one day
a lion decided to become a sheep. 
the only thing was
the only wool he had access to
was black
but there are no black sheep 
not in the Circus
there are clowns
and there are lions
and unspeakable things
in this Circus

The Lion's Revolt (or, F*** The Circus) ft. Jackson Burnham - 12:26:22, 11.07 PM

Sunday Spirits ft. gr33ns - 4:9:23, 4.55 PM

sadie’s song

Cadd9 G D Em7

i do not know what to say
was someone listening when i prayed
darling i’m glad that i stayed
didn’t have enough time just to think 

you took me out to the brink 
then i jumped off of that ledge
felt i was out of my head
reminiscent of icarus’s dread

-prechorus- 
Cadd9 G Em7 D

but instead 
all you said
was hello
and i said goodbye 
to the expectations i set
i let my wings out 
and now i can fly

-chorus 1- (x2)
now we’re two angels
up in the sky
straight to the sun
i know we'll never die
life felt so hard 
now i don't have to try
i don't have to smoke
baby i just feel high
i just feel high

-verse?- 
i just feel high
i just feel high
and i’m still asking
still asking why
ive been hurt before
told im not a good guy
now i just know that that was a lie
and it’s not just my pride 
not just my pride
feel like a lion when i’m with the guys

-chorus-

but you might have tamed me
you might have tamed me
oh sadie
you might have tamed me
you might have tamed me
oh sadie
and now you're my lady
now you’re my lady 
oh sadie 
you might have tamed me
you might have tamed me
oh sadie
now you’re my lady
and i’m your knight

sadie’s song

niggas don’t know how to count
you cannot check the amount 
niggas know what i’m about
niggas know what i’m about
nigga i’m talking that green
do sum shit you never seen
do sum shit you never seen
i’m never sippin that lean
but it’s in the way i walk
niggas listen when i talk
unless they actin like opps
then
watch out you finna get popped
money be growin like crops
you know that i can’t be stopped
money be growin like crops
you know that i can’t be stopped 

simi yeah he got a lot
simi be ducking the opps
simi be ducking the cops
simi yeah he never flops
simi yeah he get it hot
simi yeah he get it hot
simi is what you are not




wait, wait, 
do you niggas feel me
this ain’t a fake it’s the real me
shawty say that my energy is healing 
yeah i’m so wavey i leave niggas reeling 
yeah i’m the plug but i don’t do no dealing 
i got the tea like darjeeling 
yeah i’m a sovereign i got niggas kneeling 
yeah i’m confusing but i move with meaning
i’m on the bean
do some shit you never seen
the way that i’m moving they gon call me mean 
nigga i’m chewing the scene
nigga i’m chewing the scene 
mask on like halloween
it’s the scary the way that i’m so clean 
nigga im sherlock 
and shawty irene 
we gon be
we gon be
we gon be
kings

simicoin (heads).wav

out of my mind 
into my body
i am problem 
and you cannot solve me

(x like a bunch of times idk lol i was vibing)

you stay 
up in my mind
all of the time
all of the time
i can’t 
i cannot find
all of the time
all of the time 
to try
and make you mine
and make you mine

poem:

i contemplate my worth
what gives it to me
what takes it away
what makes it more
or less 
the thin line between con and confidence 
in these verses i can be more than honest sometimes i feel the entire world is bent on me feeling worthless
since all the world’s a stage
i’ve got to tamp down the rage
so much so that 
i feel that my own body and my own life are attached to stress 
forced upon me by operations and systems 
where my presence simultaneously
does and doesn’t make a difference 
i am needed to be worthless so other things and people can be worth more
that’s what the monkey mind tells me
the monkey that does not know itself 
chasing after computerized currency
accumulation as an evergreen strategy to stave off the emptiness 
looking over scrooge mcduck’s sea of green
and not seeing the screen
so get ready 
for the shattering

(thank u john oliver)

simicoin (tails).wav

moved some dirt today. did what needed to be done. might have met a soulmate? all sorts of shenanigans going on man…

chicago sufjan simi.wav

an “avantgarde” (meaning silly and nonsensical lol) multimedia creative project. the intention is to create a community of folx who understand that the marriage of the head and the heart can be found in joy with abandon. actively and publicly under construction. the poetry and the order of chaos is the aim, the Dionysian DJ is the Spitting Image Moving In A Name.

simian rapid