like the way u mixed ur vocals here. sick lyrics as well

Brockwell Dub

Written and Produced By Aidan Willis
Released on RudeGroove Studios
11/10/2021

Featuring Artists 
Aidan Willis
P4NDA
SIMI CARPENTER
K Treez
LegWork

BROCKWELL DUB (FT. SIMI CARPENTER , P4NDA, LegWork, K TREEZ

The tenth cohort of young people on 'Making Tracks' formed the band 'Creative Minds' and together produced a set of original songs for the album 'Unfinished Symphony'.

The album includes live recordings from the performance at St Mark's Church, Kennington and studio recordings made in the follow-on sessions after the intensive project week at Brixton Hill Studios.

#MakingTracks is a programme run by the Irene Taylor Trust to positively engage young people in the community by providing enriching creative opportunities. It was delivered in partnership with The Prince's Trust's Get Started Programme in Kennington.

Unfinished Symphony

Don't Worry

Lyrics written by Simi Carps
Produced by Simi Carps

Everything Happens For A Reason

Lyrics written by Simi Carpenter
Produced by Simi Carpenter
Mixed & Mastered by Isaac Anderson:
https://soundcloud.com/isaac-anderson-685316543

Released on Spotify on May 2nd 2020

Social Suicide

V1- 
This morning I woke up from the worst dream I’ve ever had 
It was me and a bunch of placebo faces staring blank 
No one seemed to recognise the favours I had done 
And carried on with their empty lives never mind a better one 

CHORUS- 
Never mind a better one, pay no mind to the clever ones 
I keep tryin' to be all you want, but you’re tired and all ignorant 
Your time has been poorly spent, now I’m stuck in this room I rent  
On rewind watching these events, oh I wish I had some better friends

V2- 
I’m upset from the pain I cause myself and my design
Feels redundant, to be pointless is my way of life 
Standing for nobody, not even my soulless self 
Oh I do wish I had better friends to measure my mental health 

CHORUS- 
Never mind a better one, pay no mind to the clever ones 
I keep tryin' to be all you want, but you’re tired and all ignorant 
Your time has been poorly spent, now I’m stuck in this room I rent  
On rewind watching these events, oh I wish I had some better friends

........

BETTER FRIENDS

V1- 
I’m so far done with this 
I won’t let you have it, even if I’m madly 
So far gone again 
you didn’t see it happening I’m alwsys last at laughing 
So so long my friend 
Evil, rich assassin, pay me for your damage 
I should have looked ahead
Even when I’m drowning I’lll scream your name so loudly like 

CH-
Fred
Fred 
Don’t let me die here, I know you still love me 
Fred 
Oh Fred
See me entirely, if I die you owe me

V2-
I’m so done testing him 
Cut the rope and save me 
You never liked the safety
I, could have given in 
Held on a minute longer, but your minute’s eternity 

CH-
Fred
Fred, 
Don’t let me die here, I know you still love me 
Fred
Oh Fred
See me entirely, if I die you owe me

………

F***

V1-
Triad of a homicidal personality 
Bed wetter, fire setter, animal killer
Tired of only calling myself to disagre
Evil’s funny, blood money, hardly know her

V2- 
The blissful ignorance of being stuck in a rut
sumoltainiously running around
falling apart.
You think you’re in control until you’re calling her up
you got that blood money
heavy heartbeat
Animal killer 

PRE CHORUS- 
Triad of a homicidal personality 
Bed wetter, fire setter, animal killer,

CHORUS- 
She only call my phone back when she think that i’m dyin’
when really I’m just remeniscing 
tryin not to be like em
write my suicide note
and I got your attention 
my brain is stocked that I’m sober 
My body ain’t learned it’s lesson

HOOK-
you think you’re alright 
you’re dying inside
the brain, the bloodline 
you drain my whole life

V3-
Days are repeating themselves
I just don’t have a clue 
my skin is red, my fingernails snap just to bleed all blue 
the truth is hiding and my face
is blank just like it’s new 
you’re lying, black eyes, smile and sane now 
as I follow you

CHORUS- 
She only call my phone back when she think that I’m dyin’
when really I’m just remeniscing 
tryin not to be like em
write my suicide note
and I got your attention 
my brain is stocked that I’m sober 
My body ain’t learned it’s lesson

HOOK-
Triad of a homicidal personality 
Bed wetter,
Fire setter,
Animal killer,
Tired of only calling myself to disagre,
Evil’s funny
blood money 
hardly know her

FRIENDSHIP WITH A M0NSTER PT.2 (ANIMAL KILLER)

CH-
I was OD’ing on a Friday 
My mumma told me not to trust that boy 
But I went ahead and did it my way 
Now I’m face down on the cold hard floor 

I was waking up from a heartache 
My friends don’t like me anymore 
Never gonna run thats the hard way 
I have myself to thank, what’d you do that for 

OUTRO-
Now I can see 
I’m my own worst enemy 
I don’t need to breathe 
I know that I won’t miss me anyway 
Cut myself and bleed
Watch it running down the drain 
Now I need to relieve 
I’m better off just to feel this way

FRIENDSHIP WITH A M0NSTER PT 1 (HEARTACHE)

CHORUS-
Bad habits, being dramatic
always cryin’ in your lap and feeling so sad, shit
my ex cute, tryna abandon all of my feelings
cause I’m just a bygone still
this how I feel 
always been listening, 
paid 35 bitches to feel sum' for me
still no one listening to me
I fell in love with keepin’ now it’s falling on me
baby you see
I can’t say no 
cause my bad habits made me believe I'll be fine
kiss me one time 
come over lets do some benzos and fall asleep under the sky 

V1-
i’m being dramatic it ain’t love this time 
baby you’re mine
only in my mind
where sky’s are so bright
and my problems ain’t mine 
I sip this wine
drinking to feel nothing
joking to hide all this pain in my mind
push it aside
emotions ain’t shit if you come here and listen 
It’s silence for time 

V2-
These bad habits keep coming back here for me
don’t let go of me 
lets carry on screaming in silence
make memories falling asleep

CHORUS- 
Bad habits, being dramatic
always cryin’ in your lap and feeling so sad shit
my ex cute, tryna abandon all of my feelings
cause i’m just a bygone still
this how i feel 
always been listening, 
paid 35 bitches to feel sum for me
still no one listening to me
I fell in love with keepin’ now it’s falling on me
baby you see
I can’t say no 
cause my bad habits made me believe I’ll be fine
kiss me one time 
come over lets do some benzos and fall asleep under the sky
(Memories falling asleep
memories falling asleep 
memories falling asleep)

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