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the ehtanol hits 
but im nt on it 
u cant tell wht 
is in my pocket 

excuse myself 
because im nt honest 
told u tht i
 wsnt off it 

but if i cross it 
thn i j mite miss n 
nt get my hit whn
i needed it thn 

n i mite yell and scream 
and hit when
 nylas gone 
n she missd her shift cos 
were sleeping in 
n stare at bugs thn
the world goes by 
but u culd give 2 substance
in the street
whn  we lost the
lasT Of 
our more 3 more drugs in
it cuts so deep tht 
i feel it rushing 
ovr n ovr 
ur heart pulses

evn mor whn ur sober 
but i cnt fix 
cos thts nt my problem 
i dnt kno wht 2 say i cnnt solve thm 

its drops in ur bloodstream 
as if its a solvent 
but we were just products 
with our thoughts we went all in

ethanolTUneeee

#dont #bother #coldTile

Keep to myself 
And don’t say a word 
All that’s left are bruised and hurt 
The well runs dry 
Two figures lie 
The world in green 
Won’t even try 
So it was, I broke it off 
Search for it, but you’re so lost 

Im not home do u get it?
How much to walk as a feather 
Cold im pressed against metal 
In the pocket, im fed up 
100 ants in my sweater 
Hold my hand as it sets in 
Half a minute a second 
Its just no fun

wHyyyyyydiscard2

said youd keep tht 2 urself
now its sits there alone all on the shelf
whtr did i get in2o bymylsf
syytht

shippd out my bag its filld w nothing
idk how u culd say tht bluffing
i j thought its so gr8 thn i lose it
wish upson a star the way its locked in
maiyb

9(il j gomyself
i j blamed myself 4 crushing
but thts not on me my brain it lovd it
u j said u cnt get off it
4 more thoughts lockd in a closet

In order {Instace/qisl

guitar- @imtryingg
additional sounds n drums- meeE
vox- meeE n @maxdoutt
thx 4 listn

ellea,w,maxdout

additional vox / @loserrrrrrrrrrrrr @maxdoutt
♪♫♩♬♩♩♭♫
visualizer by @dulien / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NwPINerCoA

FirstAid_w_runt/maxdout

JuneBug~

meeE
art by thomaskhalil2 @user0092703

i will nevr finish mixn th s track~LackLusterEnd~Cyl~ Silently.Posting.This.(SoWhat) Ḏ௦ Ŷ௦ᥙ 𝐸ᜱ𝖊𝝘 ၂ᥙꕶŁ?????

i, thinking bout it sometiimes try
even more than my thoughts and lies
and i hear the voice often nights
but i keep coming// back

and ik its nt much to ask
even tired im freaking out
and i wake up getting off

just one more choice
goodnight,
something scared me i cant say
idk cant say
im being nice
alright
alright?
alright

what was tht what was tht?
i didnt hear u
sry what? what was that

i try i try i try it again
i try i try i tried 2 again
i try i try i try it again
i try i try i try

idk somethings wrong what the hell am i doing here
not here im nt here
idk somethings wrong what the hell am i doing here
not here im nt here
idk if im wrong can u tell me what im doing here
and the birds fall down im nt here im nt here im nt here

A Song I Made Last Nite (tryyyyyyyy SOWHATMIX

Untitled4

MeeE
close up its all for nothing 
try me im glue stuck 
doing  mmy own thng
but whn u cant help 
and its just all so 
the type tht fairs bad 
we work it out slow 
i tell u 
no no dont evn worry ab it 
it all works out in the enddd we get home
 so so dnt evn tell me ab it 
im rly hurting again like its a set up

ws tht a questioin
why dnt u tellme ab it 
dont u tell me ab it??

121212121212123far i knoo
12121 tell me ab it 1212

Alright  _ a _ Question

i dnt evn kno wht u said 
do u have the time?
thnk we just met 
thnk my phones dead

and soon i cry 
he exists 
time 4 trying again 
but idk

its someehtn in theyr eyes 
thy dont care 
quit wasting my time
im feeling sick 

running across the field 
4u4u4u

Running Out The Front DoorDemoo

if im not home then do u need a count at all
can we fly right on back
how can u tell me how u feel, so im sorry
and u give me what u want but im sorry
i hear it on the phone and im sorry
oh did something hurt it>
oh can we go home will it b there for long?
hey, can u please tell it to me
talkn 2 me are u talkn 2Me?

(noise

isnt it the worst thing forget ab it
ik ya ik :(
isnt it the worst thing, thinking ab it
ik ya ik :/

im scared im scared

Unintelligible Fabric The Gentle Whim Of Breathing

@dulien @iver-library

meeE~
i will tell u all the time
i cut it out 

slowly, silent 
goodbye
dnt tell me tht u can or u cant lie 
dnt tell me tht u can or u cant lie 
dnt tell me tht u care kno u cnt like
dnt tell me tht u cant kno u care like..

sittin under the trees
hangin out w u 
over this over this oh, this?

ill say it again ill say it im out
(sticking it out im tuffin it out)

i was sitting under trees while my whole world spins 
around and around (just stick to the end 
but figures tjht would happn to me..ok..
im stickin it out ill tuff it out..
i dont wanna b alone today 
(i dont wann b alone)

