Whatever VIP (07 - 05 - 2020)

- lyrics -

i am drifting through each passage
playing with ideas that once meant everything to me
help me find a mark to remember
why each breath isn't yours, it's who you want to be
could anyone reach so far?
and it was hard to hold on without you
so i'd picture your smile
stuck together, we're torn apart
so i'll break our ropes, untethered
lost in contact, i'm torn apart

again i find things revealing
a nature i didn't know i'd need
retract all that's keeping me going
what i'd hear when it got hard to breathe

(just try to hold on for now)

a frame that doesn't fit me anymore
are you certain it ever did?

fractured like wilted flowers in your wake
in honesty i've lost hope for our process
and all i knew was to hold on to you
and all i could see were your conflicting colors

nothing to keep me around
flinching without intent
identity detached through breakdowns
never connected again

a thread strung through
i'm beginning to wonder
if i've ever made it past this filter
when they'd drive me up north
and i'd trace the signs around us
wondering what leads to losing sight

erasing composure
i'll break as you reach me

and in familiar hills i remember
to feel things i'm sure are allowed
and i just can't hold myself together
reaching for words that can hold me down

at least it's coming to a close
i'll leave some words unsaid
tearing down something i'd kill to uphold

estates like home

movies for guys (demo)

Between my teeth

Original fadeoutz-full song 2024

Lyrics
The songs in my head are the ones that he likes
I think of his voice
And I changed the way I write
Called me a pioneer
But I don't think I've ever been that real to him
I just wanna get by
I been taking some shit now
Been a dirt road kinda life
I been nobody's bitch but some people's kryptonite
I'm just tryna write my life before they take mine
Just tryna right my life before they take mine
He bought me drinks
I wanna fly him out
I tell him where I'm from but I'm not so sure now
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a song
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a  song
Sleeper agent girls sweet nothing on his telephone 
I BEEN ON THIS DIRT ROAD ALL MY LIFE
The world is tryna take your pretty ass away from me
Take off your clothes take off your clothes take off your clothes
Take me on the ATV
Wanna wrestle in the dirt before I have to leave
I wanna feel our chains touch when I'm on top of you 
I wanna see your chain swing when you're on top of me
I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I watched the blood get drawn
Testing for a cure
I earned it
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I just wanna feel some love while I still can
He's the biggest hater still don't judge me
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
Feel some love while I still can
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
And he scared to say he love me
Sister tell me never put your trust in a man
They all gon find it disgusting
I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill

Dirt road anthem

Caught you on the train
Snow fallin' again
Don't know what to say
Just wanna hold your hand

Winter feels so blue
When I'm without you
Should I tell you the truth
Please tell me that you think of me too

Bright lights cars fly by
Down the highway at night
Head out the sunroof
Hand's still on my thigh

Do you remember
How fast the time passed by
Heaven sent
Devil's friend
Cursed to want you 'til I
Die
Die
Die
Die

Cursed to want you 'til I
Die (caught you on the train)
Die (snow fallin' again)
Die (don't know what to say)
Die (just wanna hold your hand)

winter

[Lyrics]
You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start
You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start

I don't want you to go
I could dance to you all night
I can't ever go
I wanna dance with you all night
Are you gonna let your feelings show
When they turn back on the lights?
Is you gonna take me home
Boy don't lie

(I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us)
We just make music baby
(I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us)
We just make music baby
(I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us)
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby

B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y

I don't want you to go
I could dance to you all night
I can't ever go
I wanna dance with you all night
Are you gonna let your feelings show
When they turn back on the lights?
Is you gonna take me home
Boy don't lie

I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
(I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us)
We just make music baby

B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y

I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby

Please God save me I just wanna party
Please God forgive me I just wanna
Please God save me I just wanna party
Please God forgive me I just wanna

Who can I tell the truth?
You make me feel myself
I gotta tell you boy I think that you're the one
And if I tell you the way you make me feel
Do you get the feeling that you might be the one?
Who can I tell the truth?
You make me feel myself
I gotta tell you boy I think that you're the one
And if I tell you the way you make me feel
Do you get the feeling that you might be the one?

You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start
You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start

I don't want you to go
I could dance to you all night
I can't ever go
I wanna dance with you all night
Are you gonna let your feelings show
When they turn back on the lights?
Is you gonna take me home
Boy don't lie

You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start
You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start

me when anthony green tells me to stop the f***** car

dagger++

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