Lyric Video - https://youtu.be/co4aBf41N3g
Beat by p r ⚇ p p a - https://soundcloud.com/soundslikeproppa
Stream...Pt. 1 (short 4 Stream of Consciousness) is the 1st in a series of writing exercises I use 2 just keep the ink flowing w/o having 2 worry about the confines/constraints of structure, narrative, topics etc. Whatever comes 2 mind.
Enjoy & Thanx 4 Listening!

Stream...Pt. 1 (Randomization) [prod. p r ⚇ p p a] (Lyric Video in Description)

(Short 4 Stream of Consciousness) 3rd in a series of writing exercises I use 2 just keep the ink flowing w/o having 2 worry about the confines/constraints of structure, narrative, topics etc. Whatever comes 2 mind.
Enjoy & Thanx 4 Listening!

Beat by Act Won - https://soundcloud.com/act-won-1
mixed by Stratic Beats - https://soundcloud.com/user-345316435

Stream...Pt. 3 (Grindstone)

Stream...Pt. 3 (Grindstone) [prod. Act Won]

Susan Cain, close it out!
Thanx 4 Listening!

Nightlife 4 (Thinking) Introverts

SPEEK_softlee

4 your interpretation.
"U & me, we'll find a way."

Close(r)

True story.
"If the city could talk, it'd tell the story of villainous & insidious hearts."
Lyric Video - https://youtu.be/IZ60Qdg4DKM

Rewteen (Lyric Video in Description)

Hip Hop & Jazz's chemistry has always been 1 of a kind to me & is largely responsible for getting me into Jazz. There are endless ways to mix the 2 & though more & more Jazz vets are coming around to understanding the idea of Hip Hop culture & rap music in general, I can only hope more will see 1 day how much we appreciate the foundation they've given us to build on.
"Just remember, your love is our love.
Cuz of u, here we are, love. It's all love"

Juuk[box]

Reasons I don't like shit & I don't go outside lol.
"Imma set up a house party just 4 us.
But 4 what? No one would show up."

Wallflwr's Anthm

Animated Lyric Video: https://youtu.be/Q6qMC6ncgmU

I like to be left alone sometimes.
.......most times.
That is all.
"Peace & quiet is a luxury.
I'm 1 with the much needed relief of silence & subtlety"

Solituud (Animated Lyric Video in Description)

4 all the night owls walking around outside after 10pm on a Wednesday cuz it's the only time it's just us out there.
"Aspiring insomniacs come alive when the sun retracts"

Midnyt So[sigh]ety

Beat - Funki Flava https://soundcloud.com/funkiflava

Rhymes - S.I.N.

Mix - Stratic Beats
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/B2RUD

Cover Art - fatcop
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/M9ojk

fatcop's Photography - https://fatcop.svbtle.com/

Wrote this song in about 2016 or 17 or so during a pretty heavy time personally & socially. Kept tryna squeeze it into a project but couldn't find a place for it so figured I'd finally let it live on its own as a standalone.
Hook inspired by "Drama" by Krayzie Bone.
Many thanx to the homie Funki Flava  for blessing me with the instrumental & the homie Stratic for the being the unsung hero yet again on the mix! Shouts to the bro Fatcop as well for holding me down on the cover art! Beautiful shots, he's got the eye!
Hope u enjoy & Thanx for Listening!!!

Drama (On & On)

Drama (On & On) (prod. Funki Flava)

Raw rap shit with rhymes from S.I.N. & Big Noah Genesis and production from Act Won.
Beat - Act Won https://soundcloud.com/user-361859795
Rhymes - S.I.N. & Big Noah Genesis https://soundcloud.com/noah-carrasquillo-584792132
Artwork - ChefBoyarT https://twitter.com/ChefBoyarT1
Mix - Stratic Beats https://soundcloud.com/straticbeats

Meeting In The Throne Room (with Big Noah Genesis) (prod. Act Won)

Beat - Lotus Key/Lington https://soundcloud.com/lotuskeymusic
https://linktr.ee/Lingtonmusic
Rhymes - S.I.N.
Artwork - FujiFinite https://twitter.com/fujifinite
Mix - Stratic Beats https://www.youtube.com/@StraticBeats


