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produced by heylog

lyrics:
we went through a lot of ups and downs
yet you still stayed close to my side
we often dug straight to the ground
you don't know what i look like now
just a number in my phone
i'll love you the most
march is a horrible month
why's it always cold
spent the end to cry
i miss you every night
don't call me when you see this
i'll hit decline
i don't look the same
as i used to
is this a bad thing
log, i don't know you
i don't look the same
like before
and i don't recognize myself
anymore

2 weeks 'till i go home
can't wait to see you, oh
october is when you go
now things are coming to
an end

she'll only love me if i just love myself
but baby with you i felt things i don't feel
i couldn't imagine to feel someone else
the thought of it always gets me overwhelmed
i hate separating from people i love
but i go forever without anyone
i will go for days and not say any words
you won't hear from me cause i sit back and lurk
closing the drapes to block out any light
the things that i do i would never advise
it's so bad for me and hm, i wonder why
growing more acne and i'm not surprised
don't look at me, please don't look at my face
the way that you stare makes me humiliate
i swear i get uglier
i don't look the same
you won't recognize me by how much i've changed
changed

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"21" - ericdoa

even when the sun is dead, will you tell them how hard i tried

phobie d'impulsion

god is dead

hope alaska national anthem

living proof (that it hurts)

glaive - handle that (alaska song)

modafinil

THY KINGDOM COME

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS

GREY+GREY+GREY

Yea I got some brand new bones
Soon enough I got a brand new host
He got a truck and a brand new home
Im gonna fuck up the life he knows
Yea I got some brand new clothes
I got a tap on my brand new phone
Im hearing cracks on my business calls
Im seeing cameras inside of my walls
Yea I got a worm in my brain
He telling me burn this place
I light the end of a booze soaked rag
I whip this bottle its hitting his face
Yea I got some brand new plans
Under my skin its a brand new man
All of my teeth rot and fall out my head
But I push and I push and I grow em again

Time out
What’s that I hear behind u 
I heard them shoot light out
I heard them storm the venue
Right now
I could still see some me in you
I guess I was just paranoid
Just Trying look at all the angles
That were possible
And I overshot it
Out the barrel and my stomach caught it
Lick the wound and pick the bullet from it
Never thought of the receiving end and yea it hurts doesn’t it

Yea I got some brand new bones
Soon enough I got a brand new host
He got a truck and a brand new home
Im gonna fuck up the life he knows
Yea I got some brand new clothes
I got a tap on my brand new phone
Im hearing cracks on my business calls
Im seeing cameras inside of my walls
Yea I got a worm in my brain
He telling me burn this place
I light the end of a booze soaked rag
I whip this bottle its hitting his face
Yea I got some brand new plans
Under my skin its a brand new man
All of my teeth rot and fall out my head
But I push and I push and I grow em again

monster stomp (sorrowbringer)

Glad I made the party its been a while since we spoke
You all look so cool except that one guy that died
How’d he end up passing I guess still no one here knows
God id really hate to be that one guy that died
Lucy went to Yale and Jeremys start up just had sold
Everyone had success except that one guy that died
The plane has crashed at takeoff but the captain saved the show
And everyone walked away except that one guy that died

I wonder how his family is and I wonder how they cope
And how they deal with the fact of knowing the one guy that died
When we pass away im wondering where the broken go
I wish I could’ve of asked this to that one guy that died
Once you cheat death are u paranoid everywhere u go
This would be what I ask To that other guy that survived
No one gives a fuck and knowing that now means that ur up
Way too many ways to be the one not growing up
I know its scary world but really u gotta suck it up
Its not like when u die you’ll still be thinking of how it sucked
Cause you’ll be dead inside the ground and birds will shit on top of ur grave
Or they’ll burn you and urn u up cause thats how moneys getting saved
You hold brick and mortar dont let money pave the way for 
Dont you wanna be the guy that wakes up bored and old and grey 
I got cholera in my system and a growth thats on my face
Im so glad I finally made it to the young age of 98
I just wonder what adventure I could get up to today
Maybe I could shit my bed and eat my broccoli and paste

