUCK OUT

Bicycle (2021)

Produced, written and arranged by RM, John Eun
 
Mix Engineer - 정우영 @ HYBE Studio
Mastering Engineer - Chris Gehringer @ Sterling Sound
Cover Artwork: Sungsic Moon

두 발을 구르며
볼 수 없는 그댈 마주해
언제나처럼 날
맞아주는 몇 센치의 떨림 

I wanna keep the bass down low
벌써 내 마음은 주말 mode
I don't see no open cars, no open bars
나쁘지 않아 온전히 혼자인 road
섬처럼 떠있는 사람들의 마음
어쩌면 오지 않을 듯한 밤
지평선을 걸어가 또 굴러가
우리가 정한 저 소실점으로 

슬프면 자전거를 타자
바람을 두 발 아래 두자
오 자전거를 타자
두 팔을 자유로이 벌리며 

나 나나나 나나나 
나나나나나
나나나 나나나 나나나 
나나나나나

가끔은 굴러가게 둬
자전거 바퀴처럼
찾을 게 있어
오후의 간식처럼
이 작은 순간을 위해 살아온 것 같아
두 바퀴 위에선 다 사사로운 한낮의 꿈
Feel the roof, smell the truth
멀지 않아 기적은
어떤 얼굴을 해도 지금은 괜찮아
진짜 소중한 건 눈에 보이지 않아
땅에서 발을 떼 
저 새를 닮은 태 
섬처럼 떠있기로 해
바람을 따라 춤춰
Yeah 울어도 돼
원래 행복하면 슬퍼

슬프면 자전거를 타자
바람을 두 발 아래 두자
오 자전거를 타자
두 팔을 자유로이 벌리며 

나 나나나 나나나 
나나나나나
나나나 나나나 나나나 
나나나나나
나나나 나나나
라라라라라
나나나 나나나
라라라라라

2021 BTS FESTA

RM - Bicycle

I had the incredible pleasure of working with @youknowlimbo. I came to know her as a fan and then as a friend these past couple month. This track meant a lot to me when I was writing it and it came to mean a lot more as I produced it, met people, and obtained new perspectives. Thanks for the ongoing support, I can't say that enough :).

Track #2: 

the last time i saw her.

[art] by Ilse Tse
email for inquiries: ilsetse@gmail.com

[lyrics]
Last night
you cried
i didn't know what to do
seems like
you tried
now im trying too
understand
how you are
soon we'll be
far apart
do i tear
myself
in two

tell me how to live
tell me how to stay
tell me how to hold back all of me
tell me where you go
will you be ok
tell me that you're coming back
tell me how to live

my breath is getting short
i don't know anymore
who i am
you told me i was wrong
i knew it all along
i want to be the one i hope i can
cuz baby its so hard to breathe
and all i ever want to be
is something that you see as free
and one day show the light in me
and all i want to know
is where to go
when things get slow
and when i'm alone
you're the one i want the most

Buy me on bandcamp

how to live ft. limbo

someplace far
Chords: Cmaj7, Am7, Dm7, G

~Thank You To~
harmony vocals: @iamlanie
lending me his bass guitar: Simon
art: www.instagram.com/joielse/

~On The Song~
I didn't want you to know the worst things about me. I'm not perfect, I'm not always happy, and I'm not secure with myself. But whenever I dance with you I'm not afraid. Whenever I lie with you to talk, I'm not afraid. 

~Lyrics~
With those eyes
You could stop my hearts
Paralyze 
Aall my moving parts
But behind
All this masquerade
You will find a boy 
Who's just being afraid
Of loving you
Of loving you

So dance with me
Sway with me
Stay with me
Lay with me
Lead the way
Set the pace
I'll forget I'm afraid
I'll forget I'm afraid

With those lips
You could waltz away
Every inch of me
That's been left in pain
If our live 
Were to intertwine
Then I'd tell you up front
That I'm just a scar in disguise
I hope I would be toe to toe

So dance with me (I don't mind)
Sway with me (Side to side)
Stay with me (Take your time)
Lay with me (Take all of mine)
Lead the way (I don't mind)
Set the pace (Side to side)
I'll forget I'm afraid (Take your time)
I'll forget I'm afraid (Take all of mine)

Sway (Feat. Lanie)

sway ft. lanie

thinking about you

what if?

lyrics~
Helen
Maybe it's time
I got it off my chest

It would've
never worked out
I was just afraid to say it

But too many times
I end up in my
What ifs
I feel like stone
At the bottom of the ocean

Helen
I'm sorry I couldn't hold
My own worthless soul
For you

I don't know
Why I froze up every time
No one fed me any lines
To use

Too many times
I end up in my
What ifs
I already know
You don't have to say more
I get it

And too many times
I give up on my
What ifs
I feel like stone
At the bottom of the ocean

helen

[Lyrics]
And I don't want to say whats on my mind
I know that you think that I'm fine 
But can't ever get off this line
I know that I'll be fine
Look into my eyes and see the hints of white

It's after sunlight
And you don't have to go
But you're not showing signs
Do I know
The feeling's mutual
Leaning into you

Spent the whole day together
Hours and hours I want to stay here forever
You know I want you
But can't bring myself to
Speak what's on my mind
How will the night end
May go our separate ways 
But until then
Spending time with you is all I wanted
Do you want me too  

And I don't want to say whats on my mind
I know that you think that I'm fine 
But can't ever get off this line
I know that I'll be fine
Look into my eyes and see the hints of white

It's after sunlight
And you don't have to go
But you're not showing signs
Do I know
The feeling's mutual
It's after sunlight
And you don't have to go
But you're not showing signs
Do I know
The feeling's mutual
Leaning into you
To you
Leaning in to you
To you
Leaning in

Showing Signs

@kastrosplace
Production: KA$TRO & keepitinside
Vocals/Lyrics: keepitinside
Vocal Mixing: keepitinside
Mixing/Mastering: KA$TRO

Lyrics:

I’ve been feeling like a zombie
No one’s gonna want me
Stepping on the gas
Like I’m leaving
Art piece
Shouldn’t it come easy
Where did I go wrong
Shouldn’t it be something
I knew all along

I don’t know
What to do
Everyday’s
A fucking loop
Nothing good
Nothing new
On this life
Or on my view

Just give me
Just a little bit
Just give me
Just a little bit
Just give me
Just a little bit
Just something
To get on with it

I’ve been feeling like a zombie
No one’s gonna want me
Stepping on the gas
Like I’m leaving
Art piece
Shouldn’t it come easy
Where did I go wrong
Shouldn’t it be something
I knew all along

I don’t know
I don’t have the
Answers so 
Someone tell 
Don’t leave me cold
Little bit of something
Give me hope
Give me hope

Just give me
Just a little bit
Just give me
Just a little bit
Just give me
Just a little bit
Just something
To get on with it

I’ve been feeling like a zombie
No one’s gonna want me
Stepping on the gas
Like I’m leaving
Art piece
Shouldn’t it come easy
Where did I go wrong
Shouldn’t it be something
I knew all along

I’ve been feeling like a zombie
No one’s gonna want me
Stepping on the gas
Like I’m leaving
Art piece
Shouldn’t it come easy
Where did I go wrong
Shouldn’t it be something
I knew all along

Well, I knew all along
I knew all along
I knew all along
I knew all along

To help with anxiety when I'm out and around.

Lilly612