got back together in middle of November .AHH. made it through a couple of months. 'yeah?'
 it all fell through now what do I do. 'oh no!'
homeless again, now hear what I'm saying what the f*** am I going to do?
two kids under two and another one due. take a look Andrew, learn what you gotta do. 
go back together in middle of November made it through a couple of months. broke up in February found out January she was pregnant again. 
rewind a couple weeks, when she said to take a beat. Kicked out of my own house.
 need a place of own a place to call home for three kids in time plus I. 
 everything she promised it was all pointless as I'm "so paranoid" Fuckin more than annoyed as I've just been toyed.. over and over again, says it's all my head just more disappointment I'm fed even when your face is dark red. 
I know what to do so cheers to fuck you heres to my future and more.

in November

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Love Just Isn't

[EDIT: Slightly updated mix based on Spintunes judges' feedback.]

This is my entry for Round 3 of the "Spintunes" contest! The prompt/challenge was to "write and record a song that makes prominent and creative use of motivic development - a technique for creating extended melodies through repetition and variation of a short, memorable melodic fragment called a motive".

LYRICS

Waking up in purgatory
Isn’t where I thought I’d be
Aftertaste of argument
No that isn’t what I meant

And you do this every time
Just for a reaction
Yeah, you do this every time
Is it part of the attraction

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

What’s my motivation here
On a scale of one to fear
Weighing up the evidence
Isn’t making any sense

And it kills me every time
My heart on the pavement
Yeah it kills me every time
How you claim it’s an accident

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

I love it when you change
I love it when you change your
I love it when you change
I love it when you change your mind

Another day in purgatory
I guess that’s how it’s going to be
Our record’s playing on repeat
It’s never sounded so sweet

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

Don't You Want Me Anymore

I Want To Win

Stayed is an album about the kinds of love that don’t shout, but linger. Built on quiet moments, half-closed doors, and the echoes of words never said, each track traces the soft ache of connection—how it forms, how it frays, and how it somehow endures. These aren’t grand declarations. They’re confessions left on voice memos. Glances held too long. Goodbyes that felt like maybe.

With textures ranging from ambient folk to cinematic indie, Stayed drifts through longing, memory, and stillness. Some songs ask to be heard in headphones at midnight. Others belong to empty roads or rooms that still hold someone’s scent.

This is not an album about falling in love.
It’s an album about the people who never left you—
even when they did.

This Wasn't the Plan

Gold moon

InFact—OR—InFact:

IF you like the sound of something, listen again. OR IF you want, message me!
OR ask yourself IF it was better 1st or 2nd. 
OR, IF still curious, ask yourself why. 
OR, IF you’re actually paying attention, let me know xx

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InFact—AND ONLY—InFact:
IF you think anything is unoriginal, it probably is not. IF you think it sounds freestyled, it probably is.
IF ONLY…

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And any time you want more from me but I got no more for you, listen to Muddy. He’ll probably tell you more about me, anyway…


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