Glad I made the party its been a while since we spoke
You all look so cool except that one guy that died
How’d he end up passing I guess still no one here knows
God id really hate to be that one guy that died
Lucy went to Yale and Jeremys start up just had sold
Everyone had success except that one guy that died
The plane has crashed at takeoff but the captain saved the show
And everyone walked away except that one guy that died

that one guy that died (sorrowbringer)

I wrote this song for an angel ive seen
Out the corner of my sleepy eyes in a dream
I made a promise to watch from the trees
Even if it got ugly I shan’t intervene
People are lovely
And People are mean
And it’ll be people that cause you to drop to ur knees
But people will help you again to ur feet
And They all look the same all these people to me
Guardian angel bestow on me this gauge
The wolf was birthed the same as deer its difference comes with age
If animals could talk they tried to raise the workers wage
As soon as cattle spoke they needed Paid to off to graze
Its natures course to envy its natures course to want
But its entirely perverse to receive bounty just to flaunt
Though people here are cordial 
Their pleasantries are taught
And There isn’t any bad you bear that people here have forgot

angel room interlude (sorrowbringer)

And Are you proud of the way u felt
Or better yet how u aint feel at all
Something wrong inside that chest of yours
I thought id let u know
Broken bottle on the church steps
It seems a sinner tried correcting course
Whos gonna tell him that it never leaves
And who’s gonna tell him that its always hard

This monster
Its hunting
And you look tired of running
Ur scape route
 a circle
These things just end up cycling
Come here son 
Oh Ur safe now
To Stand tall no need for hiding
That monster
It cant hurt you here
Sweat it out I know ur trying

But its not good enough
We distract from the fact u close to giving up
Soon as it attaches it metastasizes well enough
Tell somebody else who might just give a fuck
On all fours
A real beast
But he’s a baby when sweating thru the night and soaking up the fuckin sheets

This monster
Its hunting
And you look tired of running
Ur scape route
 a circle
These things just end up cycling
Come here son 
Oh Ur safe now
To Stand tall no need for hiding
That monster
It cant hurt you here
Sweat it out I know ur trying

good job kid (sorrowbringer x p4ra)

u Pick apart the angles
And Make sure its golden
Make sure of ur grip on that 45
Tights where i came from
This is how we build slack
This is how we build from a sorry life
Razer blade conscious
I dont wanna die here
I dont wanna kill but I would if I
Absolutely had to
Look at what weve been thru
I dont wanna wallow in 9-5

Black out the cameras
Cock back the handguns
Its straight shot thru the service door
Soldiers of the cityscape with
Sirens as an anthem
Balaclava bantam with chicken hearts
Now its Guns in the briefcase
And guns in his pant leg
Just tell me how this gun tastes 
I ring his jaw
40 digit pin safe
I studied up the brand make
Just read me out the branding ill blow the lock
Bravery and head strong
I promise it wont last long
Dont try to be a hero before ur wondering where ur heads gone
I just had a dream
Where I pinched 200,000 
Im tryna manifest it
Im banking on the outcome
Wrapped on his skull
I think he just got a brain bleed
I know just what his brain needs its money in his hand
Treatment’ll cost you
Its cheaper they just lost you
I wonder if deep pockets could’ve got u out this jam
15 minute total soon as I bag this shit its done
Im modest I blew the profit margin a bunch
Im just waiting on that corolla to pick us up
Its ink mixing up the blood painting on my funds
Unscathed and paid
We got away with it
Dont make that face at me were both villains
What’s death and what’s pain if we already stealing
They upheld the system restricted our fate and  made millions

 u Pick apart the angles
And Make sure its golden
Make sure of ur grip on that 45
Tights where i came from
This is how we build slack
This is how we build from a sorry life
Razer blade conscious
I dont wanna die here
I dont wanna kill but I would if I
Absolutely had to
Look at what weve been thru
I dont wanna wallow in 9-5

"21" - ericdoa

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