Lo-fi Leviatan. Hi-def diety.
Find i gotta remind them
When I'm droppin them less frequently.
Give me some time to set the scenery.
Flex easily.
Rest at my best dressed
under 6 ft. og greenery.
Bless the child
who caught a lesson from every test
that was destined to stress him out.
Pressed, never. How?
I only know how to see everything as mine.
Never level out
til no one is on my level or above.
Settle down, I got this.
Anonymous lobotomist to rhymers
who ride a wave to the top
but never spotted the piranhas.
We hungry.
Can't afford to spit, swallow the saliva
for nourishment til we sure to get
a spot at the Bahamas.
Nominees for best bottomless survival instinct.
Hive mind think tank
tryna find where the guiding light is.
The mind of Midas
meets Makavelli but minus
the fear philosophy.
False falsies in your findings.
It's all timing.
Our time as 20ft tall tyrants
is tantamount to rejected Kemetic Gods rising.
Lost sightings of UFOs drawn on papyrus
marking the spot of a star chart to Orion.
Pardon your highness.
The Pale Pharaoh.
Crown of gold, throne of sand.
Walking the stolen land over grounded bones.
I found a home in the breakbeats & Technics
spinning instruments took from my schools
like guitars & xylophones.
We took our environment, called it home.
Created a culture
then gave to you to call your own.
The Ownerz of the Mass Appeal.
React with a Full clip
napping half ass rappers under daffodils.
Step In The Arena.
Hard to Earn a Rep.
Reckless demeanors get wrecked.
Rest for the wicked prohibited.
Bless the speakers with the raw ether.
Rebel w/o a pause. God seeker.
Lost cause, dreamer
that crash landed from far reaches.



Hi-def deity. Lo-fi Leviathan.
Arrive on a silent night as a guiding light
through blinding.
Igniting fires to entire empires
too high to miss.
Bright as bliss.
Striking as lightning atop of tower's tips.
Topple over like boulders
slowly rolling on rocky cliffs
then hide in the quiet
with no prior knowledge that i exist.
I, antithesis to the tiresome lies.
Lie amidst campfire recitals
of vampire & lycan myths.
Survivalist.
Survived environments not to be trifled with
& triumphed over the trifling with righteousness.
Try again.
Trial by fire.
Cyphers surrounding fire pits.
Dropping Rocky 6 insight jotted in hieroglyphs.
Rhyme scientist. Black power fist
painted on the side of a giant flying disc.
My monument is an obelisk
firing chains out of it
to claim wack rap dreams til they scream "no mas"
& cry for retirement.

Vice Verses

Vice Verses (prod. Lotus Key)

Short for Stream of Consciousness, part 2 in a series of writing exercises i use to keep in the ink flowing w/o the constraints of structure or topic.

Beat - SӍIR∆ https://soundcloud.com/revisior
Rhymes - S.I.N.
Mix - Stratic Beats https://soundcloud.com/straticbeats
Artwork done with Dall-E AI art generator.

Stream... Pt. 2 (Inkwell)

Stream...Pt. 2 (Inkwell) [prod. SӍIR∆]

Rhymes + Cover Photo - S.I.N.
Beat - fatcop soundcloud.com/iamfatcop
Mix - Stratic Beats www.youtube.com/@StraticBeats

East Baltimore City born, city raised & wouldn't have it any other way...although sometimes it can be a bit much & the older I get the more I consider getting away from it all.
Much love to fatcop for providing the soundscape that brought this thought to words & the words to music.

Verse 1:
East side of Baltimore.
Was raised to walk on concrete.
To some it's in the bop,
they say they can see it on me.
The aura of a latch key lackadaisical loner
roaming with no regard for the traffic
when he cross the street.
I was nursed by the biggest of buildings,
or so i thought.
Downtown was like the vertical version
of Noah's Ark.
Hadn't yet heard of New York & all it's towering glory.
Preoccupied with the surrounding prowess
that lied before me.
Not for the faint of heart,
noisy & annoying to the foreign.
Everyday is lost from joylessly toiling away.
A coiling array of cliches.
I guess I'll spare u all the details.
What is there more to say?
I just know that i was born here,
I'll probably die here.
Every now & then still need a break
to keep my mind clear.
Learned that from moving out to Randalstown
my 9th yr of grade school
where the place was too quiet
for my ears.
City Boy, only favor God's country can do me
is keep the radio the reception far from me.
Which is funny bcuz,
i wasn't even that far
just far enough to take time adjusting.
No horns beeping
or neighbors beefing in the street
to lullaby me to sleep
& as i lay i pray the lord his silence to keep.
Fill the void at least with never ending white noise
or distortion to keep my mind poised.
Can't u see?