Caspr~~
tied up trippin on ur shoe lace
abnd i cant get up 
and i wouldnt let u catch me with a heartache
if i cant be the one 

Dulien~
so backed out, n u were so up front
then i went out back, n i got a hunch
u said u had to go home
when it got too slow
u stopped holding my hand 
i could tell that sumn was up

Can Or Cant w Caspar+Dulien

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
im unconsious 
friends with a wolfm bye 
going 2 practice 
opening signal 
like do u have it 
are u around 2day 
im nauseous
guessn thts nt it 
guessn tht nt it ok
guessn thts nt it ok
guessn thts nt it thts nt it 
 zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Im A Little Anxious But Thats Ok MYYMP3QUALITYT New Recording

@Dulien @maxdoutt
Art Cover by thomaskhalil2 @user0092703

meeE
theres somthn arnd the corner i cant see
is it me? cos immediatly
im gettn back fucd up from ths substance
im nt here, whats the name
i dnt evn hav time 2 put my stuff down
im turning nt my sign
i ddnt evn hav time 2 figure it out
on me on me like immedialty

Dulien~
waiit i keep fucking up
im done w all this shit
that u keep laying on my chest
i can feel it caving in
keep me down
on the flooor
so keep on testin when i start
wake up
stick ur number in my face off, on
backing up n i can taste the blood
got some dirtt on my brand new sneakers
i just wanna see her
y cant i be w ya

Max~
yeah i just want to see her
[12:52 PM]
no i dont need her on the floor layin flat out blood on my sneakers under the bleachers thats where ill meet her tell me you rsecret tell me your secret
[12:52 PM]
taking one step towards you
ll walk and youll move and well runn back to school
[12:52 PM]
cus things change and i moved
[12:52 PM]
pick me up and burn me down
[12:52 PM]
love me when im not around
[12:53 PM]
tellin you to turn around
[12:53 PM]
im talking to you rite noww
[12:54 PM]
cus my shirts stained
[12:54 PM]
and my heads loose
[12:54 PM]
can you find me
[12:54 PM]
cus i lost you

scared ~ Of ~ Dulien+Maxdout

maxs guitar @maxdoutt

0-k give me an option here
teach me to love the fear
hate when its all so clear
not comin back 2day

oh this? its nothing
at all at all
at alllll

if i j had the chance
to do it again
wouldnt use a pen
im another stupid body
all caught up in this mess
ddnt ask 2 be birthed
but fine ill turn back up
a sound enough of these drugs
ddnt ask for it first
define ill hurt myself
and wave the flag
get shot down
my ribs hurt first
i tell myself its nothin
chase the music down
like dogs in the night
the hum of the motor
close my eyes i seein
the man alone its alright
but still i fill my cup back up im waiting it out
im waiting it out

ok ok work it out i cant at all its terminal
fucked up slammin no goodbye i cant at all like terminal
okokokokokokokok

woke up caught up in thsi mess
get off of mychest i live when you call me
wake up i carry my breath don tknow what comes next but youll b here waiting
try not 2 fall for you but you knkow jus what 2 do
i can stand tall i can prove
emotion 2 pent up i let it loose
(let it loosez)
yeah im running out of options but i dont wanna call it
the devil keeps lurkin but i dont wanna fall in
cus its God i worship and now im goin all in
(now im goin all in)
you cant get up nah i don twanna hear it
l00kin at ur self in the mirror whweres your spirit
now youre seeing ghosts an u know they wont belive it
yeah i feel anemic
doesnt feel the same without you

waving the flag ~ Song +maxdout

meeE ~꧁༺ 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 ༻꧂wher ur 𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼r ssort 𝓸𝓯\\𝐵𝓊𝓏𝓏𝒾𝓃g n 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓀𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔g

hop e youv hav a good day 
ddnt take too much 
how u waking up its funny

sick not evn the worst 
habits coming out 
im sry, im sry 

course im out againnnn
thnk ill get som more today 
im out agian 
i cant stand 2 b alione 

\im walking off. i cant fgeel my limbs today 
im walking of i cant feel my limbs today 
m wlakn off feel my limbs today
im walkig off feel my limbs today  cantr

ohHhh

UNsaTable Insatiabel; 2.1

Song About @a 3 day state~ ~ Finnaly Finally finall
art by thomaskhalil2 @herst0ry
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take some more i could pickup now 
i dont wanna go to bed 
i dont wanna lay down 
cos im scared of sleep 
and my friends are out 
i dont want tht pill i dont want tht pill

and ur favorite song that u told me cuts 
and i wake up late whn the sun rains down 
i dont want tht still i dnt want tht still
i dont want tht still i dnt want tht still i

its out of tone fix with plastics
theres someone thru the door    
does it matter 
thru the photo is a screen shes an addict
do u want that stil do u watn tht still 

im hoping for something 
in the crowd chasing figures do u have some
im wilting needa fix it 
idk whts up or down lose it 

i could couunt on black lungs but it still stings	
my voice hurts bad im out of tunee
my lads will surely let me down 
the way i bruise i scream and shout 

apparent thru the phone that youll freak out 
a drug based lie we;re not allowed 
are u bleeding in the sink? u break me down 
u break me down ui break me downnn
break me down, Break me

Things I Want

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