Remix made by Bet Shaker (David Johansson)

Death Ends Here - Abandon My Emotions (Bet Shaker Remix)

Death Ends Here – 01 - Burden on me

You lay your burden on me
you lay your burden on me
just to set you free
that´s why you lay your burden on me
 
you should feel ashamed
you got only yourself to blame
cos im still the same
you cant hurt me, look what I became

I became a man you became a creep
I became a wolf you became a sheep
I became successfull you fell asleep
I became a man you became a creep

you´ve spent your life in silece, seartching guidences
I spent time on sience, fighting violence
you´ve spent time wasting your youth
while I spent time questioning the truth

and I found out nothing is what it seems to be
no a single man on on this earth is free
and I found out that nothing is what it seems to be
the once that say they protect you is your enemy

you´re smiling

I see the smiles in front of my eyes
what are you smiling at

whipe the smile of you face

I came back just to se what you´ve become
I came back just to se what you´ve become
I came back just to se what you´ve become
you become noting



01 - Death Ends Here - Burden on me

Death Ens Here – 02 - Drink and Drive

I see the world in front of me
and if its ment to be
then we all will see
if theres a future for us if theres no meening what so ever to belive
in freedom for all man kind
it stuck in the back of my mind 
lets face it dont leave it behind
and for some kind of reason
enjoy the season cos you might be the last one
 lookin at the sun

through a window or behind shady glasses
with broken eyelashes you are sesponsible for 2 car crashes
and a woman burned to ashes with a baby left alone to die 
youll probably wonder why
 you were so shy
 and drunk a halv bottle of gin the same night
it might sound
 that this was a coinsidence but the tall guy
 att the AA-meating where right
you didnt  fight, you didn´t think that your erges could kill
a innocent woman, NO,
 you where just in it for the thrill 
and now shes killed
 and you will
end up in prison like celebertys on white powder
noone ever screamed louder then  when he dropped the sope in the shower
he smoked to many flowers like carl von linne
hey
what a fuck are you saying?

I say whatever I whana say, I say whatever I whana say.


02 - Death Ends Here - Drink and Drive

Death Ends Here – Abandon my emotions

I´m giving up im giving in cos it´s no longer worth
to think that my emotions donsn´t come first
I´m giving up im giving in cos it´s no longer worth
to think that my emotions donsn´t come first

I was living in a bubble thinking that I
could keep the distance I have lived in a lie
I was living in a bubble thinking that I
could keep the distance why did I try to deny

that my heart  racing faster every time we speek
that my palms gets sweaty when I touch your cheek
that I spend all my time dreaming of you and dont
realize that I´m falling, that I whant

the only thing to do now is that I need to ignore
my feeling, the longing then im shore
that I will no longer feel sore
and I will live my life like before

I need to become a man thats dark and cold
I need to become a man that will wrap and dont unfold
I need to become a man that keeps it all inside
become a man that in not, I must stand aside

I will abandon my emotions
my glowing heart must crawl into the shadows
I will abandon my emotions
my glowing heart must crawl into the shadows

and leave you behind
leave you behind



03 - Death Ends Here - Abandon my emotions

Death Ends Here – 04 – Combined

soon the sun won´t shine no more
the surface will get cold
soon the sun won´t rise no more
we brought this on ourself

soon the trees won´t grow no more
and the air will get thicker
soon the rivers won´t foat no more
the end is getting closer

It´s easier to separate than to comebine
It´s easier to stand alone and leave
the rest behind
it´s easy to look through closen eyes
it´s easy to see the one that denies

that the world is hollow, dark cold
that our children will never grow old
a history untold,and sold
at the highes price, a new path evolves

I see clearer now,not a blurry sight
I see clearer now, 
a new vision and an open mind
I see clearer no

I blame the church for mass destruction
I blame everyone else for not takin action
I blame the priests of greed and self-satisfaction
I blame everyone else for not takin action

millions of people dies just because of their faith
millions of people murder just because of their faith
in a god that only bring hate to a millions of pepole that understands to late

I don belong here
and why should i care
I dont belong here
of that I´m aware

I´m not blinded by the lies
I still got an open mind

I wander this world alone



04 - Death Ends Here - Combined

18-08-08

I try kiss and huge you goodbye, you turn your head away and i wondering why

 you look at me without expresing whats on your mind, 
a cold feeling comes crawling up from behind
someting´s not right did I read you completly wrong
have I lived in a dream ignoring the signs ohh no
 
I say "I guess its time to go", you nod I nod back,
I feel akward this is not how I imagen that
it would end but who am I to tell
 is this a lovestory or a wishingwell?

I whana cry but my pride tells me "show no emotions"
still I dont whana lie, I cant figure out a solution
and in this confusion, of delusion I see no end
so I turn around and start walking continuin to pretend

my shoes thats made of rubber and cotton ,
 feel so heavy, like am stuck in the bottom
of a huge silo filled with some sort of glue,
 still I walk away without saying I love you

with tears in my eyes I follow the narrow road
realize there´s so many words untold, I dont whana grow old
without saying that you´ll always have a place in my heart
I count cars, to think of someting that wount tear me apart

a verichle tries to get my attention 
I get in say hi to my father, sit silent knowing it is to soon
to talk about how I feel, words can´t decribe
anyting so I just sit there silent by his side

I whana
rip my heart out and smash it into the floor
I whana kick it so hard that it flyes out the door
while I scream "I dont whant you to beat no more"
leave I abandon it all

then I remember how it feels when I hold you
and I remember how it feel to kiss you
and I remember lyin next to you
not whana fall asleep cos then I miss time with you

then I remember how it feels when I hold you
and I remember how it feel to kiss you
and I remember lyin next to you
and I remember that I love you

I try kiss and huge you goodbye, you turn your head away and I wondering why
then you look at me and I can see through your expression, 
that you have feelings for me this end is no rejection


05 - Death Ends Here - 18-08-08

I heard a scream and suddenly it sounded like a leg broke. It was I who screamed...

In my younger years I spent all my time playing football. That was my life. I was good at it as well. Then it happend. I hurt my knee really bad and I couldn..t run for over 1 year. During that time I had to do someting. So I turned to a guitar that was placed on the livingroomwall at home. It was my fathers. As soon as I started to play I felt a stillness. It felt like I was inside a box and all my problems disappeared. I felt free...

In the begining of my carrer I was terrible at both playing and singing. So I spent most of my time in my room practicing. But as soon as I had learned 4 chords I started to write songs. It sounded like it should. Like a hoarse seagull!

At that time I mostly listen to sad acoustic singer&songwritermusic and was therefore inspired of that kind of music. During the years my facination of other musicgenres grew larger and it made my own music grow.

The summer of 2008 i almost exclusively listened to Metalcore and Hip-hop. It inspired me to combine the these genres with the soft acoustic music a had created before. That..s how the Ep was created.. I felt that the mix of soft innocent vocals combined whith agressive hiphop and punchlines from Metalcore could turn out really interesting. And so I made this Ep. Death Ends Here - Abandon All.

Today I..m thankfull that i hurt my knee. If I hadn..t injured it I woulnd..t have found the guitar and this Ep hadn..t been made.



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