Hook:
I'm a City Boy. Raised under city lights all of my many days, many nights. That's right.
I'm a City Boy. Dirty air, dirty water. Healthy dose of both keeps it all in order.
I'm a City Boy. City born, city raised, wouldn't rather have it any other way.
I'm a City Boy. Nothing more, nothing less. Until the day I rest, I guess.


Verse 2:
Traffic & static
drowning out the unheard
so we don't even bother
tryna bleep out the cuss words. Absurd,
let it rock til the planet stop
or the city's paved into 1 big parking lot
to the suburbs.
We be out there too,
getting on everyone's nerves
blasting music no one's heard
on repetition til u call the cops or u concur. Comprendé?
We don't mean u no harm yo.
Come on over. Bring a friend. Ayy,
now it's a party.
All night cuz city folk opposed to sleep.
The city don't so mostly we
just sit awoke or roam the streets.
Inhaling secondhand gunsmoke,
exhale smog & nod when
strolling past the cutthroats.
We do our best to pay the rent & pay attention
otherwise we pay with our lives.
Too many payments pending
from the 1s who didn't take the memo.
Or sometimes it'll just happen in a flash
whether u retained the info or not.
No solution. Our pollution blocks the stars
but still makes the sky look pretty
right before dark.
Thoughts where the air is thick & the patience is thin
range from this is where I'm staying
to escape with the wind.
Me, I plan to 1 day replace terms like
"around the way"
with new phrases like
"I'm going into town today".
Somewhere on a mountaintop
looking down at the serenity surrounding me
but til I've found a way
I'm a city boy.

City Boy

City Boy (prod. fatcop)

More of what's to come in the future.
S.I.N. & Lotus Key - "The Last Surviving Lotus" coming soon.
Rally 4 Reality (S.I.N. & Tru Thoughts) - "The Vault Mixtape Pt. 2" coming soon.
S.I.N. & b_positiv - "Melancholy In Retrograde" coming soon.
T.H.I.S. (The House of Incredible Skills) album coming soon.
Thanx for Listening.

A 4th Sample of What's To Come

A look at the role graffiti plays in telling our stories throughout history.

Beat - Korporal K soundcloud.com/korporal-k
Rhymes - S.I.N.
Mix - Stratic Beats www.youtube.com/@StraticBeats
Artwork - Machado Leao artgrab.co/art/machadoxleao

Lyrics:
The State of the world was always posted up on city walls,
encouraging someone to listen when the city talks.
Penultimate line of defense before the city coughs blood up
from the gutters, runneth over from the friends we lost.
From either riotous violence or street politics.
We sleep dreaming for the plot to twist
& wake up still unseen & anonymous.
Leaving no options but to reach for the eyes at the top
of Gotham's elite to see these environments
they only wanna see as seedy & silent.
Well...amongst the white noise of their TV's & Timexes.
Defining reckless with their time & investments
while we tryna defy being oppressed by the grind
& resorting to crime methods when the mind stresses
over not only how to survive but how to provide in these times
& these times test us.
& We persevere like always,
but not before the hurt is smeared on hallways
& walkways & walls where they can see what we all say.
They can say what we all see,
every day all day.
How we fall prey to our lost ways
in these small lawless spaces
where even the law's lost it's way.
Teachings of God have never really gone astray
but more garner hate & resentment
the more we've gone along our way
seeing unspeakable acts we can't make sense of
& send us thru the spiral of wondering if it's God's way.
Considering we all flossed the same calling card
at 1 point or another in history all in all.
Documenting epic battles or monotonous tasks.
Cave walls to the Great Wall,
cognizance splashed on the world canvas.
Some just want their name up,
aiming for all city fame displaying how they came up
& Some are tryna document modern living
with the new modern hieroglyphics, 
in the saga we all exist in.

Hook:
It's all in the writing on the wall. The day to day lifeline, the rises & the falls. The rebuild, the history that's left behind for all. It's all in the writing on the wall.
It's all in the writing on the wall. The stories of our lifetime, rises & the falls. We reveal the mysteries until the final call. It's all in the writing on the wall.

The World Canvas

The World Canvas (prod. Korporal K)

"Erotomania: the delusional belief that another person, usually a stranger, high-status or famous person, is in love with them.
Even though advances are unexpected and often unwanted, any denial of affection by the object of this delusional love is dismissed by the patient as a ploy to conceal the forbidden love from the rest of the world."

3.) Erotomania

This is probably my most personal song and given the lyrics, just about sums up the whole project...

4.) Last Dayz

This song is about the home studio my friends and I built which eventually became somewhat of a sanctuary for us to focus our craft, realize our dreams, and just have somewhere to laugh.

6.) 3rd Story Basement

Just an instrumental I made that fit the mood of The Hope Complex....

...Surfacing...

3 ppl I (sorta) wish I knew more...
Sorry about the smoke detector! lol

9.) 1 For The Trouble

When u look out the window, and wish u were on the other side...

Visuals here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTMeHwT33G4
All feedback welcome.
Thanx 4 Listenin!

10.) Out (Video in Description)

An oldie but goodie from around 2008.
We clearly had too much fun recording.
Written from the perspective of a "powers that be" type of figure running the music industry, particularly hip hop. A figure we see exploiting mainstay hip hop topics like who the best rappers are & perpetuating certain negative cycles in hip hop such as trend following in order 2 distract listeners from real issues existing within hip hop politics & politics hip hop has been known 2 speak on.
"Give 'em robbery deals, grip their little throats.
Make it hard 4 them 2 make Def Jams when we got 'em in a scope (Interscope)" Fav line!
Try not 2 lose the lesson in the laughter.
Erykah Badu's "The Healer" instrumental prod. by Madlib.

According 2 Plan (2008)

(Originally "Amare" by Vida Killz & Elhuana from their 2012 EP "Alchemy")
And yet another oldie but goodie. Probably the last throwback...probably not.
 https://music.vidakillz.com/album/alchemy-ep

https://soundcloud.com/elhuana

"AM, 5 on the dot.
Give life to the mic live on the spot.
Fill it with the hopes & the dreams of us all
to use what we been given
for the rise to the top.
Draft me,
get behind me,
wait for the right time
then pass me.
Got enough belief in my ability to lead these days.
I can’t see me in the backseat.
I’m a born rebel.
With or without a cause.
Gotta let it be known without a pause.
It’s just in me.
Lack of authority obedience,
check.
Next, a healthy dose of stress,
suppressed envy,
& hunger.
Keys to the rat race life.
Why I’m up all day & i rap l8 nights.
Fake smile all day
then back to h8 life.
A price we all pay.
In fact we may twice.
What’s the next life have to offer?
My past life i was an author.
Wrote the meaning of life down to show God
& lost it
when i made it back to the alter.
My life story.
A day l8 & a few bucks short.
B4 they made fame to a new bloodsport,
I was dreaming of the days
I could woo enough support
to soon vacate
to a new plush resort.
Life is a cold beach to me.
Not quite paradise,
but u get used to the view.
A fight for your soul frequently,
high priced.
Nevermind if u get used to the truth.
Just face it……..
Cuz it’s the only way we get out.
But it can drive a man ape shit.
Ignorance is bliss they say,
a life without living in doubt……..
Nearly lost my mind tryna find myself.
Still found myself lost.
The cost to remind myself.
Redefine how i define myself,
divine.
Well, maybe these rhymes might help.
Wish they helped everybody though.
Same dream that we dreamt
til it drained everybody slow.
Now look at us.
Given up on the inside,
tryna hide the pain
but everybody knows.
Different age with the same tune.
But tryna live till 
i see all of us again in the same room.
Might never happen.
But i’d give blood
just to make sure it do.
Just draft me,
get behind me,
wait for the right time
then pass me.
Draft me,
get behind me,
wait for the right time
then pass me.
Draft Me…"

Draft Me (2013 or 14) (prod. Elhuana)

Give It All We Got

Classic instrumental track by The Deli i just wanted 2 do something cool on.
Thanx  for Listening!

The Deli https://on.soundcloud.com/cXoAz

"Live Wise, Die Satisfied" - S.I.N.

It All Comes Down 2 This

Breaking boundaries & sound barriers with the homie INSMNC!
Philly-Bmore 
INSMNC - 3AM EP OUT NOW!!!

INSMNC Feat. S.I.N. - Day And Night (Moody Mix)

Music Video - https://youtu.be/DzMujWwxJqE
A look at the importance people tend to put on name brand familiarity & celebrity appeal when determining whether or not they'll enjoy something or consider it worthwhile, & how in turn it affects the value we place on our own offerings w/o said familiarity or appeal.

Lyrics:
I've seen street artists play violin better than Paganini.
The Mona Lisa's worth inbedded in tags & graffiti.
Fashion made by nobodies I would actually wear
& friends businesses I would invest in & happily share.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
& worth is in the eye of the investor.
Yet & still ppl tend 2 feel
that with the attachment of celebrity appeal
on a product somehow it makes it better.
Well, I can't say that I don't understand.
Trust is sacred & makes it becoming of a brand
when they take it & don't play with it.
Deliver what they say tho
I guess they can't control how much the ppl put stake in it.
Basing our whole social status on whether or not we can pay 4 it
& when they see us with it what they take from it.
Taking it 2 levels unnecessary.
Going as far as faking it
2 keep up the image & save face in it.
What are we chasing? Validation.
Even if temporary from any passing stranger.
Leave em salivating over what we got.
Over what we know
or what was up on 1st 2 put girth on the ego.
In turn somehow giving birth 2 more followers, less leaders.
Set up 2 determine where we go next.
Some ppl, only buy their kids Jordans
& get in their feelings when they wanna be kids & destroy em.
Some ppl only listen 2 music that they're familiar with
or that comes on the radio 4 their enjoyment
ignoring everything outside of the bubble that they're forming
under the impression if it's not on 92.Q it's boring.
Or corny.
All cuz someone told em 2.
Why should a brand have that much influence over u?
Disregarding the fact that there was a time
when the now familiar occupied no space in your mind
& u got along fine.
2 the street performer going 4 quarters & dimes
& the artist selling their portraits online, keep grinding.
2 the future Fashion Nova status entrepreneur
shooting 4 runways & showrooms, just keep climbing.
Just cuz it's a dream who says u have 2 stop?
Nobody respects the climb til they see u at the top.
Just cuz it's a dream who says u have 2 stop?
Nobody respects the climb til they see u at the top.

Ximena: The Listener's EP

Naym_Brnd (Video in Description)

Reflection on how varying perspectives play a part in how we listen 2 music, whether it be athletes just needing something 2 hype them up b4 a game, background noise while cleaning the house, or an unwavering life changing experience.

Lyrics:
It's funny how we listen.
I've always been one 2 give it undivided attention but
I know some who only view that time as intermissions
or background noise between the lives that they've been living.
My favorite thing 2 ask is "who u listen 2?"
& 4 the most part,
it tends 2 serve as a glance at what music is 2 u.
Something 2 throw on 2 do the dishes 2,
study 2 or maybe just a vibe 4 u 2 drive or get driven 2?
I've been driven 2 extremes by it.
Tryna make it my life so I would say my connection is spiritual.
However, I can't expect the same if it's some thinks it's lame
2 see a song as anything other than just 2 entertain.
U probably ran into the saying.
"If I want religion I'll go 2 church. I don't go 2 artists 2 get me saved."
I remember when that kid Lonzo Ball
made his comments about Nas
& had the world tryna slay him.
Well, maybe that's an overstatement but
I was definitely one 2 shrug & say how much can u blame him?
What's going on in that kid's brain
just aint comparable 2 ur typical purist when they hear Memory Lane.
See, Migos & Future may be the exact thing
that he needs 2 turn up b4 & after a game
& I can see how Undying Love just might not get it done.
It's simple, every listener is a different 1.
I guess we can't all be Lebron in our story son.
Half athlete, half Hip Hop historian.
Still I see cats stuck in DeLoreans
refusing 2 let the doors up 2 see what the future has in store 4 us
& the same with new school coupe drop riders
who only concerned with being the new top shottas
with no 1 else in their view.
Rear, or otherwise.
Clearing a divide where each peers from the other side.
It's funny how we listen.
I've always been one 2 give it undivided attention
but I learned a long time ago 2 honor 1's opinion.
Even when they're dead ass wrong...

Lstnrz

I was far too intimidated by this beat 2 rap on it lol, but I knew it'd make 1 hell of an outro. A touch of Univerbal on the cuts & Julian Treasure 2 bring it all home. Thanx 4 Listening!
Cuts - Univerbal https://www.instagram.com/univerbalofficial/
Julian Treasure TED Talk on 5 Ways to Listen Better
https://youtu.be/cSohjlYQI2A

Ximena's Outrolude (cuts by Univerbal)

Father, MC, East Baltimoron.
3rd Story Basement
Current member of Rally 4 Reality (S.I.N. & Tru Thoughts)
4Word Posse (S.I.N., Tru Thoughts, Young INF)
S.O.T.S. [Survival of the Strongest] (S.I.N. & S.Y.N.)

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